Saturday, September 8, 2007

...
...i miss my kayla....


ok... so ie been gohn for far too long.... im sorry... i got dead ass grounded 2 weeks ago and im still grounded for 2 more weeks... i skipped school with my boyfriends brother cuase i was sick and he wa gonna take me home, but i didnt have my house key... so he took me to his moms house... my brother told my mom... who told my dad ((FYI: thats a really bad thing))... he went to the school and got info then found me,took me home, beat my ass, and then took me back to school... mother fucker... so now im grounded... *hisses*...

*sigh*... my friend matt just got it by a car and busted his head open when goig to his gf's house... and he decided he doesnt want to go to the hospital... i kept insisting that he goes to the hospital, but no... he refuses.... hes apparently up and walking and stuff and doing fine but still... im worried.... i was on the phone with ruston when he called and told us what was going on... i was all freaked out and ruston was like, "see. this is why its a bad idea to get hit by a flippin car.".... yeah... i wanted to get hit by a car for some reason... but yeah... we started talking about suicide and homicide.... and his homisidal past.... omg... i felt sooo bad for him... it was all i could think about yesterday... and it affected him too cause i was lookin all sad which upset him... he thought he did something to upset me... and i dont blame him... i just started really thinking and reflecting on it... and my kayla... and my already dead best friend... i dunno...

i gotta go... i love you guys.... i'll try to get back on soon...

~Sera~

PS
if i made any of you sad... im sorry.... be happy...



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