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Saturday, July 23, 2005


* *Spacers* *


i'm so complex, you'd never get me..


haha not really..

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005


salut


nu ma nu ma iei, nu ma nu ma nu ma iei

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005


   grr
still i get NO input from U guys..

does ANYONE like my video!!???
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   bupbupbup
play the game..buy my drugs..

http://www.dopegame.com/index.php?ref=14854

thnx..

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Monday, July 18, 2005


   I bite my lip and suck my tongue, cuz tomorrow'll never come..



buy my drugs.. please!
its a game..
http://www.dopegame.com/index.php?ref=14854

anyway not much going on here.. bored as hell.. i got a new diary thats leather and it has gold lined pages..

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Saturday, July 16, 2005


   ...
There comes a time in life where you should just cut your losses and ditch everyone else, but this my friends, is not one of those times.
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Thursday, July 14, 2005


   Well then..
i didn't go on last night.. instead i tried.. tried to sleep. but my dad didn't tell me that we'd be staying at his house.. Hmph.. Anyway yesterday I went to the movies and saw FANTASTIC FOUR with Jocelyn and the little ones and her mom and her grandma and my little sister, Jamie. The movie was AWESOME, btw.. lol.. Afterwards we went to hot topic and Jocelyn bought me and Jamie both a poster.. I LOVE YOU JOCELYN.. seriously she's like, the best.. cuz the poster is a FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST poster.. ya!!! and she got jamie a napoleon dynamite one.. meh i hate that movie. its annoying, theres no plot. anyway, thank you jocelyn, your awesome.


to recap on my last post.. he could be going to jail.. i dunno yet.. i hope he doesn't. I'm kinda on his side here, for now, even though he is a sex-crazed bastard.

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   NEW VIDEO

what do you think of my video..

GREENDAY

"Poprocks and Coke"

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005


   The True Life

today my brother, Todd, came home from a supposed X girlfriends house covered in scratches, apparent bite marks, and a hickey on his neck. Although he claimed to have had a wild time with a girl, he seems determind to make it to my moms house and get out from ours. He says that his "friend" that he was "messing with" today was a bit drunk, and he asked many times if it was okay to have sex, and asked again a suposed hour later and she was still okay with it, (apparently sobered up again, so he said) so according to him, it was just wild half drunk sex.

But, from what the police and his friends claim, his day was spent almost stalking an ex gf and apparently he tried to choke her/rape her. Apparently she fought him off and he left her house.

THE police arrived at our house first, then went to my other house and interrogated Todd. They took pictures of his scratches and bites, and i do not know what further actions the police took.

Although i'm not sure which side i'm on, i'm awfully worried about my brother. Having a past of forceful sexual behavior does not do much to help him.. So i'm left here to sit and wonder what will become of this..

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this pain, this terror,
i fear for you, my brother.
your scratches, sprawled across you stomach and back.
bites on your sides,
the fear in your eyes.
theres something ahead
that you obviously dread.
and i fear now
that you're too late
to undo what you've done
wipe clean your slate.
and all i'd like to know is:
Why?

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005


   when all else fails...
hello everyone.. my lil sis is sharing a room with me now.. its okay as long as she doen't drive me crazy.. lol.. well lets see, its kinda kewl cuz i have a flat screen tv now (the one she got for her birthday) anyway not much to say..

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Gabrielle--Cradle of Filth


Foul snake despair
Where once you darkened gardens
Another coils there
Where twice you sliced all hope from me
And left these present scars
An insane love now burns above
The weft of incandescent stars

Hilt your dripping fangs that range
Skywards to rend apart
I might have sang of wings unchained
But long before I locked my heart

For Gabrielle
A fit and perfect stitch of foreign parts
Whose beauty fostered poets
Whose laugh like silver belts
Thawed your bitter winter from my path

Gabrielle

Foul snake despair
Where once you peddled secrets
Another spoils there
With speech that sweetens drowning
In deep lagoons of eyes
And legs that begged apologies
For lengths that mesmerised

Spare your hissing sentiments
For her fee welts more than thine
Though no malice she weans
Just a palace of dreams
Where windswept chambers pine

For Gabrielle
Whose hair-spun onyx is run with gold
Her rouge lips smack of dark blood
Her name in whisper rolls
Forever on my tongue
Lest her memory dissolve

Gabrielle
Oh, Gabrielle

Once crucified
I would have died
A thousand more times
Just to feel her breath
On my neck as a fervent lover
To drown her sighs
In floods of tears so well refined
And blind from spying her
In the arms of others

Gabrielle
Gabrielle

Buried inside
Where she's all but mine
Save for those that dine
Oh her, on her perfect carcass

Gabrielle
Gabrielle

Foul snake despair
Where once you wreaked my misery
Another toils there
For long lost Gabrielle
Whose nightly spreading grin
Persists in other faces
By whom I'm slowly taken in


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