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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Hey
What's up everyone. I got a myspace and it sucks. I can't figure it out so I'm going to have a friend come over after my punishment and help out. School been ok. Life not so good. I feel kinda sad today but that's ok. Cause I get like that. I want to make people happy but it's hard. I want to understand. I ended up crying as i was writing something on myspace. Ok most people need to socialize and be around people. That's how I feel right now. But I'l just cry cause I can't hold it in. I hate myself. But it's not my fault for anything but I don't want to lose it so I'll cry. My mom thinks I'm crazy. My sisters too I know they do. I don't care. My god sister. I looked up to her and she started to sell weed and stuff. And she left me, my sister and my nieces. I hate her for that. Because all were happy. And then she went to juvenile for 8 months. I hate her for being stupid. But I miss her alot too. It's as if she told me to go lay in a ditch and die. My sisters best friend left and that hurted too. I had always hated her but until she left I saw how much I really missed her. She took my sister away from me. She alawys talked with her on the phone and I was just jealous. But the truth is I loved her to death she was awesome. I'm always so jealous seeing someone happy makes me pissed. I'd keep saying to my self they need to GO GET A FUCKING LIFE when it's me sitting there watching other people live. You ever want somethng you can't have??? Guess what life isn't fair. Your going to stand there and see this person moving on, happy, not even noticing you. Then your going to rot and burn in hell. Cause guess what that's life. It fucking sucks. And it always will. If you think life sucks then guess what maybe it does, or it's just you screwing everything up. Messing up you. Your life. Yeah my life is nothing compared to others but... in my mind it keeps geting worst. I'm scared of what happens after you die, myself, and losing people who are precious to me. I love them if they were to leave me I don't know what I'd do. Damnit I need therapy.
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