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Saturday, April 2, 2005
I hope this works
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Friday, April 1, 2005
 Yey update
Well, I just talked to my brother. About gays and bi's.
I asked him all his opinions and stuff. Seems good so far. Support under all circumstances it seems...I'm workin on it though. I have no idea what's going to happen though. Or how i'm going to do it. I guess i'll know when the true time comes.
Well, today was the first day in a long time that i didn't fall asleep at all during class. Seriously. I didn't. And i made major progress in Art class with my picture and stuff. Yey.
Yesterday, a B day, i went to Biology and fell asleep about 20 minutes into class time, and woke up with the bell. Mrs. Benavides was worried about me and actually suggested that i was depressed.
"One of the signs of depression is sleeping, always tired. Is everything allright at home?"
Truth be told, nothing is ever ALL RIGHT at one time at home. There is always something there. Most of the time it's nothing major, but from this past spring break, i say it's still lingering on me. I don't know, about a month ago is when i started falling asleep. It wouldn't be too much at firts, but it just keeps building up. I've been getting plenty of sleep at might. Well, yeah i go to sleep around 10 or 11, then wake up aroud 6, or 7, depending on my sister and her morning plans. Last year, when i was at AAHS, i would go to sleep around two or three, and wake up around 5 45 or 6. Yeah, i would be watching Adult Swim and was addicted to Cowboy Bebop, ATHF, Family guy, Witch Hunter Robin, All that stuff.
I don't know what's happening now...I'm more comfortable around Crystal-koi too. I'm starting to not care about what other people think about me and her. Something inside still tugs at my gut, but i'm learnign ot ignore it. Although i should listen to it...I know something will happen because of the fact that i DO ignore it and stuff. I'll get jumped or something. But she's my -koi.
And you...you know who you are...I have to be careful talking about YOU here now. I'll explain when you ask, but until then, you're just gonna have to wait. We're already waiting anyway. Always and Forever. Just you remember that.
The major thing is that "loss of sleep" thing. I have no idea what that's about. Mom says i should go get a physical. But i don't see how that is going to help me. Oh well.
I took a couple more pictures today. I took one of Seth-chan while she was making a funny face at lunch. I forgot what she was doing ot make that face.
....I usually use two internet windows to get the photos from my photobucket onto my journal, but the other one just closed down and i'm too lazy to get it back up. So i'll post them tomorrow.
I love you guys
zutto ai shite ru
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Thursday, March 31, 2005
Some pictures...a poem
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Friends/MattandAlex.jpg
This is Matt and Alex. Matt is gay and we're all trying to convert Alex and get these two two together. Matt is the one on top.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Friends/George1.jpg
This is my friend George from Spanish Class. He's one of the most hyper people in the world. Just look at the next picture and see how scary he can also be. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Friends/George4.jpg
...Wow
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Friends/MattAlexandSeth2.jpg
Ok...This is Matt, Alex and Seth. I also took a video pic of Yugi jumping all over them, but i couldn't post it
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Me/Debutdress4.jpg
This is the back of my dress. Mom took this pic to see the veil. I'm not sure if you can see it, but she tried.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Me/Debutdress2.jpg
Me and my loser self taking a picture of myself. I've gotten so good at it, but not really. Haha. Well, yeah, this almost the full dress. You can see the black overlay on it. I also have those cool sleeves.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Me/Debutdress.jpg
This is me from an angle. You can see the basic front of the dress. The lady is putting on the veil. The stupid black strip across my chest had a bunch of needles in it because she hadn't sewn it yet. I couldn't even lift my arm up without being stabbed
My picture of the sun
My world revolves around you
I can't help but to not notice you everyday
And ever since the day i layed my eyes on you
You're all i think about
All four of you
See the same things that i see
As ever lasting as my love can be
I know that you'd never forget me too
Every day i see your face
Wondering how you've been
All my worry lines disappear
As you walk right up to me and
I see no scars, no cuts, no bruises
That's all i needed to know
Is that you're safe, for one more day
Once more day keep telling yourself
have patience my love and we'll come through
Just sit tight, just keep holding on
Talk with me, be sure to tell me
All i need is to know that you
See no scars, no cuts, no bruises
All i need to know is that you're safe for one more day
My love keep telling me you're safe
For one more day
Other than that i had a pretty cool day. I didn't fall asleep in English today. BUT, i did just sit there and stare at a test that was handed to me. I haven't been able to find my Literature book, so i couldn't do much of the homework she's given me. So, all ofhte facts i've learned are mostly gone.
