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Friday, August 19, 2005


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I feel a little better from last night. Little being the keyword. If I had to describe how I felt in one word ... it would probably be shitty.

Last night I listened to Simple Plan's one song over and over for a while while I tried to cry. Usually, if I can cry, then I'll feel better. Not much luck. So I took some pain and allgery medicine then watched a little tv while I ate the rest of my ice cream. I probably went to bed at 1:30am. I kept waking up though.

Right before bed, I was so shaky and dizzy; it scared me. When I first laid down to sleep, it was a little hard for me to breath.

Mom started yelling at me to get up around 7:00am but I didn't actually get up till 8:30am. It's 9:47am now.

A part of me doesn't want to go out. I'm sort of hoping Rick's mom will be a bitch and change her mind about letting him leave the house. I just don't want to do anything. If I could, I'd just go back to bed till school started.

I'll probably only come online later today if sis comes on so we can rp. Lately, that seems to be the only time when I'm truly happy. It's so weird. I really am obsessed with Ed.

God damn ... the whole apartment smells like pee. It makes me sick. I've shampooed that carpet a thousand times! Well, I guess it's going to be a thousand and one.

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