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Saturday, January 22, 2005


   My Dear, I cannot stand to see you gone...

Moments before i picked up the phone to call him, i pulled out the Nightwish CD that i borrowed from Seth and placed it in my CD player. It would help me relax as my hands were already shaking, and still are.
The phone rang twice or three times before i heard his familiar "hello". My heart skipped a beat as i answered back. The conversation was short, tense, and awkward. I think everything will be ok. Even though something did seemt to be missing....it might be small, but i couldn't quite put my finger on it...I don't know. I guess it was the fact that is was only a few minutes that i was talking to you, so it was unusual. But I'm glad I did have the courage to call you back, instead of leaving alone, hoping that it will clear up on it's own.
My dear, i cannot stand to lose you. My cheeks burned with my acid tears as they also stained the pillows my head layed upon late at night. Those three words can make or bread a heart into a million pieces. They seem to fall to the ground. I've been thinking about it all day, and can't wait to hear you again. I hope that i can get in contact with you tonight. I Love You.

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