...ok i have to go to bed...i'll post more in the morning or after school tomorrow. Ja ne!
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
 *runs in circles and slams into a tree*
Eh
Music: Super Mario Theme Song
PurpleThunder07: *hack* cough*dying*dying*dead*died*dust*
catgnatnat: NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
PurpleThunder07: eh
PurpleThunder07: brb
catgnatnat: k
PurpleThunder07: back
catgnatnat: damn...erm...YAY
PurpleThunder07: eh..*cough*?
catgnatnat: argh?
catgnatnat: stop?
catgnatnat: why question?
PurpleThunder07: i'm not sure?
catgnatnat: neither am i? thats why im asking you?
PurpleThunder07: HAHAHA sorry this cracks me up
catgnatnat: whatever
catgnatnat: ?
catgnatnat: lol
Hehehehe I feel strange...i'm wearing a leotard with jeans. The leotard is from my Colorguard Competition. We had to dress like oldschool Mario Brothers, That was our theme. *wo0t* So....*looks around and blows the dust off of her LJ* Erm. I missed you all? I've been kinda keeping up with everybody, saying to myself that i would update fter i read all of your journals...but when it comes time to push the that magical "update" button, i never bring myself to the task. But I'm doing it today So there. I had a colorguard Competition today, we placed 6th in the Novice Division. It was totally screwed up though. Last time, we tied for 4th and i messed up on a whole 48 counts. I never smiled, and Some other kids in our team messed up too. Today, i thought we did awesome. I thought we would place 3rd or higher. I did a lot better and even did well with the changes we had. I was able to do our little section with just me, my sister, and two other girls, all alone on the floor. It was so weird that we got 6th. I guess the judges were different or there were some changes in the other guards that made it look better for them. We were also the 2nd to perform, and that knocks us down quick because the judges can forget about us, or quickly get another gurad to overrule us. Oh well, Better luck next time i guess. I did feel sorry for Emerald when she did that massive trip on her way to the little castle thing:-(
Other than that, things have been going pretty good. I haven't been able to find my phone, and i have Crystal's number in there. I need to call her quick though. I really need to talk to her. Maybe Seth has it or somebody else. I gotta find it anyway. So As many people as you can, call my cell phone to help me find it. Then leave messages for when i do find it and make me laugh. The one who makes me laugh the most gets... umm...lemme see...you will get, the first one that gets to see me when i go visit Colorado? If you are here in Texas, you get a piece of candy. Yeah, i'm having a bit of trouble with her and i need to get in contact with her ASAP.
umm...What else....I went ot Diversions with Elyssa last night. That was fun. She's so cool. I'm invited to go to Diversions again on Monday. I hope i can go. She said she would try to bring one of her eveil midget frinds along. That's always a promise for fun. I just wanted to say also: HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MOM AND DAD!!! i got them two Purple Roses for their anniversary and sent them out on a date. They didn't get to go to a movie though, just dinner. I told dad that he should to the "Stretch, yawn, put arm around her shoulder casually" trick. But he wasn't able to so i was sad, but not really. Anyway, i'm glad i got them something as a gift. It only cost 2 dollars and it was their money they had given us in case we didn't have enough food. Hahaha. Well, I think it's time i hit the old dusty trail....*walks through the line of people, runs into thing of glass* RING!!!!!
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Tuesday, March 1, 2005
Numa Numa Dance
Stolen from Seth:
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/206373
The Cheeky Song
http://albinoblacksheep.com/video/cheekysong.php
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Sunday, February 27, 2005
 eh...Weekend!
From Sarah:
"Self Injury Awareness Day" - March 1st 1st March is Self Injury Awareness Day. SIAD is a global awareness day, and yet it is not supported by any nations' governments, because it is a grass-roots idea. Somehow, in the mists of time, the date was set as the 1st of March, and organisations around the world make extra efforts to raise awareness ready for SIAD.
The colour for some reason is orange. Some people wear an orange ribbon, but in the past SIAD bracelets have been worn:
- Orange beads if you self harm;
- Orange and white if you used to;
- White if you have never self harmed but understand.
If you agree that people should be made aware of this issue and this day, re-post this in your journal. I will be wearing Orange and White beads!
