Birthday • 1990-03-21 Gender •
Male Location • Reno, Nevada, USA Member Since • 2005-09-11 Occupation • Making My Girl Happy Real Name • Shawn McCarthy
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Anime Fan Since • Toonami Favorite Anime • FMA, Samurai 7, Bleach, Samurai Champloo, Cowboy Bebop, Outlaw Star, Ergo Proxy... Goals • To make sure that My Girl is as happy as I can get her Hobbies • Video-games, drawing, writing, Talents • same as hobbies XD
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ugh
okay so update!
i know i havnt been on her hardly at all
and dont answer pm's
well for some reason my-o isnt letting me =/ it keeps comming up with errors Dx
anyways whats been going on? well thursday i sent sidnee a message that i was breaking up with her. yeah. things really werent that great with me and her. and i didnt really feel that good dating her. like i didnt feel loved and a bunch of other things. and i was just desperate so i rushed into the relationship with her, plus i felt bad because she made a big deal about things when i was dating alaena. anyways she read it friday and hates me now. plain and simple. she posted a comment on my myspace that said pretty much just and only that then removed me off all friends lists. but its okay i didnt take it hard or something. i usually would because it really hurts when people say that they hate me like that, but i dunno it just didnt affect me a whole lot. i guess i was just relieved that she didnt like go emo or something worse. (lol like anyone would go emo because of me xP)
but um... i also kinda left her for someone else...
a vietnamese/chinese girl
she's a year older than sidnee and lives about 600 miles further. but she's... wow... she's got wow factor. when me and her met it was just like, instant crushes on eachother. we talked a LOT. like way more than me and sidnee ever have and we had only known eachother for a few days. we actually stayed up till 6 in the morning (my time, 8 am her time) just talking on yahoo instant messanger! we found out a LOT about eachother. oh and it was easy to tell that she liked me back because when she was on she would always reply to my messages really fast. as if i were the only one worth talking to, for her. it made me feel really good. we also made eachother a few signs too. then one day, she broke up with her bf (online though. she never had a gf in the real world [like me])
and she was kinda shakey and depressed and felt guilty because of it then she said something like "omg i cant believe i dumped my bf for a guy who's taken" who was none other than myself. that kinda helped trigger what would cause me to break up with sidnee. so yeah we pretty much broke our relationships to start a new one with eachother, but it didnt become official until today. er yesterday for most of you, its still the 3rd for me.
you might critisize me now for whatever reasons you have, but i can assure you, that this girl is worth it. i went camping again over the weekend and i found myself thinking about her everytime i layed down to go to bed or take a nap and i also kept a picture of her in my back pocket the whole time. i also recorded a short video clip saying that i loved her, and she really really enjoyed that. and in return i got some more pics of her ^-^ oh how i love those lol, she's a real cutie. she wrote my name 3 times on a pair of jeans that she has, that have like been signed by her friends and graffitti'd by her older sister. its like the only thing we ever do is make eachother really happy. i just love it!
anyways um... yeah i forgot what else i was gonna update about ^-^' lol sorry. if you have any questions or whatever on whats been going on then just comment them or whatever. hopefully my pm's will start working again soon. Comments (4) |
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Wednesday, August 22, 2007
erk Dx okay, so there is this girl that i met like a week or so ago. she said she saw one of my pics and she said she thought i was cute. i got to see her and she is very cute as well.(course she wont admit it, just like all the other cute nice girls i know) we talked a lot, getting to know each other and such. she is a really cool and fun person. she also replies quickly too so thats a good thing for me because it annoys me sometimes when im messaging a friend and they take 20 minutes to reply! lol. we talk about a lot of random crap and such. and we already exchanged signs too! (hers is so much better than mine) anyways, yesterday we were talking and i said "your huggles = the core meaning of luff lol" and she said "so that means yours isnt? u suck then!
and i quickly noticed the broken heart there. and i explained why her huggles were better. (btw we arent really hugging lol just roleplay) and so i cleared that up and asked "so no more
and she said "well we never had <3 so
then she said that she doesnt want me to luffle her because then she will luffle be back, but she will luffle me for more than a bestie and that she doesnt want that.
i asked if it will work if i just didnt say it, and she said that she already likes me more than a bestie and doesnt like that. then she asked if i was gonna stop talking to her and i said of course i wont stop.
i asked her why she didnt want to like me so much and she said because she doesnt have a chance with me because i have a gf. i said that yeah i do have a gf and that i love my gf, but i cant predict what will happen later on and that its very possible that i may end up splitting up with her like my first two gfs. im not sure how she took that cuz she said "i see...." and then just a little bit later she said
"k well i'll talk to you in a few days... or weeks... bye"
so now i think she hates me..
i dont know what i did or what i can do now.
i dont want to be on bad terms with her...
ugh life is confusing!
sorry for such a long post. but if you read it all then i know youre a good friend! lol xD Comments (3) |
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Fckn HATE My-Otaku
My-O is consists of nothing but, lying, rumor-spreading, immature children. There is constant drama and stress. I dont know why I even come on her or why I even have a fcking account. I could have a perfect day spoiled as soon as I talk to anybody on here! I only had one real friend on here, and now she believes Im cheating on my girlfriend! What the fck!? Probably due to some lil immature child who has a grudge against me, and jumps to the worst concluding assuptions as soon as it hears any sort of negative hint towards anything.
