Tuesday, April 19, 2005

SO MUCH GOING ON!!! ]
[ music | Egnigma ]

Hey i know i promised to update that one day, but i was way too tired to do it. I'm sorry. Don't shoot me.
I'm doing it now though, i'm also eating peanut brittle, so be happy.

April 16th, 2005, was the shiz. At first it was funny when the Mariachis followed me around everywhere. My friends got semi-annoyed because i went wherever they were. So they were around the mariachis. hahaha. yeah, but htey rocked.
I raved the night away in my pretty, flowing, red and black dress with Seth-chan. It was funny because my old fashioned Grandma expected for the dress to be white (for purity). hahaha. Well, i chose to havea colored dress because White is too damn boring, and there is no...oomph in white. Nevertheless, the party was awesome. The hall was beautiful, and my family... LOVE MY FRIENDS. They kept telling me how well mannered and polite and nice you guys were. (for the ones that did come). I love you guys so much, you always know how to cheer me up and make me feel like the sun that warms this very earth.
I almost started crying when they all came up to me to either ask questions or tell me something encouraging at the front of the stage. I never thought that so many people would actually care about me the way you guys do. I know that you'll be there for me forever. The thing that was supposed to happen: there was a rose on each table. And each table was to choose a representative to come up and ask a question about me or my life. This was to get to know me better and stuff. The thing that i didn't expect was for people to just come up andjust tell me that they'd always be there, they loved me, and would do anything for me. I realized that i had people around me that actually cared for me. There was even a couple that i'd never seen before (but apparently i'm related to) come up to me and say that there was extended family that i didn't know, but they would still help me out whenever i needed to.
....I love you guys....I just can't say it enough. I also love the people who i know couldn't be there for their own reasons. Ashley, you had trouble at the gate guard. I couldn't get you in though. Sorry, but i love you too!
Ohh man...I pray for each and everyone one of you guys every night, and every day.
Ok i'm done being emotional. The music was awesome and Cracker was an awesome dancer. It's so crazy and creepy that his brother had a crush on me that night though...*shudders* Yech. Ew. Other than that, It was just....perfect. I danced the night away and only took breaks to take pictures and hang out in the lobby with my friends when we grew tired. Those pictures started to get annoying though. I would be interrupted in the middle of dancing and get all these flashes in my eyes. After a while, i had to sit down and stuff. I took a picture with Mikey too. Mikey is cool. He's from my Friends Having Fun Club. There, i get ot eat lunch and hang out with the kids from Special Ed. Class. Mikey is the coolest though. And i taught him how to rave!! He can spin and reverse it on his arm just like me. Since he lassoes (you know, with the rope?), I told him that all he has to do is pretend that the glowstick is the rope. He did it with no problem. It was cool.
I went out to the lobby for a bit and took some group pictures with my digital. I have to go edit them though. The damn lighting was horrible. I had fun, and Cracker picked me up and carried me around. I got a pic of that too. We were so hyper and crazy. There was no alcohol, but we sure as hell didn't need it. Mom was acting crazy too. She went onto the dance floor skipping with my friend Eric. I'm so proud of her for losing wieght. I'm not sure if anyone else notices it, but i sure do. She was so full of energy last night, it just made it even better.
The night finally ended around Midnight, and i had the last dance with my lovely Michael. I couldn't think of any other way to end the night. It was absolutely perfect.
We took Bobby home and Eric too. When i said thank you to his dad (still in my dress) "Thanks for letting Eric come to my debut" He only replied, "i didn't let him come" And then he ushered Eric in and closed the door in my face without saying thanks for the ride, or thanks for inviting him. It pissed me off. I don't want him livign there. I wish i could ge t him to our house and let him stay. At least here he'll have a bed. Eric is one of the best friends i've ever had in my life and i care for him just like a brother. I couldn't stand to see him hurt in any way.
I got home, sorted all my gifts, changed into my night clothes, prayed to Billy, Sha', Joey, and Jess, then i went to bed and woke up around 12 45 sunday morning. I called Cracker to come over and watch me open my gifts. We sang happy birthday to him and put some candles on the leftover cake for him to blow out. Hahaha. We're so cheap. It's ok his family did the same thing later that night. We hung out at my house for a bit and then my cousins came over. We played DDR upstairs and i lost about 1 and a half pounds...
I took him home and hung out with Victor, cousin jesica and tristian. I got about 3 purses for my presents... a lot of bath stuff, and some Pocky...I got a bunch of other stuff too. I'm just too lazy to name it. it's all just a big blur and it's all piled into a bucket in my room to be sorted out this weekend. hahaha Thank you guys for all the gifts. You should be recieving Thank you letters soon.

Monday~~
Got up, got ready in 10 minutes for school and left. We had Colorguard practice from 7 15 til 8 15. I forgot about the type of shoes i was supposed to be wearing, so i had Flip flops. I took them off before we started marching with the, because i've walked barefoot so many times on the exact pavement we were marching on, and it doesn't bother me. But Marissa wanted me to wear them, so i did. Moments later, i was informed that i was to give Mr. H 20 or 25 push ups, along with a few others that wore flip flops as well, but i got away and didn't do them. I might have to do them later though....depends on Marissa tomorrow. Oh well. That'll teach me, ne?
We had TAKS Science portion today (Texas Assessment of Knowledge and Skills) i think that's what it is. Yeah, i finished it quickly and started drawing some. I began a comic strip, but it needs work. It looks cool so far though. We also watched Toy Story in spanish. That was mildly amusing to see the lips move to the english words. I replayed in my mind what their lines would have been if it were English...
Watched a movie on racism in World History. We have yet to present our projects, which will surely get me up to a passing grade. Which reminds to go check my grades online after i press the update button. I got home and we took Cracker's Tux thingy back to the place. I went to the mall and with my Hot Topic Gift cards worth about 85 dollars, i got some new bondage pants, a shirt, and some new Dragon's Blood Insense ( still have no Fucking clue how to spell that damn word)
I had my rituals for all my guardians and for the ones i've given. Yes, Kenny, i blessed your guardian in my own special way so that he'll still be able to protect you. I do this every month, so make sure you send him to me once a month so that i can do that ok?
Well, i guess that's about it. I dont know how long this was. But i really needed it. I'm currently talking to Aaron Novy on AIM, letting some crap off my chest again. Aaron Novy you're the best.

MY BIRTHDAY IS ON APRIL 20TH!!! 2 mOrE DayS!!! Approximately....
And Thank you Phlinx and Ian for your thoughtful birthday wishes! I really wish i could meet you guys. Hopefully at A-kon, yes? It means a lot to me! Ai shite ru!
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