BillyHatesMusic: and igot a new amp
PurpleThunder07: Awesome
PurpleThunder07: you told me about the amp already
BillyHatesMusic: and a new bass and guitar strap that's pink
BillyHatesMusic: oh
PurpleThunder07: Sexiness
BillyHatesMusic: yeah
PurpleThunder07: How short is your hair?
BillyHatesMusic: really short
BillyHatesMusic: like five inches shorter
BillyHatesMusic: and pink and spiky at the moment
PurpleThunder07: oh buddy, do you look like a prep?
PurpleThunder07: oh, if it's pink, then you shouldn't look like a prep
BillyHatesMusic: no
PurpleThunder07: haha
PurpleThunder07: cool
BillyHatesMusic: and i'm nt gonna put anything in it to fix it anymore
PurpleThunder07: I wanted to put blue streaks in mine but mom and school won't let me... BillyHatesMusic: i'm doing that monday and tomorrow
My cousin is getting his hair dyed and stuff. I can't wait until he comes to my Sweet Sixteen so i can see it. Anyway, today is Saturday. I got home about 4 hours ago. I woke up at 6 to get ready for another Colorguard competition. It was way cool. Last weekend, we landed in 7th place because our time penalty. We only had a minute and a half of work and drill. Today, we have about 3 minutes, and that's the required minimum. When scoring and placement time came, We Warren (that's us) tied for fourth with McKinnley. We would have done better, if i hadn't forgotten most of the new counts that i had learned in two days. I needed to practice that more. It's ok, i'll work on it these next couple weeks and be ready for March 18, our next competition. I'll know it just as well as i know the first 68 counts. Then we'll be the top scorers in the novice division. Yey...
I got home and walked with my doggies around the block and to the park. Dad and Sami came with us too. I noticed that i look around a lot at night. I must have looked back behind me a hundred times. Dad noticed i think and asked if anything was wrong. It's not that i'm paranoid, it's just that my dreams have got me a bit wierded out. The one's i've been having lately. They scare me, but seem to have another effect on me. Somewhere. Maybe i need help...
On friday Master was still holding my hand around places. I had to leave Seth in Dance class because my butt was falling asleep. She was laying on my legs while i sat against the wall. Her bookbag was propped on the side of my thigh while we were watching this really boring movie that had a lot of tap dancing. Master was with us and we all decided to go take a walk. Master, Trinity, Danielle, Britney, and I went down the hall to watch Jessica (AKA Trinity) do some of her Jazz dancing. Seth found us about 20 minutes later and we walked down to the B building to wait for Yugi. Master then walked me to Biology and gave me a hug before i walked in. A little bit before That class was done, i turned in mine and my friend's worksheet at the front. As i turned around, i looked at this kid who was looking at me wierd because i had spikes under my eyes. I looked at him back and tripped over the trash can...
Yes, i tripped over the trash can. uh... Ahem...yeah. I didn't fall, but i stumbled a bit. This guy named Adrian was making a big deal out of it and only one person who actually knew my name asked if i was all right. I laughed and nodded, then picked up the 5 pieces of paper on the ground, and returned to my seat.
Friday after school i went to the Ushi-con meeting at Ingram Park Mall. It was awesome. Seth, Eric, and Joe were there. I met a bunch of cool people that are going to A-kon in June. I hope i see them again. I had so much fun and it was also intellectually enlarging. I got many compliments from Joe that day. In the morning, he said my drawing of myself was awesome, then he kept yelling out how amazing i was at DDR...But i was only playing Tsugaru on Standard at that time. Haha i did play other songs, but he thought i was awesome at that one particular song because it has those cool galloping moves.
So that was my weekend in a Nutshell. 'Twas the best one this school year. I get to go to my job training at noon tomorrow and start getting paid too. My first paycheck will come on Friday. That will help pay off the bill for the cell phone. I also have to save some for Seth, i think she said i can room with her in June. I hope so! Thursday, i'm going to pick up Master and take him and my dad to look for Tuxedos...woot.
I love you guys! I'm lonely, so more of you need to IM me, and i miss you all. By the way, those \/ links \/ down there work, just copy paste them onto the address bar if you want to see them, then press back to get the the page you were on before. Oh yeah, more info on Master: Jasmine asked if we were going out and he said "Maybe". Then he kept telling me that i look pretty in the picture of me him and Seth. That pic is down there somewhere. He wouldn't give me back my camera for a while and kept wanting to look at it. He would grab my hand and stuff whenever we're walking. I don't mind, it's kind of nice....oh god i'm confused again...
