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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-03-21
Gender
• Male
Location
• Reno, Nevada, USA
Member Since
• 2005-09-11
Occupation
• Making My Girl Happy
Real Name
• Shawn McCarthy

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• Toonami
Favorite Anime
• FMA, Samurai 7, Bleach, Samurai Champloo, Cowboy Bebop, Outlaw Star, Ergo Proxy...
Goals
• To make sure that My Girl is as happy as I can get her
Hobbies
• Video-games, drawing, writing,
Talents
• same as hobbies XD

myOtaku.com: phydeoux

Monday, October 15, 2007

mmmmmmmmmmk update time?
yeah sure
but not like it matters hahaha

k so umm i'm still with Angie and things are okay i guess... well not really. we still end up to the points were our relationship is held together by a minor thready ready to snap. but we manage to sew it back up and we are the most ductile ever. but of course we always end right back up in that weak spot again. it keeps happening over and over... i dont know how much longer i can deal with this before i go insane or emo or something.

like, no matter what happens she always gets into the notion that i dont love her as much or at all, or that i dont care or that i want to break up. she'll be fine, then suddenly in her blog on myspace she will be saying those things and it hurts when i read it, and since its her blog its open for anyone to read... though im the only one that comments on them.

i dont know what to do. i think that maybe she actually does want to break up with me, but just denies it, and keeps trying to say that im the one that wants to so she doesnt feel guilty. probably. she is also mentioning her ex's more, and how theyre telling her that they still love her and want her too. i dont know if that really means anything.

gah...
somtimes i really really hate life xP

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