Saturday, March 4, 2006

Taken from Kawaii Seth's Journal
There's certain ways that people when they bite it and they show it on
the new... you laugh. Like who gets killed by bees?!
Anytime they come on the news like, "A man in Austin was killed by bees."
I just fucking laugh. How do you get killed by bees?!
If you're walking through the woods, right, and you come near a bush
and you hear *BZZZZZZZZZZZ* just, you know,
Run away from that bush. Whos going near that bush going,
"HEY IS THAT BEES?" hold on one second, "OH JEEZE! AHHH!"
Dude Fuck that! I would punch every bee in the face!
Bees aren't taking me out, I'd be like, "FUCK YOU BEE!"
*PUNCH*
"YEAH FUCK YOU BEE! ALRIGHT BEE COME ON! YEAH!"
*BZZZZZZZ* *PUNCH*
"Where's the next bee at?!" It's a fucking bee!
I could undestand if it was like killer horses, Thats scary shit!
Flying through the air kicking you in the face
*NEHHHHHH*
*KICK*
*NEHHHHHH*
THATS SCARY! FUCK BEES! ......FUCK BEES!

Know one wants to drown. drowning would be the worst, cause everyone
knows that feeling. That feeling that you get, Oh its the worst.
When you think you're drowning. like during the summer,
You're like at a pool party or something.
"I'm gonna go into the deep end. Watch my dive. Watch my dive.
"Right, then you dive in.
*SPLASH*
And the second you get to the bottom your like,
"GET ME OUTTA HEEEERE!! WHERES THE SURFACE?!!"
And you always some up under the kid on the raft.
"Jesus Christ Timmy! Do not float above me when
I'm Dying in the Abyss! Your son almost killed me with his,
Uhhhh, Daffy Duck raft over here John. Your son tried to murder me
in your pool. Float away for me. Float away."

Fire. Has anyone here ever been fully engulfed in fire?
Its gotta be soo hot. That is way to fucking hot.
Its the worst feeling when you burn yourself too.
You know, sometimes you're making sure soup or some oodlesof noodles
or something; Or you're cooking up some crack. And you know,
You touch the side of the pot. Just that little
*TSSSS*
"WOAH!!" That, Fucking kills!! That little thing, you can't take a shower
for like three weeks. You gotta like hold your hand out cause the steam
makes you angry. You try to bring your hand in,
"OOOOOO! I HATE STEAM! WHOEVER INVENTED STEAM SUCKS!"

You know what would be the worst?? This would be the ultimate worst
right here. What if you dove into the pool, and while you were
at the bottom of the pool freaking out, somebody poured oil on the
surface and lit it on fire! Yeah then you're like,
"AHHHHHH!"
You gotta just keep swimming around, feeling for a spotwhere theres
no fucking fire. Then, What if you found a circle where there was no fire,
but the second you came up a big dude just punched you in the face
"Get back in the fiery water!
You don't come out of the fiery water, cover up that hole with some fire now!
Get back in the fiery water!"


When I was a little kid I thought I wanted to be a fireman.
I think a lot of guys- Did you wanna be a fireman when
you were a little kid? People ask you..What do you want to be?
I wanna be a FIREMAN! I didn't really wanna be a fireman.
I thought I did. I just really wanted to spray shit with a hose.
That's what I really wanted to do. I wanted to be like a spray-man.
No I was fucking good. I'm not laughing. I was really good with the hose.
I could make it look like if make it feel like it was raining.
If you closed your eyes, you would think it was raining.
That's how good I was. You'd be like Oh my god it is really raining.
It's very cold rain. That's how good I was and I'm not laughing.
You're laughing, i'm not laughing. I could not be a fire-
If I go to a house and it was fully on fire. Fuck that! I quit.
I would just stand outside and watch it burn with everybody else.
And the woman next to me be like... Please my son,
he's screaming in there. I'd be like Well he's probably on fire!
That's what happens when you're on fire lady...
What are you doing out here? You fucking think for yourselfer.
Why didn't you make a map for him or something?

A policeman. I don't know how they do that job man.
What about those cops in New York. I just saw this on CNN a few days ago.
In New York, these cops freaked out, they shot this guy like 15 times
because they said they thought he had a grenade.
He was eating a pear! How do you fuck that up?!
Unless he was eating it like OOOOO (takes bite, throws pear)
THAT'S A DELICIOUS PEAR!
(All by Dane Cook.)