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/dbec6255.jpg
Joe:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Friends/IMAG0121.jpg
Master, Me, and Seth-chan:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Friends/IMAG0095.jpg
Master:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Friends/IMAG0092.jpg
Eric, carrying Jayden. I met Jayden at Ushi-con meet http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Friends/IMAG0118.jpg
Yugi, and her chocolate doh-nut *snicker*:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v716/PerpetualWolfSage/Friends/IMAG0087.jpg
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
 Weird dreams and Olives
Heh, I just added this really funny song onto my Journal now. It's called Fooling Mode, really cool. After a while it will get annoying however, so i plan to change it in about a week.
Lately i've been have some wicked wierd dreams. Last night, i dreamed that i was really sick. My mom had died of the same disease i had ( i have some sort of disease or sickness that makes me sweat a lot and feel really sick in my stomach, i'm about to faint). SO it was me and my sister, my dad, and my brother, we were all standing in one room, all looking at me while i lay on a bed. My dad leaves to get info or medicine (one of those, i can't be sure). I looked around with my eyes half open. Everywhere, every inch of the wall is covered with the same poster, duplicated hundreds of times. I saw on the posters, about 11 x 14 inches big, the same big, round, black eyes of the Grudge Girl. Every poster had the same big eyes, except one. In tha tone poster, the frame was lowered a bit, to expose the fleshy part of her cheek, only to show that it was cut up, and partially sewn back together. Pus was dripping out of it as the extra skin hung down near the top of her lip.
A few seconds later, after a skipped heartbeat and gasping for breath, i passed out. I awoke (still dreaming) about an hour later in my dad's little shite car that he owned while we were in Portugal. ( i don't know exactly where we were in this dream. I want to say i was still in Colorado, because my brother was there, but i saw The Grudge while i was here in Texas) I was in the backseat, with my sister sitting next to me, dad was driving, and Simon (my bro) was in the passenger's seat. I knew the girl was coming for me. We were going down this winding road. Like the ones that coil around the mountains. I remember that there was a big truck behind us. I knew that it was evil in some sort of way. It's evil was on the way to kill me and had some sort of connection with the girl. We ended up somehow in a parking space in front of a shop. It looked like a candy shop, but my dad said he was going inside to get medicine for me.
"No, dad don't leave me. She's going to get me. Dad don't leave me alone here!" I could see out the window at my feet, the girl, walking slowly towards the car. Screaming, i tried to climb to the front and honk the horn for dad, but i was too weak to get up. (it just dawned on me, as i type this, that it never occured to me in my dream that i could've locked the windows) She looked straight at me, eye to eye as i cried for relief from my pain, and from fear. "DAD!" I screamed When her hand was placed on the window, her fingers, black as coal. The glass began to glitch, my body shook violently for two seconds before i passed out again.
(ok guys, now i'm really awake, in real life)
I woke up from my sleep at about 3 30 in the morning. Sweaty and burning up, i looked around my dark room. The only light was coming from the crack of my closet, which reminded me of the scene where the Girl grabbed the lady's cell phone in the big stair case thing. I could hear my dog scratching at my bedroom door. As much as i wanted to let her in and comfort me, i was afraid of putting my feet down on the floor, next to my bed, where darkness lurks underneath in silence.
Mind over matter, i thought to myself, as i jumped quickly to the other side of the room to let Casey in. She bounced right in, happy as ever, and immediately scrambled up onto my bed. I climbed in after her, and let her lay down next to me on my pillows.
Two hours later, i woke up to let her out of the room. Thirty minutes after that, Mom came in to announce that Casey had pooped on the living room floor and i was to go pick it up and clean the carpet.
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Tuesday
Not much happened, I woke up, got ready for the bus as usual. I think that was the day that Sami and i missed it though. Good thing mom was still home. We would have missed Taks Testing. It was the written portion of the test. It was easy. I finished early and took the rest of the time to sleep and eat. I saved some of my lunch for afterschool and snuck my MP3 into my ears so i can listen to music while i sleep. We weren't supposed to have those, but the headphones were small and my hair is long and somewhat thick. So i got away with that easily. After everyone was done and we were all allowed to talk and whatnot, I joined Nick Ramos and five other people in a friendly card game of B.S. Soon into the game however, we could all figure out who didn't have which cards. One boy wound up having about 3/4 of the deck. That was amusing. A little while later, i had the strangest craving for olives.
