Wednesday, April 6, 2005

   Rape dreams 3rd edition *Last part, kinda gross*
Yeah buddy, i got a new pet. His name is Lenny...*Cough*Cough*

I just woke up from a three hour nap. I went to sleep at about 6, and woke up around 8 50 or so. I had another rape dream last night though...that's the third one this semester.
I was walking up the stairs at my house, all of my family was home, but they were downstairs. My mom's room turned in a giant computer room. There were white computers lined up all the way around the walls. I entered it as a boy with blonde hair left the room. I remember that boy was wearing a white tuxedo shirt and black dicky pants. I couldn't see his face though. I walked into the room and the professor was standing in the middle.
"Professor, i just need to type this report up real quick, then i'll hand it in for you"
I sat in the the middle seat, of the wall that was on the same side of my mom's bathroom (that's gone in the dream by the way)
The professor had a small puffy beard, black hair, graying a little, he was wearing a suit, with a blue shirt under his coat.
My hair was in the front, resting on my left shoulder. I remember, he walked up behind me and pulled my hair to my back, slowly, and rested his hand on my shoulder, and began rubbing it. He turned off the lights.
"Professor, i need the light to finish my work (even though i really don't IRL, it was a dream, and in it, i knew what he was going to do, so i was trying to prevent it casually)"
I got up, and turned the lights back on, standing there and staring at him, trying to intimidate him and making sure he knew that he didn't phase me. He walked over and put his hand on mine, turning the lights back off. I could feel his face close to mine and i pushed away. Falling back, i landed on my butt, and i crawled back, toward the stairs outside the room. I almost fell.

Well, at first that's all i could remember, but something else just came to me that happened...

I remembered riding in the car with my mom and dad. It was nighttime and raining. I don't recognize the street now though. All the little houses on the right side were dark, but i saw the little white house that had green trimming on the borders. (that house really exists on a street here, but that wasn't the street in my dream. It wasn't the same)I was talking to mom and dad about something. We got off the busy street and stopped in front of another house. It was still dark and raining. I saw the man in the alley, and i just stared at him...Mom and dad didn't do anything, they got out of the car, and left me alone inside. That's when i woke up.

I've gotten so paranoid kinda. I didn't want to go with mom to go look for a dress for her. I stayed home and took that nap today, i woke up and it was really hot in my room. I was sweaty and the taste of vomit was in my mouth. I notice there were two spots of blood on my pillow. I'm not sure where they could be from, either Kenny's eyebrow peircing, or my newly gauged ear. That was the last thing i saw before my nap. I didn't dream anything though.

I still fell asleep in Biology. Almost the whole time. Funny though, even if i sleep in that class, i still know what is going on in the assignment and finish it. The girls that sit around me have no fucking clue what they are supposed to be doing, and copy off my paper. I suppose i should just not let them do that.

Anyway, i'm afraid to go into my mom's room at the moment. My right eye is tearing (as in tear, the little drop of water) up, it's crawling down my cheek. I still feel really hot, as in temperature...I can still taste vomit in my mouth, and my hands smell funny...What's going on?

BTW- I'm not meaning for ANY of this to be funny. This is serious and i'm kinda scared.


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