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Sunday, September 4, 2005

   ... Mom ...
I don't know what to do. Mom is really starting to scare me. She's been getting tests done for something and apparently she failed the first one but passed the second one. I have no idea what that means though. Sometime this month she's going to the hospital for another biopsy.

The doctors are checking for cancer. Mom said about ten years ago her and my Aunt Judy ((but not her sister)) had a "cancer-scare" but it turned out to be nothing. Now we're not so sure.

I know I shouldn't have ... but I read the e-mail Mom sent to my Uncle Steve ((her brother)). She was apologizing for the late birthday card and ... then asking if Aunt Judy was still going to keep to her word. Aunt Judy promised that if anything happened to Mom, she'd take me in before I had to live with Dad. For some reason, she's always hated him ... good sense of character if you ask me.

But what I'm scared of, is what they'll say back ... and what the test results will be. I don't think I'd be able to handle it if Mom had cancer.

I'm trying to make myself believe it's just nothing. That Mom is just getting old ((she's turning fifty-five this month)) ... but now I'm just being paranoid.

God damn it ... I don't know. I'm in-between crying and having a mental breakdown.

It's most likely nothing ... but what if it is something?
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