Friday, August 3, 2007

yea
i'm back from the viewing nn of course it was very sad. i knew almost no body there. i only really knew brads amidit family nn a few others, nn brads one friend came. it was horrible ... i mean it was nice... but sooo sad!!! i almost cried 5 times. i didn't feel right crying when i met the kid ONCEE soo i wasn't sure if it'd have been right. but all that stuff he did nn all the pictures. i couldn't help it. nn it spooked me that he was 16 too. nn i just couldn't get up nn look at the coffin, i saw his face, then i lost it. i kept myself from crying because it was just odd nobody knew me nn they were all looking at me nn talking about me... soo it was strangee. yea.
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Thursday, August 2, 2007

life has gotten sooo sad all of a sudden!
Julyy. 31 - brad's mumm called telling him his cousin was in a horrible wreck nn died. Nn his one ex's brother was in the car with him, nn he's gonna be paralyzzed from the neck down now... nn his family is suing brad's cousin's family.. the veiwing is today. i might go tonight but another sad story is interfering. so i dunno. i'm going to the funeral friday. i didn't know him much at all.
nn Augg 1-2:: myy papa iz in the hospital. he has something wrong with his heart. [diz iz the reason i can't really go to the veiwing] they dunno whats wrong with him. but theyy sayy he is at risk for heartattacks hes gott likeee 6 signs or something... but yea, my dad thinks he's gonna diee. so he's kinda a lil bit not with itt... nn stufff........ sooo yeaa

welll i thinkzz thats ittttttt

lovee

-hugzz nn kizziz-
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

ehh
brad left for college ... nn ... i don't think he cares about me anymore ... i think he'd rather be there then with me

nn now his sister is trying to break my moodyy ness ... im sure it cant' get any better ...
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IM SAD
i just decided to come by nn say hi

nn i'm lonely sooo IM me orr pm me whatever ... i just need to feel loved...

hugzzNkizziz (my AIM sn)
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Monday, June 4, 2007

m00
hiiii people !!!!

-waves- i'm sorry i haven't been on here for a while. Brads graduating tomorrow night nn i'll be all depressed nn stuff .... soo .... yea

-cries-

ohhh nn i got to meet this guy that brads going to college with

hiz name iz andy nn he's realli nice nn stuff... he's quiet though ><

hee hee everyone thought he waz mii boyfriend, then they thought he was mii brother >> weirdd people

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Friday, April 13, 2007

yezz
iz mii birthday nn right now i'm all alone nn stuffzzz >> -cries-

but me nn brad nn roxxxiii get to go shopping nn stuffffzzzz after school
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Sunday, April 8, 2007

kawaii

My result for Does He Really Love You? is He’s Bonkers ‘Bout You. He’ll be Popping the Question Anytime This guy was made especially for you. His love for you is genuine and will stand the test. You’ll be foolish not to reciprocate his feelings. Go for him by all means. Does He Really Love You? created by QuizCat.Com - Quizzes, Surveys, Tests, Trivias

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Friday, April 6, 2007

awww
happpi birthdayy Bradleyyy -gives him 18 kizziz then pinches him 18 times-



OK WHI IZ IT BLIZZARDING OUT??? well aniiway...

im going to L TOWN with bradleyz mum nn sissyy dont fucking ask me whi but brad works from 2-10 ON HIZ FUCKING BIRTHDAY

i waz about to go in nn say he quits but mii mum said thaz the way life goes............ soooooooo yeaaaa.... hez gonna be all bii himself (except for the lovelii carts) for his birthday
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Monday, April 2, 2007

hahah
brad yelled at me cause mii shirt iz to low nn it shows 'EVERYTHINNGGG' >> whatever that may mean...
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Saturday, March 31, 2007

   ^^ heres mii english paper i did HAVE FUNN nn iz supose to be depressing SO THERE >
Her name was Lily. She was named after her mother, whose name was Lilac. Lily's favorite color was always lavender. In fact, one day she went to the nearest 'Hot Topic' and bought purple hair dye. Her father, the only family she had left, strongly disapproved. But dear Lily went through with it. The morning after she'd dyed it and walked down for breakfast, she earned a red hand print on her left cheek. She flinched as her father's hand met her soft skin, though she was so used to the pain she didn't feel it. Her eyes shone a murky green-brown as she glared at the man that claimed to be her father, causing him to shift his weight. She smiled to herself, a kinda smile, she only showed when she was alone. Instead of giving into defeat and showing her father he had won, she slipped her new, bright purple hair, and it brushed his rough face. Then she walked to school. Though the eight hours at school kept her safe from her father, she had to worry about the people at school. Lily and her best friend, Candy, had been planning on escaping the living nightmare. Candy was her one and only friend. Lily was quiet and bitter to everyone except Candy. Candy, however was friendly and kind to almost everyone. If someone hurt Lily, Candy would fight them, though her had her suspicions school wasn't the only place Lily was abused. It wouldn't have surpised Candy if Lily lived in an abusive household since Lily never wanted her to go to her house. Lily was in a daze the whole day at school, until the lunch bell rang. Her palms started sweating and she repeatedly wiped them on her pant legs. She took a deep breath as her and Candy stepped into the school cafeteria. Most of the kids in the room stopped what they were doing, focusing only on Lily. She licked her bottom lip and tasted the bitter blood caked onto it. Luckily her lipstick was dark enough to hide it from everyone including her father.
"There she is. The freak." A football player said loud enough for her to hear.
"Why does Candy hang out with her?" A cheerleaders beside the football player said to another preppie cheerleader.
Lily bit the inside of her cheeks, she wanted to run away. Away from this school, away from her father, away from life. Suddenly, all was silent as she felt an ease flood away the hate. She slowly and steadily walked to her and Candy's normal lunch table; away from the jocks, the preps, the Geeks, everyone. Here it was just the two of them, and Lily felt incredibly numb. Lily got out the lunch she bought for herself. Something shiny on Candy's tray caught her eye, she reached out for it but Candy hit it away. It was a safety pin; one of Candy's many, odd accessories. Candy shook her head disapprovingly, Lily felt a tear roll down her pale cheek; she wiped it away with the back of her hand. Before Candy could say or do anything, Lily snatched up the safety pin. Candy was just about to grab her hand when she took off running, as fast as she could. Lily held the safety pin to her chest possessively. She bit down on her lip hard and didn't stop until there was a pool of blood under her tongue. She held back the urge to gag from the disgustingly bitter taste and smell, but she knew it would only slot her down. She ran until she came to a cliff that pretty much dropped into the bowls of Hades. She pressed the point of the safety pin into her skin over and over again; until she felt light headed, then ever so slowly she fell forward. She thought she heard someone call her name as her toes finally left the ground. It was too late for her, it always had been. It was as though she was born dead, born with no soul. She was unconsious before she even hit the bottom, but as soon as she hit she was dead.
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