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Monday, March 26, 2007


   .......bleah
I am not in a particularly good mood because:

1) I was told by mother that I was too kind and giving...I guess she's right....she told me this when i was buying all these presents for my friends whose birthdays were coming up. and she was like, "do you really think all your friends will really do the same to you?"....

now that i think about it.......not really....

I gave presents to all my ...best... friends in
singapore

princess_of_mer: I gave her this cute diary with all these cuteyful bears on it and what did i get in return? I piece of paper torn out form a notebook sayin' "you're my best-est friend", "have a happy and even happier birthday" and stuff. with a drawing of me (?) on it. WITH NO FRIGGIN PRESENT!

Earth_gal: I gave her a letter writing set with leaves on it. and this green notebook which really matched. and what did I get? A bookmark from america with a heart (no american authenticity or nothing) and the heart was pixelly....and i didn't get a card....the bookmark was about 4 inches at most.

Broken_wings: I don't even remember what i gave her but i gave her SOMETHING. (i forgot what she got me) if she got me anything cuz she proably hates me now.

So, you just gonna tell all your problems to anis, eh, vivi? fine then. You KNOW that I give the best advice than anyone in the whole world. If you just wanna listen to her, fine...

2)My father is always going on the comp riiight before i want to go on MSN. Just to do his idiot book about the english language and what not. It's not like anyone CARES about books like that. If i wrote books, I'd write books that people would actually BOTHER to READ. It's not like he is renown for his books here as much as in singapore. he was MUCH FAMOUS-ER IN SINGAPORE DAMMIT! WHY'D WE HAVE TO F***ING MOVE!!!!

3)THESE F*** SECURITY ALERTS KEEP COMING UP SAYING I HAVEN'T RENEWED VIRUS PROTECTION!!!

4)I had this quiz in health about my 'goals' for the future.

I have no future. at least probably more of a future than all my boyfriend switching friends out there too engrossed in their love lifes to be concentrating on what is REALLY important. [YAY FOR BEING SINGLE!!!]

oh yes, anyway, I wasn't realy sure of what i wanted to achieve...

and then i realised what it was....

I wanted to be recognised by people, y'know, be famous! other than hopeless little nadiah who

-doesn't play a sport
-doesn't play an instrument
-isn't really good at much anything

I actually thought it sounded like naruto's dream. (he really is a crap ninja ><)

nah, he's cool tho ^^


and i remember this when I was watching naruto:

Haku: the person who needs you most, is the person you should make the most important in your life...

and i thought...

my parents don't really need me...

my friends don't really need me....

and i thought nobody needed me...

so...


I slashed myself....

















just kidding!

daddy called hamzah (little brother) something bad when he wouldn't help to trim the f***ing hedges. hamzi was feeling pretty sad so he was sort of sobbing to me and I realised...

my little brother needs me most...

so he is the most important person to me in my life...

even though he is quite a bum sometimes...

but i know that he needs me more than anyone else



(weird, zabuza is the most important person to haku...haku=gay? probably)


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