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• 1990-03-07
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• Washington
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• 2005-06-06
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• Uh ... just call me Lyss; hey, only two letters taken off

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• Was in Winter Guard and ... um, passed all the W.A.S.L. tests with flying colours? o.O I passed my first year of high school too ... does that count?
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• Oh God ... since 5th grade at least
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• Full Metal Alchemist
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• To make the Symphonic choir at school and to pass all my classes ^^;;; But for my life goal/dream, I want to become a singer or writer ... though I adore singing more
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• Singing, writing, colour guard, watching anime, reading manga, practically living on the internet or sleeping
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• Singing, writing, colour guard




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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

   So fucking true
"We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, students, and business owners. We have depression, DID, PTSD, eating disorders, borderline personalities, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some were not. We are straight, bi, and gay. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every single race or religion that you can possibly think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are NOT freaks."

That was something I found in an old self-mutilation community I used to be in at greatestjournal. How fucking true is that though?! We all get treated as if we're aliens from a different galaxy because they don't understand why we hurt ourselves. Since they don't understand, they call us freaks. Well, I think they are the freaks. Anyone who hasn't thought of hurting themself just once isn't human.

Gomen-nasai. I was just looking at that site and when I read that quote ... something snapped inside me. I'm just so fucking sick and tired of having people make fun of me for being who I am. I remember last year, when I was in my "gothic" stage, so many people would scream, "JESUS LOVES YOU!!!" at me. That made me want to kill them right then and there. Okay, one thing buddy, THERE IS NO FUCKING JESUS!!!!! ¬_¬ Sorry ... again. I guess since I'm agnostic I believe God is there ... but Jesus? Give me a fucking break. And, isn't Jesus supposedly God's son? If so, then who are we worshipping? The Lord, or his brat of a son?

Gah ... damn, I'm in a bad mood. I don't even know where all this shit came from. I just found the quote and instantly became infuriated.

I'm going to go eat my other cheese hot pocket ... then maybe I'll feel better.

Since when did I turn to food for comfort?
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