Tuesday, September 20, 2005

   Bleh
Today was just a whole bunch of blah. Algebra was fun though; we went to the computer lab and had fun. ^^ I like math, remember?

The rest of the day was boring. Louie gave me a poster of Kurama though! The one that has both his human and demon form surrounded by roses. *glomps Kurama* He was my obsession before I knew about Full Metal Alchemist. ^^;;;

Damn, it's already 7:45pm and I haven't done my homework yet. *shrugs* I'll do my bio homework now while I wait for Elena to get online I guess. Ms. Penalver ((my bio teacher)) graded our notebooks and gave me zeros for all three assignments. I understand for two of them but one of them I only had ONE blank. That pissed me off so much.

Oh, in AP World History, we got our first quiz back. *dies* I didn't do so well. *sweatdrops* Out of nine ... I got one. x.x;;; BUT I can re-do it and get a full grade!

...

Stop staring at me like I'm stupid. IT WAS HARD, OKAY?!?!?!?!?!

¬_¬
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Monday, September 19, 2005

   School
It's offical: I switched math classes. I'm in Algebra 1 now. Calib switched too but he had to move a couple classes; I think he's taking math third period ((I have it first)). I'm a little sad that I don't have that class with him anymore but I still have bio with him.

God, speaking of bio, I hated class today. We did a lab experiment with termites and I felt so fucking awful. We drew shapes on a paper and had to watch her/his reaction. We had to use q-tips and note cards to stop them from getting off the paper and onto the lab tables. S/he got caught on my q-tip at one point and I freaked but that didn't hurt the termite. Bakoto, one of my lab partners, accidentally hit the termite right after it's head with the notecard. She and I freaked. Tiffany and Courtney didn't seem to care. They kept calling our termite "retarded" and so did one guy from the group next to us. They didn't care at all that people were killing innocent lives. It pissed me off so much. Thankfully, I don't think our termite died but I'm sure it's in pain. I wanted to cry so badly.

Damn, Sam came over and she forgot her cell phone in her car so asked me to get it for her. I guess I'll update later.

EDIT ::: Oh, I was switched from Saprano II to Saprano I today in choir too. ^^
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Saturday, September 17, 2005

   Not much
Nothing is really going on. I'm at Sam's place and I got some of her old clothes. I'm gonna eat some of her pizza then probably go home. XD

I don't really want to go home because then I'll have to help Mom with cleaning the house and do my homework; but I don't want to over-stay my welcome either.

Tora got soooo big since the last time I saw him! He's bigger than Bay now. Oh, they're cats by the way. Didn't want you to think my sister had two kids or anything. Lee has a toddler though with his ex. Tora like attacked me though because I'm wearing a necklace. When he first came onto my lap and stuck his nose where the zipper on my sweat-shirt stopped; which was at my chest. x.x;;; BAD KITTY!!!

Eh ... I really don't know what else to say. I'm bored and Lee went to the office to get a new building key. Lee'll probably have a heart attack when he sees I'm on his computer. XD Oh well. He's gonna be my brother-in-law in a couple years most likely so he can't kill me. XDDD

Elena, you so be able to talk when I get home!!!!!!! ^^;;;

EDIT ::: The dance last night was pretty boring actually. I hung out with my new friend Alyssa ((ironic, ne?)) so that was cool. There were only a few good songs but I got a nice work-out. XDDD Hey, I was dancing for three hours straight!!! x.x;;; Okay, I'll shut up now.

EDIT #2 ::: Gah ... I'm going to be leaving Sam's place soon and I can't stop sneezing! I've gone through so much toilet paper ((they don't have tissues)) it's freaking ridiculous! Not I can't breath through my nose and I'll probably have to run to the bathroom to blow my nose again in like two minutes. God damn allergies! I'm guessing it's because of the cats; I am semi-allergic to them. -__-;;;

EDIT #3 ::: IT'S TAIMA AND REENIE'S FOURTH BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!!!
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Friday, September 16, 2005

   Kick Off dance tonight!
*Yawns* Soooo tiiiired.

Today we had a pep assembly. It was freaking stupid. Marlo and I kept messing with Pepp's hair ((she was standing on a bench in front of us)); it was pissing her off and all we could do was laugh our asses off. XD

Not much happened today really. Just a average boring day.

