Friday, November 10, 2006

Dearest Susan,
What happened? One day you were there, and the next, gone. I miss you, too. You were my first friend entering the prison of High School. We shared many days, you, becca, jessica, and I, locked away in Rehn's art room pasting magazine clippings in our journals and passing notes across to eachother. We spent many of days under the big tree infront of the school. We spent hell together in Fey's grasp, running laps and doing push up, and me laughing at how quickly you sweat, and you laughing at me for falling over while changing in the locker rooms. I still have some drawings you drew across my notebook pages. I tore them out and put them in my scrapbook of friends. You are so far away now days. I cannot remember the last time we spoke on the phone. I remember seeing you while I was dating Jason, but it involved others being around us and it just wasn't as cool as it could have been if Becca and Jess and Sarah were there instead. I mailed that letter a few days after you mailed it to me, did you ever get it? I don't remember all that I said in it, but I do know I said, "I'll miss your friendship when you leave us. Don't grow apart."

With Love,

Heather
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Dearest Becca,
I miss you. I miss being in class with you. I miss you spewing beverages from your face all over people during lunch. I had some of the best times at East Lit. when you and I had basically the same schedule. Algebra kicked ass and english was awesome. I miss the note passing of "Dearest Heather.... I have kidnapped Jessica...". I still have that note. I tapped it on my wall with one piece so you can read both sides. When are we going to chill? If I could, I'd go back to our freshman-junior year and relive it everday because it is so much better than never being able to hang out becuase of stupid college, stupid jobs, stupid schedules, and stupid othe shit.

With Love,

Heather
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Ungh.
Tim's birthday is this here day. Yep. All of the guys are basically sick so I wonder what will happen at the show if Alex starts coughing. I don't need to be sick. I have missed enoguh days for the semester.

So I am here at school at 1:38 for no reason right now. Ha. I know. I'm a retard. There's nothing to do really and right now I don't feel like driving home, but I guess I must if I want to get anything done today.

Ungh. Why can't there be magical transporters that zapped us anywhere we wanted to be?
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Thursday, November 9, 2006

   gnarly teeth tasting metal shit. eww.
so yesterday was hell. traffic was backed up again on the way to thad's and when i went to mcdonalds, i discovered the driver window didn't roll down on the chrysler. great.

becca you aren't alone on being retarded about cars. that chrysler shut off on me a few times while i was in the middle of leaving places. everyone thought i was a dumbass and didn't even start the car, but since i didn't want anyone to tell my parents that the car kept fucking up, i let them go on and laugh at me. oh well. and the emergency brake thing has almost happened to me before. there's no pad on the brake so you don't really see it until your like "oh!" and someone's already making fun of you. yup.

on another note... my teeth taste like metal and feel like they will break. i don't think that's a good thing. it bothers me alot.
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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

Bush
Harold Ford lost. boo. I didn't like either of them ayways.

Politics are like a big disease. One huge, nasty, infected, blistering disease. A nasty puke ball of suited government clones.

I got to choose a president today and evaluate him. Naturally I chose Bush. =)

I got to evaluate his looks, his speech, etc. Ofcourse Bush wasn't anything higher than a four. Which the four consisted of, Does Bush have the possibilty of a speech impediment problem. The scale was 0-5 by the way.

I even pointed out the issue of him vetoing stem cell research, which could benefit millions of lives and supply more discoveries to the medical world, just because of his religious beliefs. I'm sure many doctors thought the same but still wanted to push the research for more efforts to save lives.

Anyways. On another topic. McKinnon has long, new weave in. And I have black hair. So over the break, everyone's done alittle more for their appearance.
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   Mom wants me to have life insurance because I'm a potential accident
So I achieved getting my license and getting to school today in one piece. now the only problem is that the car I'm driving is on it's last breathe of life and I don't have any money to buy oil or transmission fluid.

Mom has to come rescue me at 3 something.

Argh.

Atleast I don't have to worry too bad. Hopefully she gives me the chrysler tomorrow. It's not as loud and is fast as hell. =) and roomy.
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Sunday, November 5, 2006

foreign affairs.
so i was thinking about it.

i was told this gi-normous secret by one of my friends.

i have quite a few friends that are into those foriegn cuties. you know, they announce over the intercom of the whole school, "DANA SANDERS, PLEASE GO OUT WITH ME TO THE DANCE ON FRIDAY." and then there are my really cool friends that plot diversions to run into their foreign sweet hearts in the library right before lunch.

i miss those days in school...

i remember when it was back in november or december and becca and i both crushed a guy that was a year younger than us and becca talked to him first over me. damnit. lol. good times. except the part that the first mission was destroyed by one of her friend.

*sighs*

and in art class. we used to say how if danny had better manners and wasn't so child-like, he'd make good boyfriend material.

now that i think back on it, i miss those days almost. it reminds me of my freshman year, complete and total freedom.
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big one eight
i got my tongue pierced. and my monroe. my tongue swelled like a mother fucker.

turns out i'm allergic to stainless steal, thanks to my dad's genes. thanks dad.

mom wasn't so supportive of it the first night but now she's all interested and wants to make sure it doesn't get worse.

so yeah. that's my birthday.

<3
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Thursday, November 2, 2006

   18
today's my big 18. gah.

well hopefully the rest of this night works out.

i've been eating everything in the house because of my emotional swings. omg. pms. lol. j/k.
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006

   ....
Whenever I am around Casey and Dondrah, Casey always watches videogame previews.

Now thanks to Casey, I think I may comform and buy the PlayStation 3. There were some cool videogames advertised for it.

I have yet to know what I want for my birthday tomorrow.... hmmm.

Mom made cupcakes and gave me some for breakfast. That's good enough for me. =)

All I look forward to is Saturday when I go get my tongue and monroe pierced.

I think I may sell my old gaming stuff though, except for my .Hack games. Those I still want to hold onto.
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