I finally found my digital camera. I'm working on making a photo bucket so i can post pics of me and my friends for everybody. ^.^
If anybody from Colorado wants to come to my Debut in April, that would be awesome. It's going to be on April 16th. Just let me know, comment on this one, or ask Kenny, Gnat, Spinney, Aaron Novy or some random people for my Texas number. As long as you know they hung out with me. It's going to be awesome. I already asked Master to be my escort.
It was really wierd to be around him today. Master never usually holds my hand or hugs me as much as he did today. He usually only hugs me when we greet or seperate. But this morning, everywhere we went, he was holding my hand, and whenever the fingers would get loose, he would tighten them again. Strange, don't you think? Seth, i need your help on this one.
When he walked me upstairs, (holding hands still) i was nervous because i knew that Duo would probably see us. I didn't know what he would say.
Guess you shows up a few feet in front of us on the stairs? Ys, it's Duo.
"Hey Cracker, i didn't know you got a girl"
"I don't," Master replied with a smile.
Master's other name is Cracker. He's just my master though.
Anyway, i'm really confused on this. Is he just doing that because of the S/M thing, or something else? It seems like more, but i'm not sure. I have to know for sure though.
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
Oh wow. Sorry i haven't updated. I've been very busy.
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Current mood: Yey
My friend Erika had a birthday party yesterday. I didnt' get to stay for long but i met some awesome new people. Alberto, That Tony dude from Halloween. I also met this chick named Ashley. She was really cool too. We're into a lot of things the same way and have a lot in common. It's all awesome. I got her Aim thingie. MADE A NEW FRIEND!!! *is happy* I was about to sleep over, but dad changed his mind because we had stuff to do in the morning. I was supposed to go help with the Taco Breakfast. But since i already got confirmed and went to saturday mass, I decided to stay home and clean.
I wound up getting up at 10 this morning and cleaning. I started with the Dishes and spiffying up the kitchen for my mom. I felt very accomplished after i finished. After that, i went to feed the doggies and take them for a walk so their muddy paws wouldn't stain the carpet. I took them out through the back gate and forgot to get the keys to the front door so i can get into the house. If i took them back through the back yard, their paws would get muddy again. After we walked down toe the end of the street into the cluster, we turned around and ran back up the hill, all three of us. As soon as we got up to the front patio, i tied their leashes to the little post and ran around back to enter the house. I wiped off my bare feet on the towel for the doggies (yes i go outside barefoot all the time and run in the mud. I like to step on the pebbles on the road too. Seriously). I then ran to the front door where my little friends were waiting. I let them in and they started wrestling with eachother. They are so cute!
So i finally got all the boxes cleared from the Game room and now all my stuff is in MY room. I found my porcelain dolls and my cool Gargoyle guardian dude.
I guess that's it. Sorry for the short post.
AISHETE RU!!!
~Maki
PS. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! Somebody kiss me tomorrow or i'll feel like a loser!
K yeah, that was from a long time ago and i thought you all should read it if you want to.
Well, i'm all ready and dressed for the dance that is coming up in about an hour and a half. Bobby is going to pick me up. It's going to be cool i hope. Not at all like Homecoming. Homecoming sucked over here. I left an hour into the dance. Next year, i'm throwing and anti homecoming party and an anti Prom party. Anybody can come if they want.
I fell asleep in Art Class again. We were watching a movie on Degas, and the speaker had a very monotonous, dullsome voice. But my friends Chris and Liz were cool and didn't wake me up until it was over. They then gave me the answers to the little worksheet we had to do. Then the sweetheart Chris turned mine in for me while i sat there and rubbed my eyes. I dreamed that i was in Mr. Murphy's room , playing a classical guitar and Mr. Murphy kept slapping me on my left cheek ( the cheek on the face you dolt!) because i was playing it wrong. I don't even know how i was playing it. When i woke up, i know i was laying on my left cheek, and it was really red when i lifted my head.
Yeah, i finally got into the guitar class today. I went to Murph's room, with Liz and we both got info. I told him what happened and he let me in. The only thing is, i need to get a classical guitar before August. That shouldn't be too hard, since i have a job now.
When i was in Mr. Murphy's office, i looked around. There were two pictures of an African American family on the wall. Three members of the family looked totally familiar.
Me: Murph, Can i look at those pictures closer?
