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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-03-07
Gender
• Female
Location
• Washington
Member Since
• 2005-06-06
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Uh ... just call me Lyss; hey, only two letters taken off

Personal

Achievements
• Was in Winter Guard and ... um, passed all the W.A.S.L. tests with flying colours? o.O I passed my first year of high school too ... does that count?
Anime Fan Since
• Oh God ... since 5th grade at least
Favorite Anime
• Full Metal Alchemist
Goals
• To make the Symphonic choir at school and to pass all my classes ^^;;; But for my life goal/dream, I want to become a singer or writer ... though I adore singing more
Hobbies
• Singing, writing, colour guard, watching anime, reading manga, practically living on the internet or sleeping
Talents
• Singing, writing, colour guard

myOtaku.com: PointlessxJourney

Friday, August 26, 2005

A mini rant I guess
Nothing much happened today. I talked to Katie and ... Jelani. God, J's such an ass. ¬_¬ Well, Katie's cool. XD

Sis only e-mailed me once today ... besides that I haven't talked to her. It's 9:45pm here and 11:45pm over there. I don't get it ... I hope nothing bad happened.

Was today the day she and her mom were going to the fair? I don't think so but it could be.

Well, the DVD set I wanted was taken today but I found another one just like it and the auction lasts for six days so it's all good. I'm going to have Mom order for it tomorrow though just to be safe. I might be able to get a FMA poster too. It depends.

Mom wants to see Brothers Grimm tomorrow ... I don't know if we will though. Everything depends on how much Dad gives us this month. Right now he supposed to be paying us I think $1,300 but for maybe a year has been paying $1,200. But for the last couple of months, he's only been giving us $900. Rip off, much? Dad already owes us over $3,000 ... probably close to $4,000 by now. Damn, Mom could pay Carol back with that! She gave us $3,000 when we first moved four years ago. Mom feels so fucking guilty that she hasn't paid her back yet. We could go to Disney Land again! That's sort of been Mom's and my dream to go back. To see the Mulan parade again. Heh, I remember while we were there, Dad was on his cell phone telling someone how you have to see the movie first. Later we found out he was talking to none other Sue ... the bitch Dad had the affair with ((it's just peachy that she has the same name as Mom)).

Shit ... now I'm all upset again. You have no idea how much I want to just cut right now. I know I can't ... I just feel like if I don't I'll snap. Fuck ... I'm crying. I hate it when I cry because I feel so weak. But I cry a lot anyway ... figures.

I'm going to go before Mom sees me and freaks. Maybe I'll play DDR or watch the first episode of Yami no Matsuei ((it came back onto On Demand)). Or maybe I'll watch the first two DVDs of FMA I have ((a.k.a. the first eight eps)).

I doubt I'll be back online tonight ... only if sis comes on. Other than that I'll probably try to actually get some decent sleep.
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