Thursday, January 5, 2006

   Is there anyone out there? Cuz it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Your soul is caring.
Other people are your concern, even if you
don't know them. If you see a person trip you
worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones
first and you're very mature. When someones
sick you're nurturing and always try to help
family and friends when failure strikes them.
You can be called the motherly one, if you are
in a group of people, which doesn't have to be
bad. Love is something that's already in you
and you have a lot to give whether you believe
it or not. Your friends probably love you very
much and come to when they need help since
you're reliable. People can feel secure with
you and generally like you.


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That's almost just what Seth and I were talking about today ^.^
...I hate seeing people down.

Here's a tender subject:


(taken from Parade Magazine, Sunday, December 11, 2005 in the "Ask Marilyn" section)

Q: "Some psychiatrists say they can help homosexuals become heterosexuals (not just in behavior- "true" heterosexuals). Do you think it's possible?"

A: "I think change is possible, but only for individuals who were never truly gay in the first lace and who have a strong personal motivation to recover their heterosexuality. Judging from the letters I receive, I suspect that some apparently homosexual people are really heterosexuals who are deeply phobic about the opposite sex or have other emotional problems. However, for people who have been gay since birth, no way!"

Maki: So basically, the question was- Is it possible to change one's sexuality.
The reason I'm posting this is because GSA was cancelled today and I'm sick of not being able to go anyway. Also, I can't really think of anything else to write.
So you guys can post comments on this, give me answers, opinions and what not. Even people I don't know are welcome. I just don't want any bad rep points going down, Mmkay?
This is a mature topic, so act your age guys.

Ani-chan: Can I come to school tomorrow?
I want to see all my friends again.

Maki-san: Sure you can sweetie *she strokes Animula's long tresses with her fingers*

When is this day, by the way?


I'll update more with my opinions in a bit
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I just got up, showered, and there is still a small dot of water on the bridge of my nose becaue I rushed to get myself dry. I still need to comb my hair.
Here's a nice song:

Ender

Here I am beside myself again
I'm torn apart by words that you have said
All in all, I know we're falling apart
Where did you run to so far away?

And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are, asleep against the window pane
Just like always

You said you like to hear the rain sometimes
And all I can do is tell you the truth
and Oh, my eyes will tell you the same

And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are, asleep again
And here we are to sing you a song
And there you are, asleep again
And here I am, beside myself again

We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result
We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result (RESULT!!)

(We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result)
(We grasp our hands, together we feel
We are one result)

I'll update after I get back. Jesus I need money...
*Ani-chan pats Maki-san on the back and give her a kiss on the cheek*....:)
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Wednesday, January 4, 2006

   Ani-chan's fun day!
Maki-san:
Omyword...
I just had a helluva long update. And I accidently exited out of MyO...shit. As usual, I open more than one window of the Internet ( so can do more things at once, while one page is loading, I'll go do stuff on the other page.)
I was viewing some random footage I had taken throughout the day to see if I can post it here, and I exited out of MYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRAP!!!!!!!!!! Oh well
Ani-chan: Don't worry Maki-san, My stuff would have been boring anyway.
Maki-san: No your post was cool. It showed everyone what a great day you had. You did have a great day, right?
Ani-chan: Of course!! Everyone was so nice to me, gave me a lot of hugs, a few kisses. My favorite were Seth, Walter, and Ashley, the twin. They were the sweetest. I hadn't seen Seth in a while though...I missed him. I've always wondered where you went whenever I was left at that house alone. Those two creatures you call a "Casey" and a "Cody" bark a lot.
I like those emu pictures you guys took though.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/IMG_0005.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/IMG_0006.jpg
Who sees that random leg?
Maki: Yeah, LOOK AT THAT SEXY EMU KID FLOCK!! GO GET YOUR OWN!!
Ani-chan: *giggle* Yes, Ah, well, this day has gotten me exhausted. I see why you're always tired when you get back, Maki-chan. *yawn ^O^* I'm going to take a nap.
Maki: Ok darling, but not too long otherwise you won't be able to go to sleep later on in the night.
It was fun. Colorguard, along with Art as usual is the highlight of my days. Talking about random stuff that doesn't make sense. Stuff about phones shaped like Bananas, balls getting stuck (my new gauge earring, you dirty hentai!), Foods of the Oscar Meyer persuasion and such...
Well, I'll update more later, the compie needs to be used by someone of a higher authority.
Ja ne!

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Tuesday, January 3, 2006

WARNING! Cursing status set higher than standard




What Forest Creature Are You?


