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Monday, January 28, 2008


   feel like shit....
ugh... i thought that by today i would be all better. after all that's usually how it is right?? u throw up once and then after a while u feel better right?? WRONG. i still feel like shit and im gonna throw up any minute the way things feel right now. im too afraid to even open my mouth to breathe. i can't tell if taking deep breathes is good or bad for me. i feel like it's a bad idea but i honestly don't know...

and on top of that, i've got a cough and im afraid im gonna end up throwing up while coughing and i know that salt water is supposed to help kill germs, but i think salt water would only make me throw up cuz it makes me gag and shit so i don't know what to do and i haven't told my mom or dad about this cuz they tend to overreact. and i know my dad told me to watch the food he's cooking but im probably gonna throw up over it and that would be bad i can tell u. nothing is helping right now and i have school to go to and im not sure i want to go throwing up at school AGAIN and have random ppl i don't even know coming up to me asking "hey are u that girl that threw up yesterday?" or "i heard u threw up is that true?" i feel like telling them it's none of their fucking business and stop bugging me seriously it doesn't concern them and i hated it when ppl asked me. that's what happened back in CMS. i blame costco sandwiches for this. not kidding and in fact im in no mood for anything and lying down doesn't help. and listening to music hasn't been doing much either and im not certain i wanna watch tv for obvious reasons but thinking of kakashi has helped a tad. i feel like my throat is closed up and im half wondering if i should make myself throw up on purpose to get rid of this horrible sensation. whatever happens, i hope to god i don't throw up over this laptop cuz my brother would kill me even if it isn't technically his anymore. dammit this sucks... and i feel so fucking cold too. hope u guys are doing well though...

*doop*

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