Wednesday, December 7, 2005

   Jumping out of windows and wool socks! W00H00!!!1!111
I came home from school today and got yelled at by my brother for wearing "trashy goth clothes." Now i get that crap alot at school, so i normally wouldn't get mad at something like this. But I was having a particularly shitty day, and .. well... to put it bluntly, I snapped. (wouln't go into detail here) Somehow I ended up in my mom's
bedroom, door locked, and not one, but BOTH my brothers banging on the door teasing me about my "emo friends" and other such things. We live in a split story house, and Iv'e jumped out of a window before (actually i tied sheets together, got halfway down, THEN jumped XD)
Because it is currently winter and we have about 3 inches of snow on the ground, I decided to put on some wool socks in my mom's drawer.
When you look outside from the window, the ground looks a far way down. too for to jump at least... but once you get lowered down all the way (I'm about 4' 2'') there's probably only about 3 1/2 feet between your legs and the ground. DROP! THUD! I hit the ground and crumble. I think it might have had something to do with my left foot landing on a nice, sharp garden rock that was hidden beneath the snow... ;_; (owwie) fuck! I forgot about the damn window!

..Oh well.

So I stayed outside for about an hour hiding between some bushes.
It took a while for my older siblings to realize I had not been making any noise... boy do I feel loved. But here I am sitting in front of my comp, warm and toasty... *sigh* I'm still not going to speak to my brother for a very, very long time.
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005

   pms+adhd+messed up family+friends=lots of stress
~I could go on and on about this~
I get horrible cramps~ during certain.. ehem.. lunar positions. I go through so many bottels of ibuprofen it's gross. to top it off, my mom got me these thin lil pads with
no wings! how dumb is that? that's like, asking to get your panties ruined!
adhd~ is a pain. I ran out of meds yesterday and forgot to ask my mom to order a refill. acted like a total moron for the whole day.. the plus side is that i didn't care XD
but i couldn't concentrate, and my attention span dropped from that of a rabbit to that of a flyyy ;_;
family ties~ (knots more like) divorced parents, dads evil (not even kidding) I was supposed to be switching back and forth every week
between moms and dads but that didn't work out for long.. I got so sick of living at my dads. Everything about it made me want to jump. I became uber deppressed and started spending a crapload of my time in my room. better there than anywhere else in the house. I began living at my moms 24/7 after these long horrible fights about the dumbest things with my dad. My bro's still switch back and forth like we were supposed to, but I try to avoid my dad as much as possible. as for my brothers? it's a looong story.. but we don't get along, and let's leave it at that.
friends~ are supposed to be there for eachother, but my little "otaku" at the middle school where I go (the otaku is what we call our group of friends) are always having fights, backstabbing, rumors, blah blah. and we call ourselves friends?! It's so dumb. A lot of times I get sick of hanging out with one "friend" in particular, but I always make up with him and everything goes back to normal for a week...until our next fight. (are we, like, married? XP)

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

   kawaii!

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

PRINCESS MONONOKE IS DA BOMB
once again i am in tears at the end of a myiazaki film..(well, not really in tears but pretty fricken' close...) i strongly suggest this movie to anyone who likes inu-yasha and anime where samurai get limbs torn from their bodies..*_*v but, for the love of anime WATCH IT IN JAPANESE! with subtitles, the english voices SUCK! same goes with all the other Miyazaki films, kiki's delivery service, spirited away, and castles in the sky. I HATE ENGLISH VOICES! anyone who says otherwize will be speaking to the FUKING YAKUZA!! ^_^ bye now!
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Saturday, March 5, 2005

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Monday, February 14, 2005

  
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Friday, February 11, 2005

   Negima is 2nd fave anime!
i decided to go on a wild friday night spree and name all of my fave anime! THEY ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER! ready? here we go-o! Sailormoon > Rurouni Kenshin > Pita-ten > love hina > a.i. love you > Negima > inu-yasha > Naruto > GTO > Hikaru no-go > YuYu hakusho > Hot gimmick > Gundam wing > xxxHolic > Chobits > MN. Rayearth > Mars > Shamen king > one-piece > Ah! my goddess > Rave master > fearies landing > i love just about all SHOJO manga. i like SHONEN as well. so there you have it, Sailormoon has been and probably always will be my fave anime. Ja mata-ne! http://enlighten.sea-myst.net/shia.jpg
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