Birthday • 1990-03-21 Gender •
Male Location • Reno, Nevada, USA Member Since • 2005-09-11 Occupation • Making My Girl Happy Real Name • Shawn McCarthy
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Anime Fan Since • Toonami Favorite Anime • FMA, Samurai 7, Bleach, Samurai Champloo, Cowboy Bebop, Outlaw Star, Ergo Proxy... Goals • To make sure that My Girl is as happy as I can get her Hobbies • Video-games, drawing, writing, Talents • same as hobbies XD
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Thats it!
I hate feeling like shit over a silly little girl. I mean, I went a whole 24 hours without eating when we broke up. Why the hell would I do that? She wasn't for me, other wise we would have never split. And she didn't really even love me anyways, I was just another fling or something for her. And if she did truely love me, she wouldn't have been so quick to hate me and leave me the way she did.
Like they say:
"It takes two to Tango"
Well I guess I was the only one who wanted to dance!
So now I am going away to go find that other dancing girl. The better girl, who loves me back as much as I love her. Who is as crazy about me as I am of her.
And I'm sure as hell not going to find it here on My-O. So seeya later, although I hope not. Because I don't want you to follow me. I am just going to assume that you lived the rest of your life happy, and you should do the same.
But I doubt anyone could live happily with you, Chris, you are still a fucking asshole, and I don't give a shit about what you have to say to that. You, Chris, are going to hurt one too many people, and will die painfully alone. Youre full of yourself too, thinking that you are some sort of Mr. Perfect who knows all there is about life and love and how everyone feels, but youre just full of shit, you bastard.
Anyways, I don't care for what any of you think of me now, because none of you are going to concern my life anymore. Why should I kill myself, over people I never knew? So goodbye to you all, and good riddance!
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97% of teens say "I love you" ... but only 3% actually mean it. If you believe you are part of that 3% check again, because you are probably lying to yourself.
uh yeah
For people who might not know, im going to have an rp wedding with the greatest, cutest, sexiest girl ever... SAULI !!!
we have the date set for the first of june, and i think the colors are dark blue and purple. however this a little problem that needs solving... i dont have a best man! Dx
all my good online friends are female! i hardly ever talk with guys because, well i usually dont have any interest in them.. i meet a bunch of losers. so if anyone knows any guys who could play the part, please tell me. (i dont want some random loser with nothing better to do who nobody knows to come to the wedding) oh boy i cant wait to marry my girl! even though its only a role play. marrying her in real life would be like.. i cant even explain the feeling i would have. just think really really really really really really really really really reall happy!
^.^
I LOVE MY WIFE SO MUCH!!!!
and she got a haircut today wich made her extremely happy and excited, which made me extremly happy and excited. ^.^
ohhhhh i cant wait until i can see my sexy Sauli now! but i have to wait because she told me to, so i shall. xD Comments (5) |
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damnit
i put on some html layout code and it really f'd everything up, and now i cant remove it because it f'd up my post editing page, so im just going to repost my last two posts and maybe a couple more, just so i can get it off my this front page ><
sonofa
i put on some html layout code and it really f'd everything up, and now i cant remove it because it f'd up my post editing page, so im just going to repost my last two posts and maybe a couple more, just so i can get it off my this front page Comments (0) |
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Friday, May 11, 2007
damnit
i go under way too much stress.. its going to kill me..
it seems nearly impossible for me to keep more than one person happy, and when i do, they always seem to end up going completely depressed in the end. they tell me how they are worthless they think they are, and how happiness will never come for them.
but they are all so young, i wasnt totally happy when i was their age, but i kept going on. because i knew sooner or later i would find something to make me happy. (which evidently happens to be you Sauli <3 and all of my friends, everyone one of you!)
i just dont understand why people now are so willing to give up on life so quickly, because of these things. why cant people just live, and try to be happy. instead of moping and focusing completely on all the sadness and negativity, think about all the happy things for once. and if that is soo hard to do, then go out and find something that makes you happy. mourning on everything wont make anything any better.
NOBODY is worthless, everyone can be happy if they just try to be happy, and forget about all the bad things for once. everyone has a reason to live.. just give it time and you will realize it if you havnt already. dont give up the search just because you failed on the first try, nothing is ever that easy!
You can put anything here as well - and as much stuff as you want because this part can scroll and therefor not move anything on your page or offest anything! See, digital.fragrance thinks of everything!
(You can erase all of this) You can put ANYTHING here - that's the beauty of this section. You can put more info about the beautiful person you are, your favortie video games or sports... hey, you can put pictures or videos or music here too!
All codes (besides java based codes) should work in this layer - i.e. marquees, tables, textareas, css... etc!
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Features Johnny Depp as Jack Sparrow ::ahem:: Cap'n Jack Sparrow
okay dear, you wanted it
here is a pic of my dorky face xP i still dont know what to do with my hair, and sorry for not smiling either. Comments (3) |
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(You can erase all of this) You can put ANYTHING here - that's the beauty of this section. You can put more info about the beautiful person you are, your favortie video games or sports... hey, you can put pictures or videos or music here too!
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