Half and Half
One part of me says no,
fearing the same thing
might happen again, and
it will hurt just as much
.....like last time.
Another part of me
screams 'yes', saying
I should be with you,
saying that I should try
to get you on my side.
I'm so confused, god,
what should I do,
should I just leave
him alone, or try
everything to win him?
Nothing makes sense,
no, nothing at all.
maybe i'll stand in
the poring rain, in
the middle of it all.
~marissal~
Wonderment
I wonder if I'll still be smiling up without ever looking down,
I wonder if my soaring heart will ever touch the ground,
I wonder if I can live my life without the need or feeling of rush,
I wonder under reality's weight if all of my hopes and dreams will be crushed.
I wonder what stands at the end of the of the path I chose to take,
I wonder who I'll be when I get there and what decisions I'll have to make,
I wonder if I'll be greeted by a clear blue sky with a light and pleasant breeze,
I wonder if all hope will fade from my eyes as darkness brings me to my knees.
I wonder if I'll become a man who still has the innocence of a boy,
I wonder if I'll have a daughter that fills my heart with joy,
These are just some thoughts I have wandering inside my mind,
But for all my wondering about tomorrow, right now all I have is faith and time
~luvsol's nii-san~
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