When I commented, I posted:

I didn't think it was you who typed it. Although you are the type of person to do post that kind of stuff from your own head, there was something about it I couldn't put my finger on. I don't know I'm crazy. But I definately don't want to die by any of those means. I wish I could die in some sort of battle. If I get too old, like Nittle Grasper in your profile, I'd commit Hara Kiri ^.^

I had nothing to post, so I just thought I'd post this. It was Hella-funny.
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Friday, March 3, 2006

   Ok, the story, kind of...I just need your help PLEASE READ

This is an important post, asking for help, by permission of my parents

I'm asking all "forbidden" friends to help me whenever they see me. If Alexandro Ramos is near me, all I ask is that you let me know and assist me in getting away from him at all costs. I ask that you don't confront him, unless he attempts to confront me. THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT

To be quite honest, bold, and just to get this out: Alex has attempted to commit suicide last night, since I got home. I've had enough of his controlling me. He's had many occasions when he grew mad because someone would have a crush on me or show any affection toward me. I had the final straw when he outwardly almost harmed two of my friends. I told him that I was not going to put up with it anymore, and asked him to leave me, my sister and my friends alone from that moment on.

Since then he's taken on the attitude of If I can't have her, no one can. I'm afraid he'll come with a sort of weapon and harm either me, my sister, family or anyone of my friends. He knows where I live, and I know that he is capable to doing so.

That is why I'm asking for all your help. Every single one of you. If you know who he is, and you see him attempt to approach me or my sister, please, just get him away. If that means calling him, or getting to me first and pulling me away somewhere, or even just letting me know that he is coming, I DON'T CARE just let me or my sister know. I'm asking this for the safety of me, my family and my friends, all of whom I love so dearly. He probably won't be at school for a few days, seeing that he did fracture one of my friend's wrist already, and stole her cell phone, but when he gets back, just keep this all in mind.

I know that mom has not been the best lately, but now, coming from her heart, she is also asking for assistance. We can't do it alone. If you help out, she says she would be "Eternally grateful for keeping her babies safe." (I guess this is like another way to boost up some points with her...*shrugs* let's give it a try, ne?

Also, even though I can't control your friendships and your daily tasks, I'm going to ask that you understand where I am coming from and try to distance yourself away from Alexandro Ramos. He's put me through enough shit, I think most of you saw what hell I've been going through lately, and I don't want it to happen to you guys. Please understand me when I say that he has pushed me around, disrespected me and my family, and has perpetuated an unneccesary need for attention. He's trouble and I don't want him in my life anymore.

Please help me the others that I love. I don't ever want to see or hear from him again. I love you all.

Ani-chan is also just too scared of him. It's causing her distress as well. She's resting up in my room.

Aside from that, since he wasn't here, I had a great day. I was a bit tired, but no worries. We filmed many videos throughout the day, and I found some from a few days ago, when I was able to see Kawaii Seth and Lemony Slash at lunch. So instead of Icons, you get videos! ENJOY!!

^This is us playing with Water Bottles. And yes the Pokemon have holes on the bottom^

^Here's Andrew, with his hair always up like furry ears with his wicked gel. I decided that it was just too sexy.^

\\3 120<|< 4|\|D j00 |<|\|0\\ 17. |3147<1-1

I love you all

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Thursday, March 2, 2006

Angsty post, then it kinda turns to funny...
*sigh*

Maki-san: I just can't take this anymore. I want to break loose and just go with everyone else, all the people that I miss. I feel like I'm drifting away from them little by little, like I'm being forgotten. Agh!! *grabs wolfie ears and hair*

There's just something that is there...I can't put my finger on it...I'll be honest, maybe it's jealousy. I guess I feel like I've been taken over. And I hate that. It's not the fact that who's taken over, or that I feel like I am, it's the fact that I won't feel like it's the same anymore. Whenever I go back...it feels different. I don't know why. I see how much fun they're having, and I try to join in, but I just feel...forgotten already.

I hate doing this, but it's my journal damnit.

Ani-chan: It's not like you were really kicked out of the friendship or anything...you were forced to stay away

Maki-san: Those people don't know what they took away from me. I'm so happy to see them all having fun. I wish they were always happy. It only hurts because I know that I'm missing out on the same opportunities that they get. I'm missing out on a life. I've realized that the ONLY person that I have actually been hanging around with is Bobbith. Literally. I'm sorry, but it gets boring sometimes. Well, a lot of the time

Ani-chan: The other friends helped add spice in your life...Now...there's nothing. Not only that but they did help you with problems that you weren't able to talk about with anyone else?

Maki-san: Exactly...Not even Bobbith...

