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• 1990-03-07
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• 2005-06-06
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• Uh ... just call me Lyss; hey, only two letters taken off

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• Was in Winter Guard and ... um, passed all the W.A.S.L. tests with flying colours? o.O I passed my first year of high school too ... does that count?
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• Oh God ... since 5th grade at least
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• Full Metal Alchemist
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• To make the Symphonic choir at school and to pass all my classes ^^;;; But for my life goal/dream, I want to become a singer or writer ... though I adore singing more
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• Singing, writing, colour guard




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Monday, March 13, 2006

   Meh
Well, today was the first day of the W.A.S.L. It was rather easy ... but also it was merely the reading section.

I had yet another fight with Dad last night. I had wanted to scream my lungs out after I hung up on him. But for the first time, I wasn't overwhelmed by the urge to cut; perhaps I am finally beginning to heal. SI would distract me from the emotional pain I feel every time we speak, but the damage his pain gives is tenfold to a thousand cuts. It would be a waste of time.

It seems ridiculous for me to have this kind of attitude not even a week after my "Sweet Sixteen" but for what happened, it wasn't all that sweet to begin with. It's funny, all the sudden, I feel so dreadful and solemn; not too far off from my usual pessimistic self. Maybe I'm just stressing over school. Besides the W.A.S.L., there's projects that are due worth many points and registration papers for next year were just turned in.

Sometimes, I wish life could switch to a 'slow' mode ... for the people who just need a break.
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