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Sunday, October 7, 2007


Hello everyone
Today I was bringing in groceries. And I started to feel weird. I sat on the steps cause I thought I was going to fall. I don't know what it was but I felt like crying. I could feel me heart pounding through out my body. I could hear it too. When I touched my forehead I could feel it. There was this whistling in my ear. So I looked around me thinking it was something else. Oh but that's my weird thing for today or yesterday... ummm yeah. It's a long way down so be careful.

I have a request for anyone that stops by or is a regular visitor. Haha tell me how you guy's are doing? I don't have time to actually go to everyone's site. Kinda sucks since I don't have time to read everyone's post. If you don't want to that's ok. Um lol my life is boring so of course I haven't been up to anything. And I'm still not going to tell anyone what happened (Eric)yes this is directly at you. Um... I'm going to post another poem on here is a few days or so after I actually sit down and make since of it all. I usually just write a bunch of crap down that means nothing when It comes to mind. But soon as I put it together it's... a poem. Um the way I feel is so happy with the way life is but knowing I'm so sad. I know i'm sad when I'm not laughing with everyone else. When I'm the only one who's thinking and trying to figure out who knows what. lol that's what I do. I like to observe other people when they... I guess live. To see how they react cause I can't. I mostly do fake laughs unless it's someone really important to me who I know is far away. My sister tell me something I don't give a fuck. Cause she talks about nothing important but when it's someone I know is far away I listen and hold on tightly to each word they say. Um I'll get off that. I want someone who can tell me about me, because I don't get me either like everyone else and I get even more confused lol. Seriously I'd think frustratedly over why I felt what I felt and try to get the precise word to explain it. And after I figured it out which can take up to days or weeks I'd get excited. I'd actually wake up one morning and be like now I understand. Ok I'm getting sleepy. Oh yeah I finally finished that book Green Girls. It was good I guess. Now I just need something else to read. I actually got up at 8 in the morning just to read it lol. Then stopped when 4 came around. Yeah I read slow when it comes to NORMAL books. Mangas I just jet through then. Um... Yoh!

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