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First day back- Refreshing in a sense.

I think I did gain weight from all that freaking food I fucking ate. Damn leftovers...
I was reunited with some good friends of mine that I missed, and some people that I absolutely dispise. Ugh. Fucking kids. Sometimes I wish they would just leafve me the hell alone and get a fucking clue. But really, I'm not the type of person to tell someone to go away unless they really did something that grinds my fucking gears. These kids were just annoying, and sadly, there's not much I can do about that.
I was cheered up later on in the day as I listened to some funny shit on the Mp3 of Seth. Gir is chill.
Awesome music. Sometimes I wish I had LimeWire or Morpheus. I suppose I'll just search for the stuff later, ne? I also need to put some music on this site. The layout is kick ass, of course, thanks to Zappa, but I need some music. Need to find some. I need suggestions

As I said before, I feel like a fat-ass. I'm off to go jog a little with some companions. I'm looking to get back to playing DDR every weekend as well.


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I have to get up early tomorrow. Why am I here, typing this entry away, at freaking 12:56 AM ?!
I don't know. I'm currently roleplaying on Gaia, it's pretty cool if you're into forums and RolePlaying
www.gaiaonline.com
Check it out. Here's my character, you can make your own and buy new stuff for it. It's cool if your bored.



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Monday, January 2, 2006

   It seems I have been spending more time in Colton's house more often these days. I like his house. At the moment, I'm sitting typing, stealing his crackers and listening to Green Day. Yum...
My back is itchy.
His bro came in, and stole my chair...FUCK!!
OH SHIT MY CHAIR!!!!!
Haha, now we're listening to FF shit on LimeWire. Kick ass. Colton's bro has food. He asked if I smoked. I think he wants me to get high or something, unfortunatly for him, I don't do that stuff. Hahhaha. *squeaky clean*
That's it, and this post is useless...
Here's something funny:

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Sunday, January 1, 2006

The Kifu boy!
http://photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Family/Babyboy2.jpg
Try that, I've been trying to get it to post right, It might be big, but...eh...
He's a cutie, ne?
Look below to see a semi-explanation of this d00d

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First Post of the New year
I'm an not wasted, I do not have a hangover, nor have any new STD's....Hahaha!! Sorry for those of you who partied too much and had to deal with that crap.
Just kidding, I'm just being stupid.
I did play with lots of fireworks and rockets. I came home smelling of Sulfur and hands with little splots of ash all over them. Mmmm...So good. One of the smells that I just adore. The whole block was smokey, and afterwards, a huge fog bombarded us with moisture...it felt good.
At the first house, I mingled with the family and played with the little ones. I plopped my Kifu hat on one of my baby cousins. He looked like a little CHIBI!!!! So kawaii! I showed he parents and they kinda squealed. I swear, he's going to be the favorite of the entire family. Heheh.
He should be in the post above this one, I tried to put it here earlier, and it wouldn't work.
As expected, a few friends and I grew really hyper, listening to some moosiq, banging our heads, raving with out sticks, but with pens and stomping. Well, I was the only one who can stomp, so I stomped. Heh. I have the CD that was played, it's very much oldschool, but awesome nonetheless. After some of that, the elders decided that was enough youngster music for the time being, and put some cool hispanic music on. One of my friends who understands spanish, picked up on the lyrics of the song, as did I. So we danced and yelled the words at our descretion. "TENGO LA CAMISA NEGRA!"
My friend, then looked at his own Camisa, and yells "TENGO LA CAMISA GRIS!!"
He looks at mine (it's black), "TIENES LA CAMISA NEGRA!!"
He looks at my significant other, "TIENES LA CAMISA CAFE!!"
After that, we both just started yelling out random colors in the lyrics as we drove to the next party destination.
At the next destination, we decided to light all of our fire gear. I'm going to try to post one of the cool ones here. That was when the huge fog came.
Everyone wound up getting home around 3 am or so. We made a side trip back to the house to burn the old memories/regrets that we want to get rid of. A good tradition of mine.

