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Wednesday, October 31, 2007


   Otaku is pissing me off D
Either that, or my stupid internet connection thingy.
I can't tell which one it is =___=
Either way, this site is taking forever to load, and it's making me soooo mad.

Okay, so only a little bit of this is really about Otaku pissing me off >> the other half is kinda irrelevant. A lot has happened this week so I haven't been able to add too many pictures and stuff. I'll try to put them on today or tomorrow...cuz I have quite a bit...trust me >>
I haven't had too much inspiration after a fight my friend and I had. We're hardly friends anymore, and my mom doesn't /want/ us to be friends anymore. Is it a horrible thing to say that I'm kind of happy that it happened? I mean, she didn't act like much of a friend, and she was possessive and manipulative...but, she considered me her best friend, and bawled her eyes out to me on the phone when she apologized for the fight.
Well, what's done is done. With time, we'll probably grow apart. Which kinda sucks for her, because it seems like everyone is distancing themselves from her. But she's doing it to herself. She pushed quite a few of my friends away, and basically pushed me away too.
All my friends and family who I've talked to about it said that I shouldn't be her friend anymore, and that I shouldn't feel guilty for what happened.
Though I don't mind us not being friends anymore...I can't help but feel somewhat responsible for the fight.

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Thursday, October 25, 2007


Brawr~
I still hate my scanner =/ Makes my stuff look like poop...*sigh* But what other choice do I have?
I'll be putting up new stuff fairly soon...gonna send in a few things before I go to bed..then when I wake up...theen...maybe when I get home on Friday XP Yeah, sounds like a plan. Check 'em out, peeps!

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Sunday, October 21, 2007


   IT WAS BETTER THAN SEX!!!
Not that I would know...


BUT OMG DEATH NOTE WAS ON TONIGHT AND I THINK I CAN FINALLY DIE HAPPY NOW!! Or...at least...After I hear everyone's voice.
OMG IT WAS SO GOOOD...IT WAS LIKE A SUGAR RUSH IF I WERE A FAT KID!!!

III LOOOOVED THEIR VOOIICEESSUUHH!!

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Thursday, October 18, 2007


   BLEECHH!!
I HATE my scanner! It RUINS my life!! >__< Maybe I'm just paranoid...but all the drawings that I put in there it makes look like POOOOP!! LITERAL POOP!!
It's so stupid D< Stupid, stupid scanner of Satan...
*sigh* Oh well...I'll find a way around it...somehow..-___- Hopefully. Or I'll just have to deal with it. UGH.
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Thank god tomorrow is Friday, this week has been long...and Friday means only ONE MORE DAY UNTIL THE PREMIERE OF DEATH NOTE!!!!<333

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Sunday, October 14, 2007


Auughhh..
I haven't put anything up here in a long time...I haven't even been ON here in a long time..sorry guys ><

Meh..
Just wanted to let everyone know I'm still alive...>> I should be adding some stuff...soonish. Right now I'm off to bed..I'm exhausted...>< It's been a long week..

For your entertainment:

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The drawing in the picture was made by l0onyl0opylupin (http://l0onyl0opylupin.deviantart.com/)
She's amazing xD Her stuff is funneh, go looks at it.

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Monday, October 1, 2007


Laa~
Um..not much to say here, really..
*sigh* Lately I've been kinda on an artist block =_= how wonderful, huh?
I have, however, added a comic recently. It should be up soon xP Hopefully the quality will be alright. Actually, you can go see the comic right now if you go to my DA xD Me and my friend made it together<3

**Our DA is http://krimpin-n-bneji.deviantart.com/
(I'm B'neji)
Actually, if you ever want to see ANY of my Matt and Mello stuff, THAT is where to go. :3 Comment lots, they make us happy

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Sunday, September 30, 2007


   I SAW THE BEST MOVIE IN THE WORLD LAST NIGHT!
Across the Universe
Go see it!
It was like one big giant music video of happiness and goodness and joy and angst and yaeeeaaahh!!
Sorry, I'm so happy I got to see it! It made my LIFE complete! Mmmmm,The Beatles xD AUGH! There was so much about that movie I liked..it was great!

