Saturday, February 14, 2009

   girly stuff
tomorrow is that one day that you either hate or love.

i never know what to do on valentines day, let alone know if i should buy something if i have someone to possibly buy for. with the way my empty wallet looks, i'd say that i'm not buying. haha. besides, i'm sick of money in relationships well it depends i guess if you're the type to base a relationship off of money... how much you make vs. the other person... how much you spend vs. how much the other spends.... or if you two don't care and don't make a deal out of it. partners are partners.

i am thankful though. out of everything that happened. how many times i have been stabbed over the years and recently, too, i am happy now. DJ makes me truly happy. he makes me smile more than once a day. he gives me kisses on the forehead and is close when wanted/needed and gives breathing room. omfg. i can actually breath now. i can walk out the front door for fresh air and actually be able to take a breath. i don't wake up in the middle of a panic attack anymore. i don't scream myself awake at night anymore. i don't get terrified or find small reasons not to see my "significant other." I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING THIS PERSON. wow that's a first. hahaha. and he's not embarrassed when i hold onto him in public and he doesn't hide "us" from people. there are so many greats firsts with him.


i watched P.S. I Love You again tonight. that movie is brilliant. i love it when people can be that creative. I would suggest anyone who hasn't seen it, to see it, and also to see Playing Mona Lisa (which is hilarious, and so original, it's a must!).


hmmmmm. well i guess i should really be heading off to bed.

i know he'll always be good to me.
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Friday, February 6, 2009

   Okay. It's been what.... a year or two.
-I'm jobless.

-I go to beauty school pretty much full time. I like it but I hate it at the same time.

-I live back with my parents.

-I only have Dalilah and Zombie left.

-I am seeing a guy that I've liked for ages and ages. DJ. All is going well so far *knocks on wood.* So yeah.

-I spend usually Monday through Friday in Nashville for school. I stay out in Hickman usually Saturday through Monday Morning with DJ.

-I'm stepping up on my game again. I finally got my backbone back and my attitude.

-I'm still just as mean, rude, and sarcastic, but caring at the same time. hahaha.
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Friday, October 19, 2007

IT HAS BEEN A VERY LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE BEEN HERE!

Wow. Many updates need to be made...

I work at Hollywood Video still but I'm probably going to get laid off since the company is bankrupt. I work full time as a housekeeper at Opryland Hotel. Which is good money.

Anyways. My baby kitty Dio passed away. It was a very rough time but I got Mimzy, who is all black with brown toes and has no tail. Then our chinchillaus passed away and mom told me to get another kitten, so I got Dalilah, who is grey with a white under belly, and when she mews, her face looks like a joker's grin. And THEN I got Zombie... he kind of adopted us but we stole him from the neighbors in the long run because the left him out in a huge storm the first night they got him, plus he was only a baby.

We still live at the same apartment. But our lease runs up in January so we have already been looking around. Rent for any place, really, has greatly increased since June. I don't know if i want to do this again though...

This weekend the band is going out of town. I'm going to go visit my grandmother. It's her 90th birthday tomorrow. I'll grab my brother in the morning. Take him to KY with me. Drive 4 hours. Get there. Spend about 3 hours there, drive back and go back to work. sound fun, huh?

Anyways. I must go. =( Maybe in the next place I move to we'll actually be able to have a fucking internet instead of just a computer and a dead phone line. Maybe things will finally change. Doubt it.
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Monday, July 16, 2007

It has been a really long time since I have been on here. So much has changed that I don't even know where to begin...

Dio is my kitty. I adopted him the day after graduation from the humane society. He's been sofa hopping too and I know he's already tired of it too.

I still have the same job. I was hoping to get a new one but I cannot afford four weeks without pay. Maybe once this whole mess is resolved, I can do what is best for me and look for a sane job. Savanna works with me now, Jessica's sister. It's weird. Kelley is trying to take management, and once I am stable and I have that next apartment and first month's rent, I'm going to quit my job. I told Eric that I needed more hours or more money, he gave me neither but asked me to hold onto my job, so I did, and now I say FUCK WORKING IN ANY VIDEO STORE.

My plans are....

- Get a new apartment
- Get a new job
- Save up money again for college

Yup. Simply, I am slightly depressed right now, and too content with everything that is going on right now.

Sorry I haven't written in so long. The only time I can use the internet is when I'm at my parent's.
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Thursday, May 10, 2007

GOOD NEWS:

I have the cutest outfit for after graduation. Everything is white with tiny black polkadots. I have a long flowing dress, white with black polka dots. A corset, white with black polka dots. Underwear, white with black polkadots. AND a headband, white with black polkadots. It's so cute. I'll take pictures!!
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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

My DM came in the other day and told me he doesn't know when our paychecks are coming in. I need mine period and it's driving me crazy. I'm going to keep calling him again and again and drive him crazy.

Anyways. My Dad is trying to get me to keep Trouble. I wouldn't mind it if Mom didn't care. But since I found out Whitney finally took Thumbs, Mom needs Trouble around some. Besides, I don't have much time right now to constantly keep watch over her.

Graduation is only 7 school days away from today! I don't even feel like I'm graduating at all. I want to get my hair redyed for graduation but Eric has yet to give us our paychecks. So I'm really bummed out about it, and I'm tired of the bullshit with my job. Their trying to make me work mother's day too. Nope. I'm thinking about quitting soon. This job has reigned my life. It's annoying.

