Wednesday, February 23, 2005

   Weird dreams and Olives
Heh, I just added this really funny song onto my Journal now. It's called Fooling Mode, really cool. After a while it will get annoying however, so i plan to change it in about a week.

Lately i've been have some wicked wierd dreams. Last night, i dreamed that i was really sick. My mom had died of the same disease i had ( i have some sort of disease or sickness that makes me sweat a lot and feel really sick in my stomach, i'm about to faint). SO it was me and my sister, my dad, and my brother, we were all standing in one room, all looking at me while i lay on a bed. My dad leaves to get info or medicine (one of those, i can't be sure). I looked around with my eyes half open. Everywhere, every inch of the wall is covered with the same poster, duplicated hundreds of times. I saw on the posters, about 11 x 14 inches big, the same big, round, black eyes of the Grudge Girl. Every poster had the same big eyes, except one. In tha tone poster, the frame was lowered a bit, to expose the fleshy part of her cheek, only to show that it was cut up, and partially sewn back together. Pus was dripping out of it as the extra skin hung down near the top of her lip.
A few seconds later, after a skipped heartbeat and gasping for breath, i passed out. I awoke (still dreaming) about an hour later in my dad's little shite car that he owned while we were in Portugal. ( i don't know exactly where we were in this dream. I want to say i was still in Colorado, because my brother was there, but i saw The Grudge while i was here in Texas) I was in the backseat, with my sister sitting next to me, dad was driving, and Simon (my bro) was in the passenger's seat. I knew the girl was coming for me. We were going down this winding road. Like the ones that coil around the mountains. I remember that there was a big truck behind us. I knew that it was evil in some sort of way. It's evil was on the way to kill me and had some sort of connection with the girl. We ended up somehow in a parking space in front of a shop. It looked like a candy shop, but my dad said he was going inside to get medicine for me.
"No, dad don't leave me. She's going to get me. Dad don't leave me alone here!" I could see out the window at my feet, the girl, walking slowly towards the car. Screaming, i tried to climb to the front and honk the horn for dad, but i was too weak to get up. (it just dawned on me, as i type this, that it never occured to me in my dream that i could've locked the windows) She looked straight at me, eye to eye as i cried for relief from my pain, and from fear. "DAD!" I screamed When her hand was placed on the window, her fingers, black as coal. The glass began to glitch, my body shook violently for two seconds before i passed out again.
(ok guys, now i'm really awake, in real life)
I woke up from my sleep at about 3 30 in the morning. Sweaty and burning up, i looked around my dark room. The only light was coming from the crack of my closet, which reminded me of the scene where the Girl grabbed the lady's cell phone in the big stair case thing. I could hear my dog scratching at my bedroom door. As much as i wanted to let her in and comfort me, i was afraid of putting my feet down on the floor, next to my bed, where darkness lurks underneath in silence.
Mind over matter, i thought to myself, as i jumped quickly to the other side of the room to let Casey in. She bounced right in, happy as ever, and immediately scrambled up onto my bed. I climbed in after her, and let her lay down next to me on my pillows.
Two hours later, i woke up to let her out of the room. Thirty minutes after that, Mom came in to announce that Casey had pooped on the living room floor and i was to go pick it up and clean the carpet.
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Tuesday
Not much happened, I woke up, got ready for the bus as usual. I think that was the day that Sami and i missed it though. Good thing mom was still home. We would have missed Taks Testing. It was the written portion of the test. It was easy. I finished early and took the rest of the time to sleep and eat. I saved some of my lunch for afterschool and snuck my MP3 into my ears so i can listen to music while i sleep. We weren't supposed to have those, but the headphones were small and my hair is long and somewhat thick. So i got away with that easily. After everyone was done and we were all allowed to talk and whatnot, I joined Nick Ramos and five other people in a friendly card game of B.S. Soon into the game however, we could all figure out who didn't have which cards. One boy wound up having about 3/4 of the deck. That was amusing. A little while later, i had the strangest craving for olives.
I finally found my digital camera. I'm working on making a photo bucket so i can post pics of me and my friends for everybody. ^.^
If anybody from Colorado wants to come to my Debut in April, that would be awesome. It's going to be on April 16th. Just let me know, comment on this one, or ask Kenny, Gnat, Spinney, Aaron Novy or some random people for my Texas number. As long as you know they hung out with me. It's going to be awesome. I already asked Master to be my escort.
It was really wierd to be around him today. Master never usually holds my hand or hugs me as much as he did today. He usually only hugs me when we greet or seperate. But this morning, everywhere we went, he was holding my hand, and whenever the fingers would get loose, he would tighten them again. Strange, don't you think? Seth, i need your help on this one.
When he walked me upstairs, (holding hands still) i was nervous because i knew that Duo would probably see us. I didn't know what he would say.
Guess you shows up a few feet in front of us on the stairs? Ys, it's Duo.
"Hey Cracker, i didn't know you got a girl"
"I don't," Master replied with a smile.
Master's other name is Cracker. He's just my master though.
Anyway, i'm really confused on this. Is he just doing that because of the S/M thing, or something else? It seems like more, but i'm not sure. I have to know for sure though.
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