Another plus was that there was this adorable gay couple sitting in front of us at the movie theater :3 They were so nice and funneh~ We talked to them and stuff before the movie started. *sigh* I want to see the movie again...I want the soundtrack too~
Anywho..I'm SO tired..we didn't get back home until about...1:30? and I went to sleep way later than that xP Haha..

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007


   So...tired..
I don't know what it is...but I'm exhausted. All these late nights must be finally catching up to me. I've got a head ache, and I feel like I could fall asleep right at this very moment..It's about 8PM...and I think I'm gonna just crash and wake up early in the morning to do whatever.

I'm (finally) working on another Matt and Mello pictures for all you M&M fans. It's a collaboration Comic we did...I should be done putting it through photoshop soon...
And if you haven't looked at all my artwork in awhile, go do so..I've added up some new stuff...mmkaay?

Yeah..go..vote and comment and stuff. I'm going to go before I fall asleep on the keyboard..bye bye.

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Saturday, September 22, 2007


   Finally, the weekend..(Update of my life, no less? Lawl)
Dear Lord...where has the time gone? Has it seriously been almost five weeks of school? Augh...no way...impossible...auuuugh! I can't believe this! It feels like I started school only a week or so ago! But...I guess in a way this is a good thing?

We're reading 'The Kite Runner' in my English class...pretty sure it's one of the saddest books I've ever read..I'm so glad it's mostly fiction, otherwise it would make me DIE inside...more. Last night I freaked out, because we were supposed to read chapters 7-13 for a quiz, and I hadn't yet xP So I started reading--and I couldn't quit...I didn't stop until I got to chapter 23 xD AUGH...I cried so hard...that is the most I've ever cried reading a book. I rarely cry when I read books.. I recommend reading it if you can--It's a wonderful book. I can't wait to finish it.

I've finally gotten photoshop too! (>> I'm poor, ok, leave meh alone!) I looove it! I'm currently drawing a gorgeous picture of Mello! I hope it turns out how I want it to :3 AUUGH I love Mello xD Gonna have a drawing frenzy with him!

Homecoming is in October, and much to some of my friends' dismay...I really don't know if I'm going. Who am I going to go with? I don't have the balls to ask anyone to go with me, and I don't want to go with a guy 'just as friends'...Call me selfish...but if I go to homecoming..I'd rather go there because I'm on a date with someone. I got asked....kinda...By this guy named Jon. But...ugh...Jon is a little scary. A little creepy. He likes me just a bit toooo much. It's really annoying =__=

Anyway...I have too much of a low self-esteem to go, really. *sigh* I seem to attract all the guys who I would never date...Just my luck...

Let's see..what else...? OH! I'm failing Algebra II with flying colors! Ha..or I was last time I checked..*sigh* Numbers and I just don't get along..at all. I hate math. Hate everything that has to do with math. 'Tis true.
Uh..what else is there to talk about? No idea! :D Guess I'll go to bed soon~ Nighty Night, loverlies!

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Friday, September 7, 2007


OH NOES!!
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Haha, yaay! A cute, old picture of meh :3

I'm SO happy that it's Friday! :) I'm going to actually start drawing and stuff tonight! XD
Tomorrow I'm just gonna stay at home and relaaax--and draw, of course! I have a bunch of things that I need to draw. From a wedding pic between one of my characters, and my friend's--to the Aeramis pictures I promised myself I would draw xD Then...my friend is making me draw pictures for her xP But that's ok. I hardly ever draw her pictures, so I guess I should feel obligated to do that to make up for it. I'll draw lots of pretty ones....
Theeeen, I gotta work on meh Matt and Mello stuff!!!
Gonna be a busy, busy weekend!

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