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Birthday
• 1989-04-20
Gender
• Female
Location
• My wolf den.
Member Since
• 2005-01-18
Occupation
• Maki, the Raving Wolf
Real Name
• Just call me Maki

Personal

Achievements
• Lots of stuff...
Anime Fan Since
• Since "My Neighbor Totoro" came out
Favorite Anime
• A lot of them
Goals
• Become a professional writer or an animator
Hobbies
• Writing music/ lyrics, drawing, raving (freehand)
Talents
• You tell me....*wink* Just kidding

myOtaku.com: PerpetualWolfSage

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

December 26, 2005, 4:00 AM

I hate thinking about this stuff. Stuff that makes me think about death. It's not that I'm afraid of death (people who really know me should know that), It's that I'm afraid of losing people because of it.

Not just any person, of course, I can't cry for everyone in the world...I'd be dry...

But, I've been thinking consantly about what I would do if certain people died, or left me somehow, someway, for any certain reason, the people that make me feel good, the ones who maked me laugh and smile.

It makes me cry when I thnk about what I would do without these people. I've met some good friends along the path of my life that I hold close to my heart. They know who they are. They gave me extra shoulders to cry on, a fresh face to look at, some laughs, you know, good stuff like that. All these people who make/ made me happy also make me cry, just to think of losing them... I'd be alone, no one to hang onto or hold, Lost, no one to guide or help me.

I had always tried to help by not letting stray or lone wolves remain alone. I intend to stay in a pack, and keep a pack together, one way or another. I do love everybody. At least i know that I'll never be a lone wolf, for now.

I think I'm just really bored right now...

PS- To my friends, the ones that cannot be seen: Help me out a bit. I think I'm gonna pull an all nighter.

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