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• Uh ... just call me Lyss; hey, only two letters taken off

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• To make the Symphonic choir at school and to pass all my classes ^^;;; But for my life goal/dream, I want to become a singer or writer ... though I adore singing more
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   *Sighs*
I had such a shitty night last night. I was watching three episodes of Instand Star that I had taped earlier that night. In that show, the father of the main girl is having an affair. In the end of the third episode, it shows him coming down the stairs with a briefcase and the older sister of Jude ((the main character)) started crying and jumped up to hug him. It was obvious he was leaving after telling his wife.

I just sat there, staring blankly at the screen ... then just bursted into tears. I've seen this episode before, but it never got to me like this.

I just sat there, crying rather loudly ((I'm surprised Mom didn't wake up)) muttering incoherent things about how father changed my live forever and hurting Mom like that and using Sam. I just felt like screaming. I would have come back online, but by then it was already like 12:30am. So I watched Inuyasha and Full Metal Alchemist. Then I cried some more then forced myself to go to bed.

I thought that since I cried so much it would be easy to fall asleep ... damn wrong. I laid there for probably at least an hour just staring at the ceiling and through the cracks in the blinds.

Then I had weird dreams of what seemed to be Instand Star. It was like my own private episode. It was so strange. Then more ideas popped into my head for rping.

I got up right before 8:00am ((after being screamed at)) and did my morning chores. Then I went straight back to bed. I ignored the home phone and cell phone ((though I didn't hear my cell go off both times)) till Elena messaged my cell. I got off my ass and came here. Now I'm waiting for her to get on and it's 12:30pm.

Wh00t ... that was my twelve-hour report.

¬_¬

I guess I'm still in a shitty mood. I'll eat something and maybe that'll help.
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