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Monday, January 8, 2007


   Minikui Sekai...
Current Mood: Sad
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Today I am staying home from school because I am a sick little monkey. ;~; I woke up at 5 last night to use the bathroom and I felt like the whole house was spinning and like I was gonna throw up. Whenever I layed back in bed, I felt the same way and couldn't go back to sleep because everytime I put a blanket on (hell, even a SHEET), I'd start burning up. At about 5:45-6, I finally got back to sleep. Mom eventually woke me up at 6:50 and asked me how I felt. I didn't feel any better but I got up and drank some coke to try to help. Ten minutes later my parents decided I wasn't fit to go to school, so they sent me back to bed. I woke up at 10:30 and saw that "Brokeback Mountain" was on. I've wanted to see that for the longest time, and I love the story it's based on. So, I layed down and watched it. Ennis's voice was so low that I could hardly understand him half the time, but I still think they did a good job as casting Heath Ledger as Ennis. I love Jake Gyllenhal, so I think they did a good job with Jack too. :3 But good God, that movie is so fucking sad. I think I sobbed hard enough to make my head explode. Whenever I cry really hard, my face turns a little pink... but whenever I finished watching "Brokeback", I looked like I had a rash all over my eyes, nose, and lips. I'm so glad that I finally got to watch it, but I want to re-read the story so I can remember it better. If you're a fan of yaoi or if you just want to watch a beautiful romance story, watch "Brokeback Mountain." Be sure to bring a box of kleenex, though.



I think the thing that got me the most was that they ruined their lives by keeping their love secret. If they had followed their hearts, Jack and Ennis could've been together forever. They were afraid what other people would think and were afraid that they would be shunned for being with each other. They had nothing to be ashamed of... and so many people should know that. Homosexuals are afraid to reviel who they are to people because they don't want to be reguarded as a "freak of nature" or something of that sort. I can't wait until they day where homosexuals, hetrosexuals, and bisexuals can love who they want without being looked down upon.

Tommorow I have to go to the dermatologist to get my moles taken off. OxO They're not cancerous, but my mom is constantly worried about them and just don't want them to turn into cancer. I have one on my chin, one on my neck, and one on the back of my neck... I'm going to have to have stitches, too. To tell the truth, I'm kinda afraid... the thing closest to this I've had is a shot. -__- And, I like my moles... it'll be weird without them. I dunno. Maybe I just shouldn't think about it. It'll probably help if I bring my iPod shuffle. *nods*


DIRU, tasukete kudasai yo! Kowai desu!!! T~T

Jaaaa... I'm tired and I probably need to start working on my essay for Civics. Ja ne~!
+Momo+

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