Monday, February 12, 2007

No Susan... well at least I don't think I have become a "goody-goody" in school. I have just realized that the homework is so simple and there really is no excuse for not doing it when I have such a simple schedule. Plus it's easier to get permission from my parents to do things and I have total freedom. I also realized that just because I may be legal, I am still living in their home and they still have expectations that are too simple not to ignore: make good grades (especially since they pay for my classes), be home at a decent time, don't get hauled off to jail if I have friends in the car who have drugs on them. Simple.

We plan on going to see Jim's new movie, 23. I cannot wait to see it, only a few more weeks and it will be out.

My mom had gotten her hair cut before she left town for Gale's funeral. She got basically the same hair cut as me! How cool is that?! Pretty damn cool.

Well I'm finishing up my article for Journalism. Hopefully I will get everyone's articles before Wednesday so I don't have to spend all Thursday typing up everything last minute. I'll be down to a C if I don't get that paper out and I need this extra elective. Ungh. Plus my principal, Mr. Tinnon asked us to start trying to make the paper into a program that students can view on their computers. So I have alot to get done this week.

Thank you all for your comments! Kind words really do brighten my day so much more. ^_^
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Thursday, February 8, 2007

I wonder what today will really bring... in thirty minutes I am going home early. My article needs to be done by Monday or else I have not set a good example for the rest of the class.

By the way. The dentist appointment was odd. They didn't call me in the room until nearly an hour past the time they said my appointment was at. The woman who cleaned my teeth was new so I didn't give her a hard time. She had me to wear my sunglasses so I wouldn't get anything in my eyes. And she polished my teeth longer so they would look more glossy. Pretty cool, huh? lol.

Well I will update you guys later! ^_^
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You called me. It surprised me. I'm sorry I didn't have much to say.

My mom's cousin, which would be my cousin one more number down passed away the other day. Today mom is leaving to go to her funeral. I feel badly because I don't remember her, yet I met her.

These times make me think about Bud passing away in Florida. I couldn't pull the plug, I'm not strong enough to pull the plug on anyone, and it was a heavy weight to here that my aunt gave the final decision. When I see Whitney pull up in that LTD, I always think of Bud. He was great. He played baseball with my generation during family gatherings, which only consisted of my brother, my sister, and I.

hmmm.
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Dear Boy,

This whole day has been a roller coaster. Roller Coaster hell.

Concerned and not knowing what to do anymore,
~girl

p.s.
Why do you give me the ultimatums to get a hold of you tomorrow? Why can you not simple surprise me?

p.p.s.
Why do you never call me back when the phone line goes dead?


My perfect song for tonight but minus the break up...


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Wednesday, February 7, 2007

Today I have to go to the Dentist, thank you for wishing me me luck Jade, I'll need it. I can't stand when they scrape my teeth with that metal instrument. It nearly makes me gag every time.

I feel asleep last night after I hung up the phone with Sarah. I hope her boy problems are resolved soon. On Saturday I may go to the Muse to visit DJ and possibly get to meet Sarah's new catch, Jake *pukes a little*. He sounds pretty cool but eerily like Alex Presley did when we "were a thing" ages ago. Hopefully Saturday goes over well. I wish I could see the show though, Goatwhore and God Forbid are playing but it's $14 to go.

I have a vacuum in the back of my car and a dish rack. Today is "cleaning day" at Thad's and Tim's. wooh. I don't really feel like cleaning but it's at least for the benefit of a clean floor to walk on while I'm there. hahaha.




I'm can't help but feel a bit brighter inside knowing their not together anymore. He deserves someone who has really cared about him and who can really be there for him and go out of their way for him.
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Tuesday, February 6, 2007

I have posted a lot today... nothing to do really. Schyler and Whitney are over. Sarah is still stuck at school for some reason... hmmmmm :/
A cousin of mine died. And I am not looking forward to my Dentist appointment at all.
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This morning wasn't a rush at all, amazingly, until I realized I forgot my backpack inside when I started driving down the street.

I have English IV today, Chemistry, and Journalism. I'm hoping that I don't end up staying forever in a day today. 1:20 is the end of my day so I'm hoping to be out of here by that time.

Ungh. It's time for Stewart's class.
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GRR. I forgot to take my medicine today. I have been doing so well taking it every morning. I knew I forgot to when my stomach started hurting.

I can't wait to get out of here today. I want to go home and play with Trouble. She reminds me of my cat Midnight that I had when I was younger.

I managed to find several old flat irons of mine. I'm making do with what I have now. Mom can't afford another Wigo, so I'm using my ancient one. It smells like burnt hairspray though. Eww.
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No, Robyn, the pills aren't serious pills, just birth control Well their serious in the sense that they help my acne somewhat and I don't have "irregular cycles." Plu7s it helps the pain a little... not much though.
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Last night when he called, he asked me why I don't talk to him anymore. It simply boils down to, we don't, we don't have time to really talk. I told him that he mainly just comes home, starts tokin up, and b.s.'s the rest of the night until he goes to sleep. Communication is a big ZERO. And it's pointless to be in a "relationship" when there isn't one really going on. I am now feeling more in charge now rather than having no authority in my "relationship."