Then when I was walking home with David, I kicked a rock on the sidewalk and it went into the street. It hits the front of a on-coming car and goes cla-CLUNK. David and I both went "... oops ..." and tried not to crack up. Then I was just like, "You didn't see that." and he replied, "Saw what?". XD My response, "Exactly." *shakes head* It was weird. It felt nice being able to joke around with him again though. I don't feel awkward with him at all which is cool since he is my ex.

Well ... it's 3:00pm now and the dance doesn't start till 9:00pm so I'm going to take a nap till like 6:00pm. Do my evening chores and maybe take a shower before I leave.

Ja ne!
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Thursday, September 15, 2005

   *Chants* One more day, one more day, one more day ...
Today was low-key, thank God. Brian popped up into my algebra class though. *shivers* To take pictures for the yearbook. I seriously think he likes me; I don't know what to do about it. I don't know if Rick still likes me or not ... someone likes him. That is so creepy that two guys could like me at once ... x.x;;;

I might be switched to a different math class with Calib. We're both in the same class but whenever we get homework, we turn it in literally within five minutes of having it. So Ms. McIntosh is going to put us in Algebra 1. The class we're in is the same thing only two years and we're in the second year so I don't really see why she's bothering but whatever. We really don't care. I like her teaching methods; she puts up an overhead and like half the answers are wrong so we have to correct her. It makes it so we have to keep thinking about it and now slack off like last year in Ms. Novilla's class.

Tomorrow's the Kick Off dance! Wh00t! ^^ I don't have much school spirit, but I love going to dances. I might even wear my class colour ((green)) tomorrow ... if I can find anything since I don't have any green shirts. >.>

Mom looked at my arm last night and surprisingly didn't lecture me. She just said, "No more cutting." I know I shouldn't do it, but besides the freaking out part since the bleeding wouldn't stop with the damn tissue when Mom walked in, I haven't been that calm in ages ... it felt nice. I know, I know ... bad Lyss. *smacks self* But I can't help it.

And yes, Elena ... I will never forget what you said!!!!!!! *huggles* You are and forever will be my big sis.

I really don't know what else to say ... it's a few minutes till 4:00pm and I haven't done my homework yet. I need to do yesterday's AP World History homework with tonight's ... we're having a quiz tomorrow. *dies* I'm also having a quiz in algebra and sign language but I'm not concerned about those two.

I guess I'll throw my last box of pot pockets into the micro while I do homework.

EDIT ::: HOT*** pockets. >.<
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   ...
I feel like complete shit right now.

I was doing homework from 4:00pm to like 8:00pm. All of it AP World History; I haven't done the homework in the last two days ... but it took me so freaking long to do, I didn't even bother to do tonight's homework. I'll to it tomorrow with that night's.

I don't understand why ... but I cut today. I was almost done with my homework ((or where I stopped anyway)), listening to the radio and ... just wanted to cut. I wasn't particularly depressed; I always have a certain amount of sadness on my mind 24/7 but I wasn't breaking down or anything. Maybe it was because I know Pepp is still cutting too ... I don't know.

I did it four times ... though all are very shallow. Mom came into my room right as I was trying to stop the blood so quickly hid my arm; of course she noticed. For some reason, two of them just wouldn't stop bleeding ... I was so scared that Mom would see the tissue I was using. Now she's extremely upset with me and either glaring at me or giving me the silent treatment.

I don't blame her. I still don't understand why I did it ... I really don't. It's like I was thinking 'I'm bored ... I think I'll cut to pass the time!' It's not like I truly thought that ... but that's what it seems like; because I can't think of any other reason why.

Well ... it's 9:00pm and I'm dead tired. Mom's going to be yelling at me to get to bed anyway.

God damn it ... I hate it when I make her mad at me. Now it's going to be so much harder to have her trust me again. If she actually looked at my arm, she'd see they aren't bad at all ... but the fact that I did it will set her off.

... I'm sorry Mom ...

... I'm sorry sis ...

... I'm so sorry ...

I think I had a stupid moment ... but that doesn't excuse what I did. As ridiculous as it sounds, I still like the idea of SI; and it still calms me. Maybe I am insane ...
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

   Do de do de do
*Sighs* Mom, Sam, and Lee don't understand cell phones. It's hilarious yet pitiful.