You cant trust anybody on here. They just keep lying about themselves over and over, and for all I know they are all the same exact person! Ive never had to go through sht so idiotic on Gaia! Comments (4) |
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Friday, August 10, 2007
Heyro
Nothin much is going on, except that im going camping... again.. ugh... im not gonna take a whole bunch of pictures this time though. xP Im gettin kinda tired of going away on every weekend. It sucks becuase thats when I get to talk to Sidnee and other people more. =[
oh well, at least there will be a meteor shower, which will be cool because we will be out far from city lights under a clear sky so its gonna be cool. =3
Anyways, I hope its all good for all of you, seeya later! ^--^
Back from camping again! xP
Yay, so this trip was soo much better than last trip. We knew exactly where we were going this time because we reserved a spot at Stampede Lake (i think) which is in California, not too far from the border of Cali and Nevada. The trip wasnt that bad, I popped open the portable DVD player that my grandmother got for me a couple years ago. (even though the screen is kinda broken because my brother and nephew abused it ) But its all good. Oh and my dad and my lil sister said they saw a bald eagle by the river, but I missed it because my mother was driving like a mad woman and didnt want to slow or pull over or anything. Oh well. Anyways, we setup camp which was at a really nice spot, and before we could even un-hook the trailor there were 3 dear right by our fire-pit! they eventually wandered off and we started setting up the trailor, and while me and my dad were working on the outside screen room 5 dear came up behind us by the firepit, and a buck with like foot-long antlers. So it was pretty cool before we could really start camping hahaha. So then we had some tacos (without any plates because we forgot them hahaha) then went to bed. We had some cinnamon rolls in the morning, then went to the lake to see how it is there, its pretty nice, but it has lost a lot of water but its still all good. I fed some chipmunks and got them real close by my feet. (thought about catching one lol) After a chicken sandwhich lunch a mama dear came into the campsite and i fed it some potato chips. We eventually went back to the beach to do a little fishin and get a little wet. Took a few more walks and gathered some firewood. Eventually when it started getting late we started the campfire and had some s'mores. Yummy. We played some scrabble after that then went to bed, and had some pancakes in the morning. I feel like im forgetting to tell something, but I cant remember it right now lol, oh well. Anyways, yeah it was fun.
going campin
again lol
i'll be leaving soon
dont know if i'll be back monday or not, we might stay for an extra day so... yeah. seeyall when i get back =3 i'll miss everyone lol Comments (2) |
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w00t im back =P (Slight Picture Overkill)
Okay so camping was fun. We first went to Pyramid Lake, but that didnt end well. It was really dark when we got there, drving in sand, no trees, hardly any open spots, map sucked, people sucked, the whole thing sucked. So we came back home, slept, then went out again early Saturday morning and drove over to Davis Creek. An actual camping area. We found our spot, setup, paid for our stay, and took a few walks. It was really nice there. In the evening they had a Washoe County Employee Talent Show. It had only a handfull of people performing, but it was pretty good. We werent alowed to have open campfires that night, we could only use charcoal which of course we didnt have, so we didnt make any s'mores. We just went into our tent-trailor and played Scrabble. xP we had to put our food away at dark because bears have been in the park pretty frequently lately, and I'm glad we did. We stayed up watching out the windows so if one comes by we can see it, but we didnt see any. However, this morning we checked out the back of our car, and on the rear windshield are small claw marks of a baby bear cub scratching down and onto the car body itself, leaving pretty deep scratches, and a few smaller claw scratches all along the back of the car. They didnt get anything, but they knew there was food in there still, and the car was about 6-8 feet away from where I was sleeping in the tent-trailor. I'm sooo glad we didnt have food in with us! The dog barked late at night a couple times, we thought she was just barking at the roudy, drunk, redneck campers outside messing around, but she could have been seeing the bear and scared it away! Good dog! And speaking of rednecks and bears, I guess a group of drunkards saw a bear and scared it up a tree. Well its no wonder bears eat people, because people are jackasses!
Oh and then this morning we went back out for another walk to the small lake that is out there, and I cought 2 little froggies! ^-^ Go me! Then my dad got his feet wet and cought another so we brought 3 froggies with us home for our backyard pond. We set them in there on the lillypads and they were pretty umm sluggish, not really moving, but I went to check on them and they were gone so they are moving again. I hope they grow into the giant bullfrogs that were croaking at that lake. But anyways, so yeah our camping trip was pretty good. =3
Hope everything is okay with all of you!
Now for some pictures!
This was Pyramid
This is Davis Creek
This is some of the trailor and the old people of my family lol.
(left to right: Dad, Great Grandmother, Grandmother, Mom)
Me on my Bed
My dog Molly Moo (The one that barked at night)
Soda Time!
Nap time!
Soda time again! (I drank like 6 Dr. Pepper knock-off sodas lol)
Night time scrabble (the battery on the trailor was dead Dx)
Bear Prints! (right in the middle, kinda faint in this pic, and the bear was small. I'll see if I can get better pics later today)
=P
Goin campin. I'll be gone all weekend, so I wont be on till Monday. I'll take pics of wherever we go and what we do cuz I will probably be bored out of my mind lol. I'll miss you all! lol Even though its a couple days. Well, see you then! Have a good weekend! Comments (1) |
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