Monday he did not come over, as I told you guys that I felt that he wasn't going to anyways. I'm just tired of having to tell him how he can be romantic and how he can surprise me. It's not so surprising when you already know about everything. I'm sick of coaching someone on how to make me happy and how to help our "relationship."

And about the talking thing, we just simply don't talk like how we used to when we started dating. Things have become too predictable. Toooooo BORING. I feel badly about writing that but it is the truth.

It would be nice if he would actually make a surprise visit. I took time out of my Thursday to go see him. He can be a considerate "boyfriend" and come and see me UNSCHEDULED. *ahem* *rolls eyes* and this is so hard for him to understand? Pshh. Or for any guy at ALL???????
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In other news, I believe my brother is A-sexual. He'll never get a job and will never have a girlfriend, and he will never move out. He's one of those weirdo's who stays locked up in his room with the video game console constantly on, and sets his alarm clock to play games before he goes to school. And it creeps me out. And he judges EVERYONE negatively no matter what. If you had a Mohawk he would probably call you a pot head or druggie. If you are basically any guy, he'd probably call you a homo, gay, or fag. If you are a girl, he'd probably call you a slut or a whore, even though he has no clue how "babies are made", seriously. I wish mom would just make him get friends like she said she was going to ages ago! He's going to be 17 in July, she needs to do something about it.
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Some pictures from our snow day on Friday...

ME RCOVERING FROM THE COLD ON THE HEATER.


TROUBLE's FIRST STEPS IN THE SNOW THAT WEREN'T SPENT THROWING A TEMPER TANTRUM.


HER FACE AFTER I PUT HER DOWN IN THE SNOW FOR THE FIRST TIME.


KITTY PRINTS!


I AM NOT A TREE.
(quote says,"everyone from underneath the stage will be looking at my nuts."-Jonathan Davis)

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Monday, February 5, 2007

Recently and Pictures from our snow day!
I am in charge now in Journalism, so I am the one you'll get bitched out by if you're late or your article is screwed up.

We have this new girl in now. She's Sophomore. Her name is Alex. I think she is trying to get my position in Journalism (Designer). Her method is sweet talking the teacher about her "experience" with making layouts with the newspaper.... anyone can make a damn layout. I gave the girl a plain look that basically said "try it bitch" when I was standing there in their conversation. No one's taking my job. I got my ass kicked for over half of this school year now and I'm staying at the top. Especially if I need this for my college path and stuff.

I think anyone who knows me, they know how much of a bitch I can be if you push my buttons.

I was watching wife swap. A wife and husband had their own rooms because they needed "their own space to find each other." I think my own room would be pretty swell if I were to move in with a boy. No monstrous dragon breath in the morning. No manly smell allover your clothes. No smelly arm pits to avoid at night. No sweaty skin to stick to. No grumpy "UHHH!!!"'s in the middle of the night. hahaha.

And NO FAN IN THE MIDDLE OF WINTER.


Mom and I had girl talk today about porn, bisexual girls and guys who want threesomes with them, cheaters, etc. I have been pondering with the thought that I need to lay down some law in my "relationship." My mom was supportive of everything. She told me that what she thought of "The Band" and what dad and her had settled on when they had started dating. Neither of them ever gave second chances on anything. I agree totally. If it works for my parents, maybe someday it will work for me in that same sense.

By the way, my hair is crazy-wild and I have to straighten it to decently tame it. My flat iron has been acting up, not switching on and staying on, I thought it had a shortage in the wire, which it did. But while I was getting ready to pick up Thad from work on Sunday, I smelled smoke while I was doing my hair, studied the mirror for a second and saw that my flat iron was near-to igniting in my hair. Just a fair warning, Throw away flat irons that crack and seem to have problems turning on and off.


Some pictures from our snow day on Friday...

ME RCOVERING FROM THE COLD ON THE HEATER.


TROUBLE's FIRST STEPS IN THE SNOW THAT WEREN'T SPENT THROWING A TEMPER TANTRUM.


HER FACE AFTER I PUT HER DOWN IN THE SNOW FOR THE FIRST TIME.


KITTY PRINTS!


I AM NOT A TREE.
(quote says,"everyone from underneath the stage will be looking at my nuts."-Jonathan Davis)

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   Saturday Tim couldn't get his car started so Thad ended up having to take him to work at 7:30 in the morning. hahaha.

Sunday morning it snowed! I wished it would have snowed Sunday night or Monday morning. Thad and Tim both had to work since they work at wing joints (hooters and BWW) and it was the Superbowl. Thad had to be at work by 7. Tim had to be in at 8. The night before I went to bed late because I stayed up cleaning. When they were getting ready, at 6:30 AM, Thad woke me up by being too loud and Tim blasted my drowsy eyes with light. Our cars were iced in except for Tim... so I ended up going to go pick up Thad from work.

Tomorrow night Thad is coming over, maybe. Tim's got a hot date so I'm hoping I can make Thad leave from the house for a night to give Tim some space with his new girly.

I hope for snow tonight. Well not too hopeful, I think my car is dying from it. Ungh. That's my only source of getting to and from places.

*yawns* I'm so tired, I'm going to go lay down. goodnight.
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