Thursday, February 7, 2008

   Fighting Fire with Fire
Maki Mitsu: I think I swallowed my spacer for my lip peircing...
Eric: uh oh
Maki Mitsu: lol
Maki Mitsu: I fell asleep with it in backwards. i woke up and it was gone. I can't find it any where on my bed.
Maki Mitsu: Luckily the hole didn't close
Eric: you ate it..
Maki Mitsu: XD
Maki Mitsu: I guess i did
Eric: haha you can dig through your poo now
Maki Mitsu: LMAO
Maki Mitsu: NO
Maki Mitsu: I'm totally not doing that
Eric: LOL
Maki Mitsu: OMG
Maki Mitsu: that made me laugh so hard.
Eric: it will give you an excuse to fling poo everywhere
Maki Mitsu: O.O OMG LOL
Maki Mitsu: Who will I fling it at?!
Maki Mitsu: SARAH IS NEVER HERE
Eric: lol
Maki Mitsu: LINDA ISN'T HERE
Maki Mitsu: WHO?!
Eric: you can fling it out your window at passerbys
Maki Mitsu: Hmmm....
Maki Mitsu: I'll throw it at the pigeons that come to crap on our balcony
Eric: there ya go
Maki Mitsu: lol
Eric: fight fire with fire
Maki Mitsu: Damn straight
Eric: but they probably eat poo
Maki Mitsu: Do pigeons eat poo?

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Sunday, February 3, 2008

Do you like Waffles?

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Saturday, February 2, 2008

  

....I walk out of the restroom after taking a shower...My sister and her boyfriend are laying face down in an L shape on the ground...They both turn and look at me and after 3 seconds, they're like "Are we in your way?" I reply no, and they keep talking.

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

I just wrinkled your brain

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

  

I'm laying in my bed with my laptop propped on my pillow, which is laying on my lap, after I've just eaten dinner and I feel lazy as F*ck. I won't be back in Corpus tonight, as I had hoped I would be. My parents were supposed to get me back there earlier today, but Dad is tired and Mom feels sick. I can't take any of the other cars because they would need them for the rest of the weeks ahead.
So I'll be leaving tomorrow.
Ugh. I'm stuck here in stupid, boring San Antonio.
I'm going to go mess around Photoshop for a while...I'll probably post again later today.

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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Also....MyOtaku page is ready to be revamped soon. Expect an update soon ^.^

Soon to come as well: Cosplay updates and possibilities!!!
Hurrah!!!

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What does it mean if I feel disconnected when I look away from my laptop? I know that "adults" or, the older generation say that our generation is all about technology and all that good stuff...and some kids are WAY into their gadgets and stuff...

With me, I'd say, yes, I'm into my gadgets and stuff. Although, the only piece of technology that I'm most "connected" with is my laptop, and my iPod Shuffle. Of course, I use a toaster oven, a microwave, a tv every once in a while, the remote, yeah yeah yeah whatever. Don't you people start commenting me or writing me, telling me the exact pieces of tech machinery I use throughout the day, whether it be minor or major. I know I know...I'm talking about what I'm typing on right now, and what I'm listening to when I walk to and from classes....the two that I'm most "close" to.

Anyway...When I'm on my laptop, I'm usually on the internet, or editting some artwork with Photoshop, whilst listening to Windows Media Player on random, typing a journal entry, checking Gaiaonline.com, playing World of Warcraft, chatting on IM, and sometimes, all of it at the same time! Either way, I depend on the Internet a lot. I've met so many wonderful people and have made many fabulous and loving friends through the internet, and I spend a lot of time with them. Not because it's addicting, but because I genuinely love them all. And just like any other friend, I miss them, and the internet is the only way to "see" them.

Of course, I do get out of the house and excercise, go to school, talk to "IRL" friends and such...yes, I have a life, ok?

But that's beside the point. The point is, I make a lot of connections through my laptop, through the internet. I relate to so many things out there, and that's the beauty of the internet. You can do a lot of things with it. I especially love the fact that I can release anything I want into it, anything in my head...and I know that SOMEONE out there will or can relate to me, whether they let it be known or not. When I'm online, when I'm editting a blog, playing World of Warcraft, gathering gold on Gaia, Roleplaying, all of that other jazz, I really do feel connected to everyone out there. Even if they are enemies of mine (I don't have many) and we've taken a silent vow towards each other, never to see or speak of each other ever again, it's like there's a tunnel out there somewhere that makes it so much more possible for all that to be eliminated. Most of the time, it's whether we like it or not. So ha.

But when I finish with doing whatever it is I would be doing, I close out the window, log off, disconnect, and stare at my deskstop, I feel like another part of the world was just closed off, like I entered and exitted (sp?) whole 'nother realm of my reality. This feeling crawls over me, and I have to sit there for a moment and gather my thoughts and re-introduce myself into the world that greets me as a human person, capable of physical interaction, speech and movement. Even I am just looking away from my laptop, just at the ceiling or resting my eyes for a moment from staring at a brightly glowing monitor in the middle of a dark room....I feel like I was just ripped from a possession.

I do get close to my online personality. I think it is a lot different than it is "irl". Only a few online friends are able to see me as a different person different than an average internet goer.

No lolz, roflcopters, zomgs, profile pics, warhaxz, 1337 monsters, NM's, Undo buttons, ESC and ALT F4's can measure up to the person I am...in real life.

