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• 1990-03-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• Washington
Member Since
• 2005-06-06
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Uh ... just call me Lyss; hey, only two letters taken off

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• Was in Winter Guard and ... um, passed all the W.A.S.L. tests with flying colours? o.O I passed my first year of high school too ... does that count?
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• Oh God ... since 5th grade at least
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• Full Metal Alchemist
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• To make the Symphonic choir at school and to pass all my classes ^^;;; But for my life goal/dream, I want to become a singer or writer ... though I adore singing more
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• Singing, writing, colour guard, watching anime, reading manga, practically living on the internet or sleeping
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• Singing, writing, colour guard




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Monday, June 13, 2005

   Depressed ... again. What a shocker! T_T
God ... love fucking sucks. Who's with me?

I downloaded that song and now listening to it non-stop. The only thing that doesn't fit besides the eye colour, is when she says that she doesn't cry on the outside anymore. I'm crying right now ... but not just because of Jesse.

I am fucking sick and tired of getting my heart broken. My first crush/love lasted seven years. Do you know how pathetic that is?! Then I got into the internet and met someone and he said he loved me. I said I loved him back because I thought I did. That was in 7th grade and I was naive. Turned out he was this sicko twenty-some year old who was married or engaged with a kid on the way. Then there was David ... the first time anything worked out for me. But ended badly. I caused him to start cutting ... I caused him to end up in the hospital. All because I couldn't stop talking about Michael. And now Jesse. I don't exactly have the best luck for anything.

I thought only Evanescence could describe me ... no. Behind These Hazel Eyes says EXACTLY how I feel right now. It makes me feel pathetic ... makes me want to just give up and give in to what I've been wanting to do for a while.

I think I'm going to work on my english project and try to finish my FMA one-shot.
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