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myOtaku.com: Pochi-Chan


Friday, October 28, 2005

   Today
I’m not very happy right now. So be prepared for some serious depression from me. Not that you care! NE ways. Everything was going half way okay until I got home. I can’t stand it here I gotta get out! Again nothing I did was good enough. Nothing made her happy. As soon as I finished my homework, I went straight to my bedroom, to pack everything up so we could finish painting. And it started. The yelling. I was being very polite about everything despite how mad and hurt she was making me by her comments and yelling. I asked her if should keep an old picture of mine and she went off, she was totally mad. She was saying stuff like “you’re nothing like your sister, she would keep stuff that was suppose to be special to her” and “Your brother never gave me this kinda attitude.” First thing I’m not my sister and I don’t have an attitude. I didn’t say that but I wanted to. I quietly told her “that I would keep it and I wasn’t trying to give her an attitude.” For some reason that made her more mad. She went to pick up a pile of stuff and two things fell off the top so she threw the picture frame that was in her hand and glass shattered everywhere. Then she just stormed off. I can’t believe she did that. She left me there to pick up all the glass. I sat there looking at the glass thinking how easy it would be to end it all and take away the pain. I called my friend crying the first thing out of her mouth was “don’t do it, Don’t kill yourself” It was like she knew exactly what I was thinking before I said anything. She even knows the sound of my crying and what it means. I don’t know where I’d be with out her. I know this isn’t such a big deal but everything is starting to pile up. I don’t know how much more I can handle. It’s like one thing after another. I’m holding on by a thread. My only escapes are school, which can sometimes suck, and here, the Internet where no one can hurt me. I wouldn’t be able to handle life if it weren’t for these two things.

sorry for wasting your time with my stupid post!
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