Wednesday, February 15, 2006

   Happy [late] Valentine's Day minna!!!!!!!
Ellos. Wanna hear about how my Valentine's Day went? Sure you do! >.>

The beginning of the day was a mix of okay and crap. I woke up to snow, which was cool; especially since it came right out of the blue. Though we're "supposed" to have snow tomorrow. *shrugs* But so we ended up having a two hour late start. When I finally do get to school, I'm in a horrible mood because I just do not want to be there. I'm not sure why I felt that way ... but I was close to tears. Anyway, I go straight o first period, Algebra, and when Josh comes in we get into this screaming fight; quite literally. The majority of the class was right there and Mr. Cloer was sitting oh ... maybe five feet away listening. I was so fed up with Josh; he didn't understand why I was upset about it! He said sorry but he had this snotty tone so it was obvious he didn't mean it. After that he went to grab his book from the shelf and he slammed it down onto his desk ... and ended up slipping on the floor and falling into his butt in the process. It took so much will-power not to burst out laughing. I know that's mean, but I thought he deserved that; I contemplated forgiving him after that but kept quiet. We're still not talking yet but *shrugs* whatever.

Second period, choir, not eventful at all. Except for seeing Tom for three seconds while he dropped off his backpack and then me and a few other people screaming at the class to shut the Hell up.

Third period, biology, I didn't have to talk to Josh at all because since I was absent, I spent the whole period copying down notes I had missed while the class corrected homework and did a round of Jeopardy for the quiz we did today.

Then I had lunch since there were only two that day. I bumped into Pepp and Marlo so hung out with them at lunch ... ended up being with Caleb and Josh. We didn't speak a word to each other though.

Fourth period, sign language, was boring as per usual. As I walked to fifth period, english, Brian comes up to me and asks why I don't just ask Tom out. I laugh and say because he's most likely reject me. Then of course he has to say that Tom found out. Right as I open my classroom door and teachers just have to be filing out, I yell the word shit. x_x I get to my desk and instantly hide my face and break down crying. I don't understand why I did ... maybe just the whole day piling up and the fact that I was, and still am, scared shitless that Tom will reject me. Thankfully Ms. Crews shooed away anyone who tried to talk to me and let me go to the bathroom to fix my make-up.

When I walked to sixth period, AP world history, Pepp comes up and hugs me saying she's sorry about what happened; she knows how freaked I am about it. I go to class and while I'm working on make-up assignments, the class breaks into two groups and of course Tom has to come to my desk-group. He sits right next to me but I focus on my work. He doesn't say a word till the class is done. He looks and me and says, "So, I heard." I instantly think he meant he heard that I liked him. But then he says that he heard how La Voz, my choir, was being a pain in the butt that day. I instantly calm down and start talking to him about that. I think he complimented me too. He asked why I wasn't in Symphonic and I told him I tried out but didn't make it; though I was sick on the day of try-outs ironically. Tom said that maybe Ms. Cappello might have kept me in that choir because they needed strong leaders. *shrugs* Works for me. Still, I'm going to try again this year to get into Symphonic. He gave me some tips on how to get into the class too. ^^ Then the bell rang and I ran after Alyssa. XD That was my day. Horrible up till the last two minutes of school.

Wasn't that just so entertaining for you to read? Thought so. >.>;;;

I just wish I knew what he was thinking. Mom says ((yes, I told Mom ... I tell her EVERYTHING)) that either he's a total idiot, which I doubt from his grades, or he wanted to say something else but noticed how awkward I was and switched to a different topic. If it was the latter, which I'm hoping it was, then like Mom said, he's a keeper. XDDD I just wish he'd talk to me more often. Eh ... whatever. I'll think about it more later.

I probably have like a zillion typos in here since I typed this up really quickly but right now I don't care about that. Shocking, I know. I'll most likely go back and edit this later.

Ja~
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