Tuesday, April 5, 2005

Things with me and Travis are weird. Not like you people know. It's not like some fairy rale "Boo-hoo, he likes my friend, but he doesn't really" Like a Midsummer's Night Dream, with Helena, Hermia, and Lysander with the flower dew drops or whatever.

He ACTUALLY likes me, unlike Jeremy. Well, he likes me now, but as a friend.

But Travis says he likes me, well, loves me, and so does Jeremy. He says Travis likes me...

But alot of people like Travis, and I think he likes alot of people too.

And my friend told him last night that I wanted to break up with him, which isn't true, and he was really sad and left me a message.

So we talked. And today we saw eachother, and did this weird arm thing, that I guess he likes.

But I saw him again tonight, and he barely looked at me. Mind you, we were with Jaymi, Aimee, Jessica (Which I think all of them like him. Aimee and Jaymi for sure.), and this other girl.

So like all of them we flirting with Travis, and I was just eating Starbursts and playing with people's phones. Then he left.

And since like, Friday, Aimee has been asking me if I "Go out" with Travis, and I've been saying "No". Which is a lie. So I lie. To my friend. Over a guy. Who I love. And can tell anything to.

Damnit. He's at boyscouts now. I think. Which is SO hot. I love his belt. <33

So... I'm going to shower. And call Travis. Maybe...

He's so normal at school. But never with other people at the field. He says I make him "nervous". I'm suppose to go to the movies on Saturday, like I did last Saturday. BLAH.

ON THE SIDE NOTE:
Many people stole my Tic-Tacs. Mainly Lauren, Kevin, and Travis.

I got my period yesturday.

I miss Travis.

I was apparently in a band, but I left. I think...

Many parts of my body itch at the moment.

There is a turtle on my underwear.

I miss Travis.

I just farted.

I'm a vegtarian. On most days.

Bye.

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