Saturday, July 9, 2005

   I got bored >.>

	You Are? by Osaku
	This is about you and me..err I mean you...
	Name	Alyssa
	Nickname(s)	Lyss
	Age	15
	Hair Color	Blonde
	Natural Hair Color (if different)	Blonde
	Eye Color	Blueish-gray
	Height	~5'3"
	Righty/Lefty	Righty
	Innie/Outtie	Innie
	Birthplace	Seattle, Washington
	Sign	Pisces
	Glasses/Contacts/"I Can See"	I can see
	Birthmarks	Some here and there
	Song that Describes Your life	'Emotionless' by Good Charlotte
	Relationships (aww)...
	Are You In Love	No ... I don't think I can be anymore
	Who Are Your Best Friends	Elena
	Do you Intend/Want to Get Married	I want to ... going to be: mostly likely not
	If So, Where	The ocean
	Do You Want a Family (kids!!!)	Yes ... going to happen: mostly likely not
	If So, How Many	One or two
	If So, Boy/Girl/Doesn't Matter	Doesn't really matter ... though I would like a girl
	Aspirations (You go-getter you)...
	What You Wanted to Be When You Were a Kid	A singer
	What Do You Want to Be Now	A singer
	Where Do You Want to Live	London, England ... but realistically, down town Everett or Seattle
	Where Do You Want to Visit	Japan and Egypt
	Where Have You Been That You'd Rather Be Right Now	California
	What Would You Change About Yourself, Given the Opportunity	Everything
	Favorites...
	Place (Near or Far, it doesn't matter)	Seattle
	Vacation Spot	California
	Shopping Location	Mall
	Music Genre	Rock
	Band	Evanescence
	Color	Purple, black, and crimson
	Flower	Red rose
	Smell	The smell of candles right after they're blown out
	Shampoo	Dove
	Ice Cream	Chocolate
	Website	Anything FMA related
	Car	N/a
	Movie	Pirates of the Caribbean
	Actor	Johnny Depp
	Actress	Natalie Portman and Nicole Kidman
	Holiday	Birthdays, Christmas, and Halloween
	Soda	Pepsi
	Book	The 'Time' quartet and 'Sirena'
	Game (Board/Computer/Word/Drinking..It's all good)	Mystery Mansion
	Either/Or...
	Responsibility/Simplicity/Both(?)	Depends
	Pop/Rock/Rap	Rock
	Work/Play	Play
	Car/Train/Plane	Train
	Cat/Dog	Both
	Coke/Pepsi	Pepsi
	Color/B&W (photos)	Depends
	Tomato/Chicken Noodle	Neither
	Noon/Midnight	Midnight
	Hot/Cold	Cold
	Dawn/Dusk	Dusk
	Books/Movies	Both
	Did You or Do You...
	Have and Siblings	Yesh: 22-year-old sis; 30-something half-bro
	Cry Easily	Yes
	Think You are Smart	Yes
	Act Your Age	Yes ... though I've been told I act older sometimes
	Have Any Tattoos	No
	Have Any Piercings	Ears
	Have Any Pets	Two dogs and two cars
	Get Jealous	Depends
	Ever Like Boy Bands	Nsync 3
	Believe in God/Allah/Jesus/etc.	Nope
	Take Criticism Well	Not really
	Have You Ever...
	Gotten Drunk Before	Nope
	Smoked (cigarettes)	Nope
	Done Drugs (Any)	Illegal: no; legal: yes
	Kissed a Member of the Opposite Sex	On the cheek
	Kissed a Member of the Same Sex	No
	Been on an Airplane	Yesh
	Been on First Class on an Airplane	No
	Skinny Dipped	No
	Had Sex	No
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Thursday, July 7, 2005

   Hmn ...
I got a little sleep. Earlier I think I slept from 1:30pm to 2:00pm ... I think. I can't remember. Then when my mom left to go back to work whenever I woke up, I went back to bed till 5:00pm. I had an alarm to wake me up then so I could get my chores done an hour before my mom got off work but ended up getting up half an hour later. I got it all done but it's 7:00pm and my mom's still not home. She got off an hour ago ... guess she wasn't kidding when she called saying she still had things to do.
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   ...
Ah, shit. I have a huge headache. It's 9:30am, my mom left for work, I'm on the computer when I should be sleeping ... and I don't know why I'm even typing this. I wanted to start on my next chapter, but I'm not sure how I should protray it. I have an idea, I'm just not sure what I should have happen since Russell left. Hmn ... fuck. All this thinking if making my headache worse. >.<
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   Wh00t!!!
Heh, it's 7:30am, I haven't gone to bed yet, and I just updated my FMA fic. I feel fairly good about this chapter too. I think I did a decent job. Also, only ten more reviews to go before I have 200 reviews!!! *jigs*

Eh ... well, nothing really else to say. Sis went to bed early so I didn't get a chance to talk to her. Oh well, I'll talk to her tonight.

