Sunday, October 9, 2005

  Oh man.
hehehe, mom sat at the stop sign, thinking it was a red light. That's how tired we all are. Dad is heavily buzzed, after going out to play poker with few buds.
I went to Springtime Skate Park with Raymond, mostly I watched him go all out. His friend Robert was supposed to come with us, but he got grounded. Such a shame, I was looking foward to actually meeting him. Seems like a cool guy. So we drove over there and I watched Ray. I like watching him skate. His hair was flowing everywhere. Awww it was awesome. I was faintly intimidated by the other guys there. I usually don't get that way though...I was the only girl there at least the only one with a skateboard. There was one dude that kept looking in my direction, but I ignored him. Then I gave Raymond a nice kiss to show him that i was taken. Yeah, that's right I LOVE THIS DUDE!!! *points to Ray* Damn straight. He gave up and went to hit on two girls that had cigarettes. Ew.
So I did skate a little bit, erm, kinda. I skated TO Raymond (who was on the quarter pipe) to tell him that mom was on the way.
She was apparently mad at me, and said that Ray had to go straight home, but changed her mind when she found out that Sami had another ride to Homecoming. I didn't understand. She said that she was upset, and I had planned this at the last minute, but I informed her last night, and for the past few days that Ray wanted to take me skating. She just seems...to...take everything out on me. I think she was frustrated about Sami having to change outfits or something. But Ray was able to come to my house after all. Mom didn't mention any of it.

I had a dream last night, Ray and I were both in it and I don't think i have to mention what was going on. But He also told me of a dream he was having. In his dream, we were doing almost the exact same thing, but...Yugi walked into the room, right in the middle of it....
I don't know why this bugs me. She has always acted...cute....around him and stuff. She did that same thing with one of my past boyfriends last year. Tony. It bugged me back then too. Ray said that he was trippin out when Yugi walked in too though. It's just...wierd..I don't know. I told him this and he told me not to worry, that he loves me and I love him too, with all of my heart. This thing is always going to be in the back on my mind though...but, way back. I'm not going to think about anymore, I'm going to try. Along with that, are many things that my parents said about the future and what it may have in store for us. *chuckle* I know they meant it for fun...but sometimes I just can't get some of these things out of my head. I know it made Ray tense, and me too. It's just like, Wow, guys I can't believe you just said that....
Each time he hugged me, I held him closer and tighter than ever. I made it last longer; his embraces meant more to me today than ever before. I appreciated them so much more than the past.
I love him so much.
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