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Birthday
1991-10-02
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Female
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second star to the right and straight on till morning
Member Since
2005-06-30
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crazy person
Real Name
LoKi
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HA HA HA HA.......^o^ achievements.
Anime Fan Since
a couple years ago
Favorite Anime
Wolfs Rain, Fruits Basket, Chobits, D.N.Angel, Inuyasha and many more
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to make it through another hopless year alone and unhurt!!
Hobbies
reading and writing poems
Talents
I make boys cry ^-^
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Friday, December 16, 2005
Just another depressing poem!
Within that single kiss,
You took my heart with so much bliss.
As I lay in your arms,
There was no need to take alarm.
I felt protected,
And like I was loved.
But nothing lasts forever,
The game ended and you were like whatever.
For many weeks after we didn’t talk,
When we saw each other we just continued to walk.
I looked for the strength to put you from my mind,
But you were always there hiding behind.
Behind all the lies I told myself,
To help me forget and stop taking my health.
I’d hurt myself just to cause pain,
It blocked the pain you gave me and kept me sane.
As I watched my wrists bleed,
It became harder to breath.
Thinking only of you,
You’re the one I love this is true.
So I gathered my strength,
And told you in length.
I told you I loved you,
You said I loved you too.
But the words you said you didn’t mean,
But still you held me calm and serene.
And when you let go,
You told me it wouldn’t always be so.
That someday you’ll love me,
And together we’ll be.
Those words you meant,
Well at least that the message you sent.
As I walked away,
I wished to stay.
Thinking of us and of the future,
When all of a sudden it began to blur.
All I could see was your face,
Then away it flashed without a trace.
When I opened my eyes I only saw yours,
I thought for a moment and then I froze.
I couldn’t say anything,
So I said nothing.
We suddenly kissed,
And then I felt mist.
I’d begun to cry,
But oh I did try.
To hold the tears back,
As my heart began to crack.
Reality hit me,
It won’t let me free.
This I can see,
You’ll never love me.
But my love you’ll have,
For always and ever!
Tell me what you think!
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