Friday, April 1, 2005

   Yey update
Well, I just talked to my brother. About gays and bi's.
I asked him all his opinions and stuff. Seems good so far. Support under all circumstances it seems...I'm workin on it though. I have no idea what's going to happen though. Or how i'm going to do it. I guess i'll know when the true time comes.
Well, today was the first day in a long time that i didn't fall asleep at all during class. Seriously. I didn't. And i made major progress in Art class with my picture and stuff. Yey.
Yesterday, a B day, i went to Biology and fell asleep about 20 minutes into class time, and woke up with the bell. Mrs. Benavides was worried about me and actually suggested that i was depressed.
"One of the signs of depression is sleeping, always tired. Is everything allright at home?"
Truth be told, nothing is ever ALL RIGHT at one time at home. There is always something there. Most of the time it's nothing major, but from this past spring break, i say it's still lingering on me. I don't know, about a month ago is when i started falling asleep. It wouldn't be too much at firts, but it just keeps building up. I've been getting plenty of sleep at might. Well, yeah i go to sleep around 10 or 11, then wake up aroud 6, or 7, depending on my sister and her morning plans. Last year, when i was at AAHS, i would go to sleep around two or three, and wake up around 5 45 or 6. Yeah, i would be watching Adult Swim and was addicted to Cowboy Bebop, ATHF, Family guy, Witch Hunter Robin, All that stuff.
I don't know what's happening now...I'm more comfortable around Crystal-koi too. I'm starting to not care about what other people think about me and her. Something inside still tugs at my gut, but i'm learnign ot ignore it. Although i should listen to it...I know something will happen because of the fact that i DO ignore it and stuff. I'll get jumped or something. But she's my -koi.
And you...you know who you are...I have to be careful talking about YOU here now. I'll explain when you ask, but until then, you're just gonna have to wait. We're already waiting anyway. Always and Forever. Just you remember that.
The major thing is that "loss of sleep" thing. I have no idea what that's about. Mom says i should go get a physical. But i don't see how that is going to help me. Oh well.
I took a couple more pictures today. I took one of Seth-chan while she was making a funny face at lunch. I forgot what she was doing ot make that face.
....I usually use two internet windows to get the photos from my photobucket onto my journal, but the other one just closed down and i'm too lazy to get it back up. So i'll post them tomorrow.
I love you guys
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