Since I was watching episode 25 yesterday, here's a pic I found for it ... :

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Wednesday, July 6, 2005

   Episode 25
Damn ... I just watched episode 25 of Full Metal Alchemist. I've never cried so fucking hard in my life. I even yelled at the tv ... yelled at Ed. I know he didn't know Maes was killed, but he was complaining about him; and saw his spirit but said he saw nothing. How Winry told Ed to say 'thank you' to the Hughes family next time he sees them. The part that gets me most is Elysia and Roy.

Fuck ... now I have a monster headache from crying. I actually watched the episode as it played on tv and then because I taped it, I re-watched it right afterward. Pretty stupid of me, huh?
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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

   Kawaii and sexeh pics to make me feel better


XDDD I love this picture!

*Drools* Damn *faints* ((I know, I use this picture too much))


Ed doesn't feel good. Poor Ed.

Another pic of Ed with black hair.

I know, it's not Ed but I thought sis would like it. Plus, even though there's no Ed, it's a rather sexeh pic.

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   Bleh
I'm feeling a little better. I took a shower but I still have cramps that are a bitch and I'm a little sweaty because I was just doing chores. I actually did everything I was told to ... except clean the litter box. x.x;;;

Crap, my mom just came home. I have to get my sweat-shirt before she sees my arm.

Marie, Dan't girlfriend put a bag on our door handle with two little dog sweaters (for Jazzie) with a note. Mom says she's kissing up because they don't have the money for rent. Dan's a fucking perv and a fucking lunatic. I guess his girlfriend is too. ¬_¬ Dan scares the shit out of me. *shivers*

I'm going to go now before mom sees my arm.

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   Damn it
I feel completely and utterly disgustly right now. I fucking hate my body. Even though I'm just like 113 pounds, I have this awful gut hanging out on my stomach and flab almost falling over the side of my jeans. It makes me just want to take a knife, grab my fat, and slice it off. Not that I would really do that; it's just something that replayes in the back of my mind. Heh, you'd think I'd be anorexic, but I'm not. I love eating. I actually tried to make myself anorexic but it never worked. I could only make myself not eat for like a day and a half. I've always been skinny ... till this year. I could always eat whatever I wanted, no matter how much it was; my stomach was a freaking bottomless pit. It really makes me hate myself more than I already do. Because that was the only thing I was confident about when I was around people, but now I can't be anymore.

Damn ... there I go away rambling off about something that's not really important. I just looked down at my stomach and was instantly infuriated with myself. Probably because I just woke up from a nap (2:00pm to 4:40pm - what a nap, huh?) and that's the only sleep I've gotten. Not to mention it's that damn time of the fucking month which adds to my crankiness. ¬_¬ God damn the world.
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   Finally!!!
Wh00t!!! I FINALLY got my YYH fic updated!!!!! The last time it was updated was May 18! *jigs like guy in picture below*


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   ... Weird ...
I feel a lot better from earlier. It's strange how I feel like the world is about to end, so cut and then it feels as if everything is alright. I just did like ¾ of my chapter in less than a half hour. I only had three pops. Well, one at the park around 10:00pm and the other two between 2-4:00am. It's now eight minutes till 5:00am and I'm not that tired. I'm actually rather awake. My mom came out of her room to go to the bathroom a little bit ago and would normally scream at me to go to bed. But I guess she was too asleep to notice or something. Though she did close her bedroom door again. She only does that when I'm still awake and have music on; which I did. Oh, she's probably going to yell and scream when she gets up in an hour. *shrugs* I'm awake to walk the dogs, feed the animals, re-fill their water dish, and will still be up right as 9:00am hits so I can shampoo the carpet where Darbie went (since I'm in an apartment, we aren't allowed to use the vaccuum, shampooer, washer, dryer, etc. till then. What else do you want from me?


And here is sexeh pic of Ed! ^^
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