Answer me this: Why would someone do that? HOW can they do this? What would you do if this happened to you and how would you fix this? I feel like I'm being left behind.

....I still want to get that phone call if you all do decide to do that Pokemon skit thingy damnit. I helped you all come up with that stuff during lunch. You know it. haha

Well, I'm off to call Pocky and say goodnight. I have a post for tomorrow that pertains to Gay Day (Thursday). If Walter doesn't have a topic, I have a bunch of stuff for you guys. I love you all. Stay happy. *throws kisses at everyone*

BAHERGERG!!!!

Shoe Carnival: (taken last year)

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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

\/ Looks down at previous post \/

AWW!!! So cute! Of course I won't delete it! Why would I do that?!

Ani-chan: POCKY-SAMA CAME TO VISIT!!

I just want to thank you hun, for cheering me up tonight. I had a busy day with company over and I missed you terribly.

I missed everyone at the lunch table. It's just like old times! I had so much fun talking about Pokemon...We are definately going to get together and do that, no matter what. Even if it's a random con or Rave Ninja meet. Oh geez.

Today was a good day. I don't know why....well, I guess the fact that I only did some form of work for half a day helped, but, I don't even consider what I did to be work...Haha. Ja!

Ani-chan: You are getting lazy...

Um...Excuse me, I stayed up late cleaning up last night. I was tired yo! Leave me alone.

Ani-chan: PSH!! Uh huh...*crosses arms* I helped you clean up the bathroom. You should have asked me for some sleeping potion or something

You're silly Ani-chan...Give me some tonight, k?...WAIT WHERE DID YOU OBTAIN THIS SLEEPING POTION?!

TO BE CONTINUED....

Or will it?

P.S.- Maki is bored too. This really won't be continued...it's just some random thing Animula and I thought of. But I did stay up last night cleaning. And I was tired, and I did stay home for half the day....That is all

Your Avi:

For Tom: A PUPPY!!

I LOVE YOU

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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

|}4 ||4>
*pokes Amanda*

You been.. Hack'ored

haha I love you babe *kisses and cuddles*

..

the boys dont seem to happy about me being on your account.. maybe i shoudl just post and run..FOR MY LIFE


Hey Pocky *sits on his shoulder* long time no see


Ya i know joey im sorry the house is just to cold for oyu i just hope you takign good care of my amanda..Is she being a good girl?



MMMHMM...ive notice she picked that mmhm cute thing form you..i love it


mee too joey btu .. i like everyhtign she does..

well i shoudl stop highjackign her site and stealign her thunder.. so i bif you goodbye be good boys *hand out treats and leave a rose with a not on amanda pillow for when she returns*

i hope she likes it >^.^<

~Jais~
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Sunday, February 26, 2006

Conversation from a friend of an ex...It's creepy
xlostinnthoughtx: why do u wanna go home?
IWannaGoBakHome: Who's this?
xlostinnthoughtx: rachael
xlostinnthoughtx: deegan
IWannaGoBakHome: I'm sorry, I don't know you
xlostinnthoughtx: thats a shame u never answered my ?
xlostinnthoughtx: oo noice mcr im listening to them
IWannaGoBakHome: Yeah, that's an old Icon
xlostinnthoughtx: so..
IWannaGoBakHome: dude....i don't know you >,>
xlostinnthoughtx: do u no chrics alveraz
IWannaGoBakHome: ........
IWannaGoBakHome: Why the fuck are two people IMing me at the same time about that kid? I don't want to talk about him and I don't want to talk to anyone associated with him
xlostinnthoughtx: o i dont associate with him i live in oregon
xlostinnthoughtx: i barely no him
IWannaGoBakHome: So, how do you know him? And how do you know that we were in any sort of relationship and why are you asking me?
xlostinnthoughtx: relationship right-e-o
xlostinnthoughtx: i used to live in colorado he is a friend of my friend
xlostinnthoughtx: and my friend who knows hom gave me this sn so...
IWannaGoBakHome: It wasn't that Ian kid or whatever his name is was it? I don't appreciate people giving out my SN. And why was I even brought up with this sn handing out thing
IWannaGoBakHome: ?
xlostinnthoughtx: jeezz i dono
xlostinnthoughtx: i dont no an ian
IWannaGoBakHome: I mean Eric
xlostinnthoughtx: i dono him either
IWannaGoBakHome: so who gave it to you?
xlostinnthoughtx: i might have went bowling with them once
IWannaGoBakHome: ....
xlostinnthoughtx: a girl gave me it
IWannaGoBakHome: hardrock chick2

^This one? ^
xlostinnthoughtx: no i dont know that sn
IWannaGoBakHome: Her name is Melissa?
xlostinnthoughtx: whats her last name?
IWannaGoBakHome: I don't know...nor do I care
xlostinnthoughtx: right-e-o r-i-g-h-t-e-o
IWannaGoBakHome: um...sure

Then, there's this one...From Shiro-kun. It made me feel better! Thanks hun!