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Saturday, December 1, 2007

God VS. Science (Very good read even for Non-Christians)

A science professor begins his school year with a lecture to the students, "Let me explain the problem science has with religion." The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

"You're a Christian, aren't you, son?"

"Yes sir," the student says.

"So you believe in God?"

"Absolutely."

"Is God good?"

"Sure! God's good."

"Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?"

"Yes."

"Are you good or evil?"

"The Bible says I'm evil."

The professor grins knowingly. "Aha! The Bible!" He considers for a moment. "Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?"

"Yes sir, I would."

"So you're good...!"

"I wouldn't say that."

"But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't."

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. "He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?"

The student remains silent.

"No, you can't, can you?" the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.

"Let's start again, young fella. Is God good?"

"Er...yes," the student says.

"Is Satan good?"

The student doesn't hesitate on this one. "No."

"Then where does Satan come from?"

The student falters. "From God"

"That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?"

"Yes, sir."

"Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything, correct?"

"Yes."

"So who created evil?" The professor continued, "If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil."

Again, the student has no answer. "Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?"

The student squirms on his feet. "Yes."

"So who created them?"

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question. "Who created them?" There is still no answer. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized. "Tell me," he continues onto another student. "Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?"

The student's voice betrays him and cracks. "Yes, professor, I do."

The old man stops pacing. "Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?"

"No sir. I've never seen Him."

"Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?"

"No, sir, I have not."

"Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?"

"No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't."

"Yet you still believe in him?"

"Yes."

"According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?"

"Nothing," the student replies. "I only have my faith."

"Yes, faith," the professor repeats. "And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith."

The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of His own. "Professor, is there such thing as heat?"

"Yes," the professor replies. "There's heat."

"And is there such a thing as cold?"

"Yes, son, there's cold too."

"No sir, there isn't."

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain. "You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit up to 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458 degrees."

"Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it."

Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer.

"What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?"

"Yes," the professor replies without hesitation. "What is night if it isn't darkness?"

"You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word."

"In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?"

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will be a good semester. "So what point are you making, young man?"

"Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed."

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. "Flawed? Can you explain how?"

"You are working on the premise of duality," the student explains. "You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought."

"It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it."

"Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?"

"If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do."

"Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?"

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.

"Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?"

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion has subsided.

"To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what I mean."

The student looks around the room. "Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor's brain?" The class breaks out into laughter.

"Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain, felt the professor's brain, touched or smelt the professor's brain? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir."

"So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures, sir?"

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable.

Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. "I guess you'll have to take them on faith."

"Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with life," the student continues. "Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?"

Now uncertain, the professor responds, "Of course, there is. We see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil."

To this the student replied, "Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light."

The professor sat down.

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

And the cycle continues

Guys...I think it's happening again.

The friends thing...

Same as before.

I don't know...

I do know that the next sentence sounds kind of emo-y:

What is it that I'm doing wrong?

On a side note:

I'm thinking about changing my major....but minoring in the major I currently have....I'm going to talk about my counselor about it...heh...yeah.

I was talking to certain people...and to myself...I'm an art major....Nothing to it...just an art major.

That's it for now.

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Sunday, September 9, 2007

666 Ways I love You

It's been...I don't know how many weeks/months since I've updated. I think I should know, because I just went to My Site page and most likely scrolled over what my last update was. Heh. I guess I didn't pay attention to that little aspect. Oh well. It doesn't matter.


As some of you may know, I'm am now attending Texas A&M Corpus Christi, studying Environmental Science. I love it here so far. The ocean is beautiful and the people here are far more friendly than some in San Antonio. I've made a group of friends that vary. They aren't all into one thing, and they still all get along great. It's so awesome.

The campus is beautiful. Although I don't get to go out of the campus very often, I find ways to get around and keep myself entertained. I won't have my car until later this year, but My laptop will arrive sometime later this week. I can't wait!
There is a gym here, so I've been going there 3 times out of the week. I feel great!!
The freedom is the thing I love most about being over here though.

There was a convention down here last week. I didn't get to go though. I didn't have any money to spend on all that stuff. My friend that was supposed to give me a ride had to go back to his hometown for the weekend. I do have my little circle of otaku friends. Even though we do have our little pervy moments (who doesn't?!), I missed the maturity of hanging with people my age.

What else is new...OH! Mike and Noel have just left the campus. Both of them came to visit me for the weekend. They requested the days off and took a mini road trip (2 hours >.> haha) to come see me. Mike stayed with me in my room and Noel got to sleep on the sofa in the living room of my apartment thingy. I missed them both so much. Noel is such a great friend and I just absolutely love Mike. He's so wonderful to me and I don't know what I'd do without him. So far, this has been the best weekend here in Corpus. I think I really needed to see him. We're unsure when they'll come visit next time, but when they do, I think the rest of the guys are going to come to...I'm not sure. Then, they'll have to stay in a hotel. Haha.
Anyway...The nights were beautiful and so is he. I feel so at ease when we're just around each other. I don't have to worry about holding back any part of my personality.

I can't believe I found someone who's this amazing. It's so funny that I've known him for so long, yet we've only started dating since my birthday in April. I think the amount of time we were actually friends serves as a basis for an amazing relationship.

I love you Mike!

I guess that's it for now. I love you all and I hope some of you will give me a call. I still have the same cell phone number. If you don't have it, contact me on teh Mypace, or even send me a PM here.
www.myspace.com/friendofsilence

Peace out homies. Kisses for all~ Expect to see me at Oni-con. ~.^

~ Maki Wolfess

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