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Wednesday, October 31, 2007


   Otaku is pissing me off D
Either that, or my stupid internet connection thingy.
I can't tell which one it is =___=
Either way, this site is taking forever to load, and it's making me soooo mad.

Okay, so only a little bit of this is really about Otaku pissing me off >> the other half is kinda irrelevant. A lot has happened this week so I haven't been able to add too many pictures and stuff. I'll try to put them on today or tomorrow...cuz I have quite a bit...trust me >>
I haven't had too much inspiration after a fight my friend and I had. We're hardly friends anymore, and my mom doesn't /want/ us to be friends anymore. Is it a horrible thing to say that I'm kind of happy that it happened? I mean, she didn't act like much of a friend, and she was possessive and manipulative...but, she considered me her best friend, and bawled her eyes out to me on the phone when she apologized for the fight.
Well, what's done is done. With time, we'll probably grow apart. Which kinda sucks for her, because it seems like everyone is distancing themselves from her. But she's doing it to herself. She pushed quite a few of my friends away, and basically pushed me away too.
All my friends and family who I've talked to about it said that I shouldn't be her friend anymore, and that I shouldn't feel guilty for what happened.
Though I don't mind us not being friends anymore...I can't help but feel somewhat responsible for the fight.

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