Shiro887: hey it's that person
PurpleThunder07: *points* And it's YOU
Shiro887: no it's not >,> lol
PurpleThunder07: Oh darn
PurpleThunder07: haha
Shiro887: so, what's up then?
PurpleThunder07: Um not much. Some bitches are IMing me about my old b/f in CO. it's annoying.
Shiro887: ah, i see
Shiro887: stupid bi-otches lol
PurpleThunder07: God...they won't stop giving me crap
Shiro887: ...oh...i guess i should throw this away then *throws away bag of...yeah u don't wanna know*...bastards lied to meh! lol
PurpleThunder07: HAHAHA
PurpleThunder07: You're such a sweetie! Thanks for making me feel better
Shiro887: heh, and i wasn't even' trying. weird. /shrugs eh, oh well
PurpleThunder07: haha So what's up?
Shiro887: not much, just chillin' online...if that makes sense...'cause u see i'm online...and it's kinda cold...so yeah
PurpleThunder07: Lol. Oh wow...That's actually funny

And then Tom and I had THIS convo:

PurpleThunder07: Tom...my ex boyfriend's friends are all IMing me and giving me shit
Happi Ko To75: ...
Happi Ko To75: oh honey
Happi Ko To75: sign off of aim then i understand if you need to
PurpleThunder07: No...I want to talk to you...If i get offline i'll start crying. I don't need them ruining my night. I want to talk with you! *huggles*
Happi Ko To75: *kisses softly* im sorry hun *sits behind you and wrap his arms and a soft blankie around you*
PurpleThunder07: I'm just glad I have you now. You would never treat me like that...would you? I would never do anything like that to you
Happi Ko To75: omg
Happi Ko To75: honey
Happi Ko To75: you deserve to be treated like a princess and i will do that .. and if i ever made you cry i woudl HATE myself
PurpleThunder07: No you have never made me cry...only once, but those were tears of happines
PurpleThunder07: s
Happi Ko To75: i made oyu cry...
Happi Ko To75: aww when?
PurpleThunder07: BecauseI was happy
PurpleThunder07: After I got home yesterday
Happi Ko To75: awww wow
Happi Ko To75: im..sorry?
Happi Ko To75: haha
PurpleThunder07: No!! Don't say sorry!! I was happy, ok?
PurpleThunder07: I still am
Happi Ko To75: *smiles*
Happi Ko To75: i know you need to be treated like a princess,,and i will do that
Happi Ko To75: i cna never see myself ebign mad at you
Happi Ko To75: just seeign your name on my phone..i get happy
Happi Ko To75: or listending to a voice message
PurpleThunder07: Aww
Happi Ko To75: *sways with you to nightwish - end of all hope*

I'M SO HAPPY!!!! I have people to cheer me up! Hahaha.

Ani-chan: Ugh...Stupid people...Stay away from Maki-chan. *erases Maki's memory of the bad people*

*No Icon, gomen*

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I found this in my other journal ~From two years ago
Tuesday, April 06, 2004

School is over for the day and the Home journey begins. Ron, Chase, Alex and i spent the time talking about shoplifting and comparing stories. mine sucked compared to theirs. except for Alex. he's never done it before. i only took a couple gummi bracelets from Zumiez. they didnt' even have a little tag thing onthem. i just slipped them on, looked at a few more things, and walked off.
Again, alex is trying to convince me that he is the best guy to go out with. he keeps asking me about what i like to do privately with my boyfriend and what i did with my ex's and stuff. All of this is making me uncomfortable. i look up at the tree to change the subject, "I think i can climb this. can you?"

"i dunno, maybe. go ahead try."

i lift my arms up to reach a branch. the breeze swarmed across my mid-drift and i realized how much of my stomach was showing. My hands released the grasp i had on the limb and went straight down to cover myself up. now i knew why he wanted me to climb it. Pervert, i thought. i still wanted to try again because i have now made a new challenge for myself. so i buttoned my jacket and tried again. this time i was able to get my feet up on the trunk and almost near the branch i was hanging onto....I felt my pants falling down. my feet returned to the ground and i pulled up my jeans. "what now?" he asked impatiently

"my pants are falling down" i said calmly.

