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Friday, October 6, 2006

Disappointment.................
Hey every1. How is everybody doing? Gud i hope.
Well i'm not doing so gud. Me n my mom had a little talk last night. It lasted until 2:00. Basically it was confessions on my behalf. N i started crying. Really, i hate crying. But @ tht time i just let myself cry n after the talk i apologized 2 my mom for being such a stupid daughter n she said it was ok n she didn't want me 2 cry n tht we learn from our mistakes. Tht was wht she had said.
So i told my mom sorry a billion times n i just wished tht i cud rewind time n stop myself from saying all tht stuff i had said last year to my cousins. But thts impossible.
So dis morning wen i went 2 skool, i didn't feel so gud. 4 1 thing, i was sleepy n my eyes were numb from lack of sleep n bcuz of me crying last night. My friends were after me 2 tell me wht happened 2 me n y i wudn't smile n all n i'd just tell thm "nothing." So eventually, they got off my back.

N/e way, aside tht, there's this girl in my class who is always criticizing me. She says, "U no, u shud put on a scarf bcuz ur ugly. I mean, u no, u don't look tht beautiful." Exact words. n i looked @ her like she was nuts, bcuz really, tht isn't the proper form of way 2 talk. N she expects me 2 become her friend!!!!! I'm serious!!!!!!! *shakes head*. Today, it turns out tht she had said sumthing like tht 2 another friend of mine. I mean, tht girl, who criticizes, she does it in a weird manner. I swear. I mean u no how u criticize ppl in a snobby way. She doesn't. She does it in a "nice" way. She doesnt have a snobby way of talking, she says it kinda sympathetically. Like she feels sorry 4 us. But u no, me n my friend, we didn't tell her tht she shud look @ herself first before criticizing others; bcuz THT wud be plain mean n wud hurt. 2 bad she doesn't realise tht her words hurt. N i'm afraid tht her next target is gonna be another of my firneds. I warned my firned of tht but she doesn't understand. I'm just kinda freaked, bcuz if tht girl says sumthing 2 my friend, (my friend being emotional) will start 2 cry, i no it. N i dont want it. I think the best way 2 explain it 2 her is 2 tell her tht her words hurt n tht she shouldn't send out unnecessary comments 2 ppl.
I'm still trying 2 figure the solution though.

Questions (i dont usually write thm but just answer thm plzz):

1- Did u ever do sumthing tht u REALLY regret n wud like 2 reverse time 2 stop ur self from doing tht? ( n i mean a serious thing).

2- Wht wud u say 2 sum1 who always criticizes u in a "sympathetic/nice" tone but u don't want 2 hurt THERE feelings @ the same time?

Well oki ppl i g2g sign ur sites now. Byez.

Faryal.
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