On another note, Sarah and CJ are going out. Finally everyone's shutting up about her. Rae isn't showing any hurt feelings towards it though, which is a good thing. So finally I don't have guys in my ear constantly gabbing about her.

I can't wait until season one of The Riches comes out on DVD. I have missed over 7 episodes, so I'm waiting until I can see all of them in a row. If you guys here anything about it, tell me. =)

I wonder what I'll be doing for graduation. All I want is money!! I need to pay for groceries and chip in on the bills! So I need nothing else other than $$$$$.

Thad's mom and his sister wanted to buy me a weekend at spa. Thad got pissy at me for some reason because I laughed and said I didn't need it. Go figure. I'd love a weekend at the spa but there's just no need when i really just need money and I can just float in a bubble bath at home to relax.
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Friday, May 4, 2007

Ungh. I have work tonight. I realized that my class gets out at 2 and i work at 4, BUT my gas tank is reading EMPTY.

Yesterday was my day off. I did nothing but cleaned and watched The Girl Next Door. I ate dinner by myself again. I'm tired of every time I get off, everyone's already eaten. And my day off happened to be on Thad's band practice day, so they had pizza and I had microwavable raviolli. =/ And he wonders why it bothers my. The last show I couldn't go to, that was canceled, they all went out to eat chilli's. And I was stuck with the leftovers, microwaved. By the time I nuked it, it was done for and smelled like shit. Canned raviolli again. I'm about to kill those two the next time I cook a meal and they come home and say "Oh we already ate. We'll eat some tomorrow night." But they never do.

Life is a drag lately. I can't say much about it because it is the same thing everyday. I told a woman to fuck off the other day when she gave me the hand when all I said was "Hello." People are rude.

Susan I completely agree with what you told me. I have to go through our stocks of movies just to find movies that we don't even have.

I'm bored. Only a about a week and a half before graduation!
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

I started to write the other day but I had to log out after the first sentence because of classwork. POO. Anyways. I'm working full time at hollywood now. I have had 3 rude customers so far.
1- a short mexican woman with her bazillion kids and her mother. I suggested her to get a disc cleaner and she flipped out saying I was making fun of her. :/

2- an older couple asked me where dell was and when I paused to show them the way, the wife flipped out on me saying I don't know how to do my job, and I shouldn't have been hired if I didn't know where the stores were in the mall, blah blah blah.

3- another couple got upset with me because I didn't know where the cricket stand was, even though I told them it was a store, not a stand, and where it was.

Working with the public isn't as easy as you may think. People will take out their anger and bad days on you without holding anything back. So you guys do me a favor, be nice to the people who are working when you walk into their work place.


Anyways. Today I was SO TIRED. I stayed in bed until 10:00 and left at 10:20. I am worn out. I go to school, go to work, come home, inhale my food, take a five minute shower, watch some tv, and go to sleep.

Graduation and exams are coming up so fast! I can't wait until I have more time in my day.

Spiderman III is coming out Friday! I want to go see it, but I don't get paid until Sunday. And 28 Weeks Later is coming out soon, too! May 11th. Cannot wait! I have a half day that day due to exams, so I may go see it after school so I don't have to pay a ridiculous amount of money to see it past 5.

Well nothing has been really new lately with my life. I am waiting to find a kitten, a unique kitten, and then all well be peachy. How are you all? Sorry I have not written in ages but supposedly we're going to get our internet hooked up sometime soon so then I'll be able to update daily again. =) I rented Eternal Sunshine the other day yet again. I am in love with that movie. I may call my kitten Clem because of her.
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Well I got that Hollywood Video job. I am automatically a shift leader. I've been working since last Thursday. I really do enjoy this job. I have been working mainly with Rachelle. I enjoy working with Jessi a lot. She's a really cool person and she likes to tell her stories, which is really cool and passes time by quickly when the mall is dead. I was transferred on Sunday from Opry Mills to Rivergate Mall.

My living situation has changed, too. I have been staying with Thad and now my Wednesdays will instead of being spent staying with Thad and Tim, I will now be staying with my mom on Wednesdays. I have to say though, not getting to see my kitten is really hard on me, I have no one to trip my feet in the morning or crawl into my clothes while I'm rushing out the door. There's not even rushing anymore. I have time to get ready for work and get there early. The living situation is ok, I guess.

Big changes, huh?

How have you all been lately? I don't get much of a chance to be on here anymore, I'm sorry. =(
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Becca, I thought the end was so hilarious!! He cried like a little bitch. And begged them to be careful with him, yet he tried to run them off the road. Psh. I don't blame them, I would have curb stomped his ass. The audience was tiny whenever we went, we thought it would be sold out, but in the end none of us moved because we all thought the movie wasn't over. I'm hoping for another Grindhouse or something.

Lately things between Thad and I have been pretty rough. I still don't know what the hell is his problem. Well that's never new. I'm hoping that Eric comes through with this job at Hollywood Video so I can start working sometime soon.

Our new English assignment is about Frankenstein. How cool is that? We were supposed to read chapters 1-5 today and answer questions along the way, which proved to be impossible. But this assignment I will definitely do. It's not one of those boring history books on heritage that every english teacher assigns.
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