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myOtaku.com: pretty massacre


Saturday, January 20, 2007

  The door creeked open this morning.
In my half daze and I thought it was you.
No. The cat was only joining me in slumber.

I woke this morning to the dogs barking.
Maybe it was you at 8 this morning, finally understanding the meaning of being romantic.
No. The drive is empty.

I walked past the phone on my way to the kitchen and picked it up.
Maybe you called last night and that would show that you're more responsible than I took you for.
No. Typical. Nothing new except Gloria and Patty called for mom.

When the time comes and you see that you are not alone anymore at nights and you really question who this person is who is doing your laundry for you at midnight, who is waking at 6 or 7 in the morning to cook you breakfast on the weekends, who is the one making sure you stay warm at night, then maybe you will truly, truly see what a " caring girlfriend" is. Maybe you will see this every time I answer your calls.

You never call me at random anymore to just say hello. We never go out to Starbucks and laugh like we used to in the beginning. We don't have a moment alone wherever we may be. We never can have time to go do things that aren't on our schedules.

I messaged you the other day and towards the end of the message I asked you to answer my question...

What's new that is worth putting effort into?
When you got an answer to my question, message me back.

You messaged me back with something I could predict. Nothing was new there and you didn't tell me a thing that was worth the effort. Are you saying nothing now days is worth the effort? Or do you want to take a second shot to convince me other wise?

I don't care. Not anymore. IF there is no answer to my question then what is really worth time anymore?
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