Wednesday, November 23, 2005

   Random shizz
Today was boring and went really slow for a half-day. =_= We didn't have reading or lunch so all the period were only deducted about five to ten minutes. In english, we wrote our names on a notecard then put it in a basket. Then everyone took one and wrote something they were thankful for about that person. We did that all period and I think I got about ten people. When I read them, I felt really happy, because everyone who wrote something thought I was a nice person. ^^ But then in AP World History, that happy feeling was completely taken away. I couldn't think of anything to write for the essay we did. I didn't even turn it in. Alyssa yelled at me for that, but I had literally NOTHING to put down. I spent the class time writing random thoughts to myself on how I'm going to shape up and do the reading the take good notes from now on. *sighs*

This week we got our quarter report cards and I wasn't planning on showing Mom, but I forgot they mailed them home ... so she saw it. -__- Which means she knows I'm failing History. The rest of my grades are okay, I suppose. For being damn lazy so far this year, they're good.

Congitive Algebra: A
Exceeds standards, expectations

Vocal Ensemble: B+

Biology: C-

American Sign Language: C-

English 2: C
Student is polite/respectful

AP World History: F

GPA: 2.1167

*Sighs* So, not wonderful by any means ... but I'm satisfied with my algebra grade. ^^ Maybe later I'll put what was on my notecard.

My friend Chelsea is moving this weekend ... to Idaho. Today was her last day at Cascade. I tried not to think about it, it was a little easier when she wandered off somewhere. I'm going to miss her, even though we didn't talk much. I knew her since 7th grade. Her and Maki became more as friends in 8th grade though. She's going to SakuraCon and I reeeeeeeally want to go, but I don't have the money. Mom barely has the money to pay for Winter Guard. We're getting new flags ((finally!)) and uniforms which is $70. We got Dad's check ... two hundred. What a freaking ass. ¬_¬ That pisses me off so much. Mom's been constantly yelling at herself because she doesn't have the money for Christmas. I keep telling her that it's okay, and that Sam and I don't need a lot of presents. But since the family's used to getting us like twenty presents each ((we were so spoiled >.>)) Mom feels guilty about getting us I think like five last year. That doesn't matter. Sure, I'd love to have more things, but it's not needed. The only things on my list are FMA stuff anyway. @_@ I heard somewhere that the FMA movie would be out with subtitles by December or January, but I doubt that'll happen. That would have been awesome though.

Strange, I sort of feel like crying again. I'm not sure why. Maybe it's just everything that's going on. With each passing day, Mom and I become more and more positive of Darbie's fate ... and I despise it. But with everything going on, I haven't felt the urge to cut. I'm surprised with myself but also pleased. At least something's going right.

Nothing much else to write. I need to go make the cranberry sauce anyway. I never eat it, but I've always been the one to make it since I was probably five ((with Mom's supervision of course till now)).

Oh wh00t! Sam just called and said she'll be over for Thanksgiving dinner tomorrow. Coolies. ^^
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