"well, i have no problem with that. As a matter of fact, i'll hide you from the rest of the houses and make sure no one looks. of course my head will be turned around to look at you." this he says because my ass would be in his face according to the place he would be standing to "guard" me.

after looking at him hard in the eyes as if to say " you're an idiot" i grabbed my bookbag and walked off.


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Maki-san: Wow...I had such a great weekend, except for one little thing, but that's not important. I finally got to see Pocky *ahem* again!!! Oh geez I'm so happy....I was shaking so much...I don't know why. I guess it's because this day was so important to me...I can't believe he actually came...*glee* It's undescribable (sp?). When I saw him, hugged him, I just couldn't believe that he was actually there. My fingers tingled everytime he grabbed my hand, and my hands were shaking when I had to leave. I wanted so bad to tell him that I loved him, but, my parents were there as we departed. *sigh* I just...Wow...I'm so happy

Ani-chan: WALTER!!! *huggles*

Maki-san:Yes Yes, it's Walter, isn't he a sexy beast?? *is still day dreaming*

Ani-chan: Aww He's so cute! That little Spazz, Heheh..*little gasp*..hmm..Wait...*squinty eye*

Maki-san: *catches Ani-chan's eye and looks at her, puzzled* What?....

Ani-chan: Why are you all smiley all of a sudden? *pokes finger into cheek dimple*

Maki-san: Nothing. What are you talking about? Y-you're going crazy Animula....*smiles even bigger and tries to hide it with fists and hair*

Ani-chan: *smiles even bigger*...Maki and Pocky, sitting in a tree. K-I-S-S-I-N-G. First comes love, then come marriage, then comes the baby in the baby carriage!! *throws hands up, giggling in the tree*

Maki-san: GWAR!!!!!!!! *runs after Ani-chan* STOP TEASING ME!! NYA!!!>_<

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Monday, February 20, 2006

More stuff

So I got back just about an hour ago. I organized socks and disinfected my new cut. I was playing DDR for 3 hours, almost straight. The place where I was at had almost nobody there, so there was no line. A few times, some kids would watch me with their moms and dads, and they would have those surprised faces whenever I finished my song. They would have those faces that said "I don't want you around these types of people...With their straps and black pants and whatnot...*scootches children away*

Well, while playing DDR, before Shinji and AJ arrived I thought I'd try my new trick that I just learned on Break Down.In the very end, on Standard, the pattern is to step right and hold it, then step left on the last beat. Usually I'd just step, but recently, I've been slamming it down with my left knee. I tried it, out of random, but I think I scoot up too far. The stupid edge scraped my knee hard. To the point that I was not able to play that song again or work on my trick at all for the next week or so, or until it heals.

Well, I finally cleaned it up as I got home. I was out for a good 7 hours of the day. It hurt only for a bit, but it went numb after a bit. AJ brought by some band-aids to save me...It was bleeding everywhere >.< Stupid pad ripped my favorite pants too! Oh well. I'll mend them later.

So, I'm home now...Talking to Pocky online...tickle wars. I can't wait to see him. I hope he's able to come see me this Saturday. I'm hoping I can get to the next Rave Ninja meet. I'm hoping...everyone wish me luck with that

I don't know what else to post...except...This...I got it...just now...

Happi Ko To75: *slides a ring on your finger and blushes* i promise that one day we shall be together *blushes*

PurpleThunder07: Ohhh...Tom...I love you so much!

This is crazy. No one has ever said anything like that to me...I don't know if anyone has ever said they loved me this much...I hope I don't ever lose Tom...

ICON:

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Funny Video...Nittle Grasper...Stuff...

I found out that the band from Gravitation called Nittle Grasper used to be called Nipple Grabber...It then went through a series of changes to be known as we all call it now: Nittle Grasper

Erm...that's it...WATCH VIDEO!!!

Ani-chan: *sighs* You must be bored...posting random videos...I hope you get all the stress you've been hiding when you go play DDR today.

Shut up Ani...I don't need to post that...Well, now that you brought it up...it's here anyway...Well, no need for details. I'm sure almost everyone knows why I'm stressed and what-not. But I'm trying to steer away from bringing it up. *sighs*

Well, sorry. But I do hope you feel better. I'm always here. Just go watch some funny AMV's. Do you want me to go with you to play DDR?

No...It's ok...well...Maybe...we'll see if The elders will let me...

*Giggle*
The Elders...

OK OK OK Now let the nice people watch the video!! Silly little girl.
Here ya go guys

More post later. I miss Pocky....

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