*sigh*
Maki-san: I just can't take this anymore. I want to break loose and just go with everyone else, all the people that I miss. I feel like I'm drifting away from them little by little, like I'm being forgotten. Agh!! *grabs wolfie ears and hair*
There's just something that is there...I can't put my finger on it...I'll be honest, maybe it's jealousy. I guess I feel like I've been taken over. And I hate that. It's not the fact that who's taken over, or that I feel like I am, it's the fact that I won't feel like it's the same anymore. Whenever I go back...it feels different. I don't know why. I see how much fun they're having, and I try to join in, but I just feel...forgotten already.
I hate doing this, but it's my journal damnit.
Ani-chan: It's not like you were really kicked out of the friendship or anything...you were forced to stay away
Maki-san: Those people don't know what they took away from me. I'm so happy to see them all having fun. I wish they were always happy. It only hurts because I know that I'm missing out on the same opportunities that they get. I'm missing out on a life. I've realized that the ONLY person that I have actually been hanging around with is Bobbith. Literally. I'm sorry, but it gets boring sometimes. Well, a lot of the time
Ani-chan: The other friends helped add spice in your life...Now...there's nothing. Not only that but they did help you with problems that you weren't able to talk about with anyone else?
Maki-san: Exactly...Not even Bobbith...
Answer me this: Why would someone do that? HOW can they do this? What would you do if this happened to you and how would you fix this? I feel like I'm being left behind.
....I still want to get that phone call if you all do decide to do that Pokemon skit thingy damnit. I helped you all come up with that stuff during lunch. You know it. haha
Well, I'm off to call Pocky and say goodnight. I have a post for tomorrow that pertains to Gay Day (Thursday). If Walter doesn't have a topic, I have a bunch of stuff for you guys. I love you all. Stay happy. *throws kisses at everyone*
BAHERGERG!!!!
Shoe Carnival: (taken last year)
