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Saturday, June 11, 2005


FABULOUS FRIDAY

"poetry of the sullen me"

so tired of being me
under aged and overused
and extremely flirty
if i could go back
(and god knows i would)
i would change my past
(if only i could)
the years they pile up
higher then they seem
if i'm not on this planet
i'm sucked into a dream
if only i could become anew
to change myself
for me and you
to replenish myself deep inside
to keep me from wanting to hide
if only i had not done
what were warned not to do
maybe i could be a bit happy
maybe i could be like you
if only there was a god above
who contained my free will
who guided who i had loved
then maybe i would be renewed
maybe i could be like you

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went to an awesome bonfire for marina high schools japanese club. the teacher wasn't there, just the recently graduated seniors. anyway it was awesome, i played football, (imagine that) and this guy tried to teach me to tackle and stuff. I got to see ST JOHN and BIANCA and it was awesome. i was so surprised to find that they were going OUT!! i saw them kissing... <3... i dunno it just kinda makes me wish that i was different, not so sick minded... NORMAL, you know? if i could have a NORMAL relationship, instead of a fucked up one.. haha. anyway i cuddled with this guy i met and made this other guy (whose my bros friend) jealous. I didnt really care tho, cuz the other guy was a total pothead, and i have no use for totally fried peeps. anyway needless to say i had a great time.. i'll check in with ya later..
XOXO daphne

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