Tuesday, March 6, 2007

My English teacher assigned us something having to do with Preliminary Essays... or something like that. It's so confusing. She wasn't here today so none of us really have a clue on what she is talking about. I decided to write on the topic of Illegal Immigration. My parents have been bickering about it back and forth for ages. Dad is a republican, Mom's a democrat, and I have taken to being an independent... leaning more towards democratic though. So every night there is always a debate over political issues when the news is on.

There hasn't been really anything to do lately at school. I made all A's except for Journalism... C due to me being graded with all of the lazy people as a group. Lunch has been so boring. I usually smoke a cigarette and spend my time trying to find interesting things on the internet as I wait for my classes to begin.

I have so many things to pay for and still no job. The other day, while I was on my way to Rivergate, A tree branch hit my antenna, bending it sideways. I tried to bend it back, the metal broke on both sides of the bend but the antenna still worked and stood straight up...weird, huh? Then Sunday night, when I got back from Thad's, I found my antenna completely ripped out of my car and hanging. It looked like a kid from the apartments pulled it out. So I ended up cutting it off. Now I have that to replace on top of a new transmission, new interior, and a new paint job to cover all of those scratches.... *big sigh* At least Mom will more-than-likely wish to pay for the interior.
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Monday, March 5, 2007

So yeah... Tomorrow Mom wants me to go forth and continue my search for a job...

I found out my Uncle George is in the hospital, he's been in there since my Grandmother was in and out of there last week. My Aunt and Uncle kept it a secret so no one would be worried. It's funny how hearing about family deaths or tragedies, I always hear about them last minute.

Tim is coming back tomorrow. He went to Jackson to see his mother before she started radiation. I feel bad for his situation. She doesn't want him to see her when she starts treatment.

All of these things lately have reminded me of when my Uncle Bill was dying and they wouldn't let us see him the night before he passed. It was raining and we were in my Mom's smelly, old Nissan. I was playing with a toy horse that my Uncle had bought for me for Christmas. He had velvet like fur and was patched brown and white. I used to carry him around like he was a stuffed animal. I remember his bridle broke once and my Uncle had fixed it for me, though he was bed ridden by the that time. I have only been to one funeral in my life and I remember his vividly. They had an open visitation. I remember my aunt nearly breaking down. My Grandmother straightened his pin on his suit jacket. He eyes were shut. I didn't really understand but at the same time I did. At his funeral it was pouring rain. The were so many people. Mom held me the whole time. I remember knowing my uncle was several rows up in front of my but he was in that box and wasn't coming back. The next Christmas when we came home, I asked where Uncle Bill was and My Mom told me he had passed away. I never said anything about it again. I sat in his chair and watched the cooking shows we used to watch all day. Uncle Bill loved watching those shows and I loved to sit on his knee and watch feasts be prepared both from the TV set and Mom Ritchey's kitchen. I miss him. I wish he were still here. I wish I still had my toy horse but Whitney sold him in a garage sale without me knowing it. She also sold my stuffed bob cat he had given me, too. I miss them both.

Why is death and tragedy more frequent now?
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Friday, March 2, 2007

Why aren't you guys writing today?! Give me something to read and comment about!It's so boring when I have nothing to do but count the minutes until I have to meditate in Yoga.
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yup. It's boring. I have hardly any gas in my car. Hope you guys are having a great day!
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Thursday, March 1, 2007

   Ungh. Yesterday was the second part of my interview for Buffalo Wild Wings. She wants me to come in today to talk with Steve. The questions this time were like "give an example of a dispute you have been in and how you resolved it" kind of stuff. Of course I used Mom and I's arguments as examples because she's really the only one I ever get into arguments about. Psh. Lol. Anyways, I don't know if the interview went well in her eyes but it was okay to me...? I think I should run along and look else where meanwhile.

Today it's raining. It's going to be a soggy day.
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

There's not too much to say. There was another fall out with the parents about money, insurance, the car, and when and where I will shop this weekend... I don't think Dad understood the basic concept of a "gift card" because he thought mom was paying for everything. PSH. Sure.

Whitney and Schyler came over.

Thad taunts my username on killa hart. He doesn't understand the background of words and names like that actually, at one time, meant something deep and was only understood be me. Thad's been getting nearly as annoying as Rae has with his taunts of me actually doing what I'm supposed to do in school rather than bullshit and fail my classes again.

Well I'm hoping to squeeze in an intense work out tonight so I will be knocked out completely by the time the dogs start barking all night. My next plan, if that doesn't work, sound proof my room like a little duct taped box. lol.
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Yes Susan. "Magazine." Is that better? LOL. Anyways, you must take it into consideration that I wrote that around 2 a.m.

I am SO tired. The dogs wouldn't stop carrying on last night so I couldn't sleep, especially with Jezibell howling outside of my window.

March 17th is the next show.. I'm not totally looking forward to the car trip, I'm afraid I may get motion sick since I haven't been a passenger in someone else's car in a while. I'll get over it though.

It's almost class time. I'll post later. =) Hope you all are all doing well.

Magnus, my fashion is usually a big tshirt and a pair of faded old jeans, with messy curly hair, so I don't think you have to worry. ^_^
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   I'm about to head off to bed in a little while here... I napped today so I am pretty awake.

I interviewed at Buffalo Wild Wings, Becca. Supposedly they are only going to hire 18+ from now on. I have been sketchy on even interviewing for this job because Thad does work there... so yeah.

ANYWAYS. I'm so happy I have an Instyle zine now. I love these zines. Maybe someday I can wear Prada and prance around in my leopard print heels with my big Dior sunglasses keeping my eyes from further sun damage, but with fashion.

Goodnight you guys!!

Have great days tomorrow! Hopefully it's pretty and warm outside for everyone!
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Monday, February 26, 2007

   The job interview went well. Paul interviewed me. He was pretty funny through the whole thing, business like, but funny. He threw me a question of his own...

Paul: "If you could have dinner with any three stars, living or dead, who would they be?"

Me: "Jonathan Davis from korn is a definite... Janis jopline, I love her... And Jimi Hendrix."

According to Thad, Paul likes ancient music like Pink Floyd and The Doors, which is cool since I was raised with that music history.

Anyways.. This weekend was great. Sarah spent the night at the apartment and Tim, Thad, and I all hung out. Last night Sarah and I fought to keep awake to watch Man of the Year... which was hilarious, Robin Williams is great.

It took me forever in a day to wake up this morning. I stayed in bed until 8:20 and arrived at school 40 minutes late. Fashionably late.

I have nothing to do today, at all. ungh. So hopefully something comes up to let me get out of the house for a while.

Have a great day everyone!!
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Saturday, February 24, 2007

Thank you for your wishes Magnus. My weekend has been teeter-tottering but still okay.

We haven't seen 23. I think I may dismiss the whole idea so I want have to have too much disappointment in my thoughts. I'll at least see it on DVD someday.

How is everyone doing? I hope you all are having great weekends!

My interview went good. I am shooting to get different shifts. Monday I go in for Part 2 of my interview... or sometime..? Yup.
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