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Birthday
• 2000-04-24
Gender
• Female
Location
• East Bumfuck, Rhode Island
Member Since
• 2004-01-07
Occupation
• If I tell you, then I must kill you.
Real Name
• Dish Soap

Personal

Achievements
• Hmmmm
Anime Fan Since
• birth
Favorite Anime
• Cowboy Bebop.
Goals
• Wake up and NOT want to kill everyone. Start my own business.
Hobbies
• Art, Potions,Tarrot cards, teaching and other assorted shit that you really don't care about.
Talents
• Making people uncomfortable.

myOtaku.com: Pimpin Satan

Monday, March 13, 2006

Depressing post, turn back now

Hey that poser
The one who's moving to me
Hey that poser
All dressed like a wannabe
Hey that poser
Creeping towards the door
Hey that poser
I wish you were a beer
I wish you were a beer
I wish you were a beer
You hate it when someone gets all in your face
I wish you were a beer
SHUT UP

Wake Up Call:

I hate to unload this here, but I think I'll feel better.

Long story short,

I had this idea for a project. I spent three days getting it ready to present. When I finally got in touch with all of my 'test poll people', none of them thought it was a good idea.

It totally depressed me and ruined my night.

Now I know that it is childish, but I think that we're all allowed one of these rants once in a while. Since I usually keep shit like this to myself, I figured that I'm entitled.

It's just....well, you know how you build stuff up in your head and you make plans out of your idea for like, the next 10 miles down the road and then it gets ripped out from under you? That's kind of how I felt.

I had waited for all the people to come online and I also had waited to work on the project, because my idea meant that I had to(it's a little confusing, sorry). So it really let the wind out of my sails and made me just want to give up on everything.

But I guess it's better to have them be honest with me now, then go through all of the work and have nobody give a shit then. I just really thought that everybody involved would have thought it a novel idea. Especially since most of them are usually asking for hints and the such.

But still.....

Now I really don't feel like drawing for a while, stupid, I know...but I'm sure that you can relate in one way or another.

So much for thinking that about sharing, huh?

Ok, I'm done.

PS: Don't feel that you can't give me honest opinions and criticism. Please, BE brutally honest with me!

I was just expressing how sometimes you never expect a certain reaction or comment and it throws you.

Trust me, I usually let shit like this slide right off. I also like people to keep me a little grounded, so my ego stays a normal size.

Just so you don't think that I can't handle it.

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