Murphy: Yeah sure go ahead
I walked around his desk and looked at the photos. There was a man and his wife, another lady that could have been a family friend, a teenage girl, and two boys. The skinny teenage girl's face had a bright, big smile, her eyes were set deep and her hair was short with a little outside flip on the end. One of the boys was chubbier. I recognized him as well. I felt as if i had seen him before. One of the women there had almost the same look as the teenage girl, except her hair was way short, shaped as her head. Suddenly, I remembered. The lady was an ESL teacher from Eagleview Middle School. For those of you who might have known somebody from there, or know who she is. I don't remember her name. The girl's name was Krista or Kristie Murphy. She was a Cheerleader from AAHS. I remember she talked about one of her adopted brothers at one of the Assemblies last year. the other boy i've seen walking around Eagleview in 8th grade
Me: Murph, Where is this family right now?
Mr. Murphy looks at the picture and back at his paperwork, trying to find a spot available for me.
Murph: Oh, they're in Colorado.
Me: Who is that?
I pointed to the skinny teenaged girl
Murph: That's my sister.
I had to think about this for a second.
Me: Does she go go Air Academy High School?
Murph: Yes, how did you know?
Me: Because that's where i used to go to school at. And she talked about you in one of our assemblies. OH MY GOSH!! You're the Adopted brother!!
We were both suprised by this. And i don't know if any of you know who this girl is, or talk to her. But if you do. Tell her that Michael Murphy says hi
February 20
*Ahem* I haven't been home for 13 hours....I woke up to fill out some paperwork. I really got my signature down my the end of the day. There was a lot to sign at the Six Flags Orientation. Now all i have to do is go to training on how to push buttons on the cash register *rolls eyes*
Yeah , i might be working at the register. Which is cool i guess. I start getting paid next Sunday.
Other than that, i went to a debut yesterday and i raved a bit shen two techno beats came on. I did that sexy cool move Seth taught me last night at that Valentine's day Dance. Except it wasn't on Valentine's Day. It was on this past Friday. Which made no sense whatsoever. Anyway. I wished i never took a date. He was fun and all. But he followed me everywhere, even stood a bit behind me when i was dancing with my Master. And Crystal too. That was fun, but she always wanted to "do stuff". I wanted to dance with her and stuff. But i don't like the kind of dancing that she wanted to do, and Bobby was still around me and stuff....I like her a lot. It's just really hard becuase she's a lot more open than i am. And I like a lot of guys too. But it's hard to do that when she's huggin me all over the place outside in teh back courtyard at school.
Yeah, me and Chris are going to Cosplay at A-kon. But i'mnot sure if i'll be able to go with Seth and her mom. I'm not going with Jonathon because he's going to bedriving part of the way there. I hope i get to go though. I know i'll definately have the money
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Friday, February 11, 2005
 I have no bum
Eh.. Just finished creating a Powerpoint project for English. I will write about the fantastic adventures of my sister and i trading classes for one peroid after school on Friday. It's 12 39 over here and i'm pooped. But i promise i will update. I better get an A on this presentation at school tomorrow. I worked my ass off for it. Look see!! It's running away over there! *points in THAT direction* Oi, i have no bum...
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Friday, February 4, 2005
I feel so accomplished today.
Here is a quick post:
As we were outside, Yugi said something about the dance, and handed me a note thingie. It was from Chris. I took it to my Spanish class since i was running late already. I actually had the nerve to talk to him this morning, but I really needed to get to class. I was so ready to start talking about A-kon and stuff. The stupid bus did not want to show up early like before. Well, I read the letter and felt so...BLAH!! It was a good kind of BLAH though. I started writing him back. I guess that since we do not see eachother much during the school day, our way of communicating will be through these notes/letters. I wish he would call me though. That would be nice. I gave him my number in the first letter I had given to him. Oh well, whenever he is ready i suppose. He said he wants to get to know the real person. I do too, but it is hard when he is always surrounded by friends who are talking to him. It is ok though. At least i do get to speak with him and stuff. Our class schedules are not helpful either.
The main issue of today, was that i talked to him briefly after school and gave him the reply note after SETH was late at giving it to him. Haha, yes Seth, you were late. But we still love you because you came on cue when we mentioned you. *smiles*
I was really bummed when i missed him at lunch though. *shakes fist* Darn you Mrs. Lang, Darn you. I had to go take my stuff to her room to help with the Art club. (note to self: buy hot glue gun to finish the project)
Seth said that my face was all red at lunch. It seems that i blush when i read yaoi or talk about Chris. ^.^ Remember when i was reading Rainbow Boys?
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