Monday, November 21, 2005

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 1)

Darkness engulfs me,
why can't I find the light?
Where did it go?
Is it still there?
I see something white,
It's pulling me in.
But then darkness surrounds,
and there is no white.
Will I ever find light again?

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 2)

I'm walking in the darkness,
Trying to find my way.
I shed a single tear,
A shard I guess I would say.
For it pierced through the solid rock,
And helped me find my way.



Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 3)

I found my way out,
And hopefully will never go back in.
But I feel a strange presence.
A...a soul,
a mind.
it's telling me something.
Like I was suppose to do something while I was in darkness.
But I can't go back.
Not again

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 4)

I resist.
I pull away.
But I can not escape.
I beg,
I plead,
I cry.
But it takes me anyway.
It takes me back into the darkness.
Away from light,
day,
life.

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 5)

I'm back in the darkness,
for a reason now.
I will fix the problem.
And take my leave.
I do not want to be in the darkness no more.
But I have no choice.
No matter how hard I try,
I can not leave.
For it's calling me,
to help,
to stay,
not to leave.
No matter how hard,
or how long I try,
I can not take my leave.

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 6)

I have not found the reason,
of why I was called back.
But I will take my leave,
with or without it's blessing.
It can not bring me back.
It can not stop me.
I will not let it anymore.
I will come out of the darkness.
Not to be sucked in anymore.
But so I can be lonely in a world full of people.
it doesn't make much since.
Not even to me.
But if you are lonely,
feel lonely,
want to be alone.
That's when you need to be wth people the most.

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 7)

I'm all alone,
out of the darkness.
But into a world of my on.
It's a dark world.
Like the darkness,
but its mine and I can leave at any time.
It's my life,
my world,
my time,
my rules.

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 8)

You try and bring me back,
once again.
I tell you no.
I back away.
You step forward.
You take my hand and lead me into the darkness.
Never to come out again.
I beg you.
You say no.
I cry.
You don't regret.
I look at you in the eye.
You show no pity.
No mercy.
No anything.
I give in.

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 9)

I gave in,
but that does not mean
I have given up the fight.
I may be in the darkness,
and in my world it is dark to.
Like the darkness.
Midnight.
It's cold.
So cold in the darkness,
I need light.
But when I need it the most,
I can't find it.

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 10)

Now I'm lost again.
Trying to find my way.
No light to guide me,
through this darkness.
No single tear,
to be a shard,
and pierce its way.
But I will find it.
I found it once before.

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 11)

I search for days,
and find no ways,
that will lead me out of the darkness again
I hear thunder,
and I hear rain.
Lightning flashes I see the way.
I walk over there.
Put my hand out.
There's the way.
But I'm pulled back in.

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 12)

Why was I pulled back in?
Why again?
Why when I was so close
to being out of the darkness?
Into my on world.
My creation.
My on darkness.
I cry.
But tears can't help me.
I'm on my knees.
Begging one last time,
for it to let me go.
But it says no.

Finding the Light and The Way Back Into The Dark(Part 13)

If I never leave this place,
is this where I'll die?
Here in this dark place,
so cold.
The presence,
will it ever fade?
And let me pass?
Or will it stay there forever,
and keeped me traped in the darkness?
I used to know the light,
but now I can't find the way.
Maybe 1 day,
I will be able again.
But for now,
I keep
Finding the Light
and the Way Back Into The Darkness.

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