I have soooo much homework but I'm not even going to bother doing it all. I'll just have to do like twenty pages of reading for AP World History tomorrow. XDDD Yeah ... literally about that many pages.

Pepp's phone kept dying when Sam and Lee came over. XD I thought it was funny but annoying. x.x;;;

Do doo do do ... I guess I'll wait for sis to get on so we can do STORY!!!!!!! *totally has one-track mind*
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Monday, September 12, 2005

   Eh ...
I just talked to Pepp for like a half hour or something. She says she didn't have anything to do with all the shit from last year but she couldn't say anything about it. Though I'm not sure if I believe her.

But it felt so good to be able to joke around and laugh with her again. God, I hope she isn't going to turn on me. If she does, I don't think I'll be able to handle it.
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   Yesterday and today
Gah, I'm so tired. School sucked as usual.

Billie talked to me; she wants to like really talk to me so I don't know if she's going to call or what. I was so close to telling her to fuck off but something stopped me. I don't know ...

Yesterday was ... interesting. I'm too lazy to go into huge detail but I'll try. XD

So I go out with Sam to get Mom her birthday present, right? So we go to Michael's and then to Wal-mart. Her car has been acting up ((from it's usual self; it is NOT a happy car)) and right before she does the brake, there was this huge BOOM. We both thought the engine just dropped out from the car. So she called Dad and he came ... with Kim. I have no fucking clue who the fuck she is but it pissed the fucking Hell out of Sam and I. Dad could have just said, "Okay, we'll be right there" or something! Nothing huge but no. He didn't say anything. You can tell she's a smoker too. Anyway, so Dad drives the car around the parking lot and doesn't feel a thing wrong ((besides the axel and what else is already wrong x.x)). So that was for nothing, then we leave. But ... the car was working almost perfectly. It freaked us out; like, the boom was a good thing. I was laughing my ass off for a while.

So we go to my apartments and switch to Mom's car. We went to the Alderwood mall and got Kidd Valley ((I LOVE that place)) and went into Buckle; that store is awesome.

Then we went to Spirit ((the BEST Halloween store EVAR!!!)) but it wasn't all the way set up so there wasn't that much to see.

We got back to my apartment to try on my Halloween costume from Wal-mart. Fits awesome! I'm like a geisha girl ... again. XD I was last year with my Chinese dress I had gotten for my 14th birthday. This one is a torquiose-type blue and comes up to my mid-thigh ((comes JUST to the fingertip thing)) and then there's a train that barely touches the ground to cover my bum. XD The sleeves are the perfectly length too. With my hair up and my high heels, I look pretty good in it. ^^ Besides my ugle feet. *dies*

Okay ... I'm done now. I probably had rather horrible grammar but I don't care. I'm hungry so I'm going to make myself some food and do howework.

Ja ne!

EDIT ::: I forgot to put that Sam and I saw this really cute Asian guy that worked in Spirit and then this REAAAALLY kawaii guy my age with blonde hair outside in the parking lot. *swoons* He was so cute! KYAHH!!!!! >.<
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

   TA DA!!!
Wh00t! I finally updated my The Pain of Death fic! *jigs* It's not the best chapter, but I thought I owe it to my readers to put up something ... ANYTHING. x.x;;; So yeah ...

I had a fight with Mom ... about stupid things as usual; I think she's giving me the silent treatment. I'll know for sure if she ignores me when she goes to bed; she always kisses me good night before going to bed.

Haha ... my fic has only been updated for like five minutes and I already got a review:

The following review has been submitted to: The Pain of Death Chapter: 17

From: Angel-of-Music1331 ( http://www.fanfiction.net/u/741094/ )

Oh my god. Oh my god. There aren't words that could describe that. Please update soon.

^^ I feel good now. XD

Except for the fighting with Mom part. =/

EDIT ::: God damn it! Why does it say it's Sunday?! It's only 9:30pm so it's still Saturday! *grumbles* ... stupid site ... ¬_¬

EDIT #2 ::: Yep ... Mom's giving me the silent treatment. It makes me want to cry actually ...
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