We write down all of the bad memories/ regrets on a piece of paper. It can be a regular piece or one that symbolizes something. Write it in a paragraph, picture, random scribbles, or just words, emotions. I like to do a mix. Write all that you wan tto forget: People, places, events, whatever. Throw it in a fire. Any fire, and it's gone forever. That's how we start of the new year, without all that shit in our heads. It's gone.
So happy new year guys, I'm sure we are gonna have a good one. I've made new friends, and I'm going to keep them.
New Year's Resolutions: BAH HUMBUG! I'm just going to keep things in mind for the year and follow my instinct.
I'll post those pics later, I have to go to work. Check back later on today! I'm going to find a way to post the video recordings of some of the fireworks that we blew.
Here's my SO, in all of his fantastic dragon-like Fury:

Icon:


*Maki comes back later around 8:00*
heheh, I'm babysitting. I was surprised to see that the youngest one was AFRAID of me...Usually, when I babysit, kids are only shy and then they warm up to me later to the point that they will call out to me if they want to do something. This one screamed if I took ONE step towards her, and whimpered when I said Hi and smiled. I didn't do a thing to her. I sat down in front of her, to my eyes were at her level, and she ran into the closet.
Later on, she was ok when I pushed her swing to make her go higher. She still hangs around my sister more than she does to me. This is wierd...Never happened before.
We were watching TV and this funny show comes on: SUPER ROBOT MONKEY TEAM HYPER FORCE GO!
Usually I'm not all hyper like "Monkeys OHEMGEE! THEY ARE SO RANDOM LIKE WHOAZERS!!" I actually despise that...
Well, anyway, I just thought it was a funny show, and just, Super Robot Monkey Team Hyper Force GO!......
After that show, Power Rangers came on. Let's see, I haven't seen any of that stuff since I was about 5 or 6. This is not just POWER RANGERS,
This is Power Rangers SPD.
This is the like, the hundreth version that crazy Ninja wannabe fighting group, but the characters are still kind of the same:
They move thier limbs funny while in their uniforms or talking
THere's still the 1st hottest girl as the Pink ranger
the second hottest is the Yellow Ranger
One black ranger
One asian ranger
One white guy who is basically the love interest of the Pink ranger.
Unneccessary sharp movements in battle
The enemies still talk funny and they are badly made...
Haha, there is also a girl character named Kat. She's half cat, half girl...

Ani-chan didn't want me to come babysit. Joey, Jess, and Sha'atan had to stay with her at home...crap, she's getting angsty...I hope she'll get used to this, I can't stay home with her all the time and I can't take her everywhere with me.
I'm off to put the little ones to bed. I'll finally have some money after this.

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Saturday, December 31, 2005

Well, We had carpet people come to the house, the internet was disconnected temporarily...
It's sad that I was getting anxious to update. I shouldn't be that dependable on MyO...or should I? I think it's just because it's one of my links to my friends. I like to hear from them while we're away from each other.
While it was out, guess what I did...I WROTE STUFF!! The beginning of a story. I might post it when I'm done. It's not about any character from any show that anybody really watches. It's actually about my Ani-chan. Animula thought it would be cool for me to include her, and I wanted to write something about my guardians too. They never get to really star in anything.
Anyway, the story is coming along great, I think I might use my hidden friends in many more to come.
On a side note, I'm getting some income tomorrow. After I pay a few minor debts, I might be able to go shopping. I need to get some more fishnet for my rave outfit. I think some people are getting tired of seeing just red fishnet, I know they sell blue and green at Hot Topic...
As soon as I get more money, I would also like to buy some more bondage pants....AID ME IN MY QUEST!!
....I don't know who I'm shouting to...
Ani-chan and my guardians can't physically help me get any cash.

That party thing I went to last night, was kinda boring...So i drew something with a pen. Keep in mind that it was WITH A PEN, so I didn't have much of an option to fix some things:



Don't forget your New Years Resolutions and stuff. And burn all of your bad memories in a fire...
See you all next year!
Today's Icon:


IT'S PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!!!
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Friday, December 30, 2005

Wow, that's surprising...

You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame,
they burn with light and power and rebirth.
Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an
amazingly strong person. You survive, even
flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm
believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill
you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear
failure. You know that any mistake you make
will teach you more about yourself and allow
you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater
being. Because of this, you rarely make the
same mistake twice, and are not among the most
forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and
wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion,
and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you
were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or
maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality
and know that life is tough and the world is
cruel, and it takes strength and independence
to survive it. And independence is your
strongest point - you may care for others, and
even depend on them...but when it comes right
down to it, the only one you need is yourself.
Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on
a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your
wings to guide you.You are eternal and because
you have a strong sense of who and what you
are, no one can control your heart or mind, or
even really influence your thinking. A symbol
of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very
spiritual person with a serious mind - never
acting immature and harboring a superior
disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's
stupidity and tendency to want others to solve
their problems for them frustrates you
endlessly. Though you can be stubborn,
outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.

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